#tryingtobesuccessful

[masecronos]

I hate it when people make me feel like a loser

Like I’m trying to be successful here and trying to get into school

I want advice, not for you to make me feel like crap lol because I’m going to feel like crap and feel like a loser until I’m in school doing well

[iolevente]

Someone told me I'm too cute to stay stuck inside and not have friends. I find it hard finding people with similar interests and mentality especially more than anything tbh

[monkeywriter]

Balance

I need balance in my life. I have ADD this is not easy. I'm about to lose all my free time and I still want to do stuff. I used to be able to do this and it wasnt hard but thinking about it makes me dizzy now that I'm older. Every day I want to:

Work (if possible

Exercise (at least every other day but every day is great)

Read my Bible, write in my journals

Go online

Work on my writing

Read lots of books

Sleep (prefer 7-8hrs when possible)

Watch tv & or movies

Now how to figure this out. I used to be able to go to college, work on the weekends, do homework & study. Plus plan my fake wedding, read lots of books, watch tv, and get sleep (not much but sleep). Ah to be young again. Having ADD has very little perks especially with being organized with my time. I also want to: look for an internship (and apply), work on getting a REAL job, and save money but that wont take time that will take money itself.

Balance is important, I must find mine soon :)