a breakdown of why killing kind is a tma song, which makes sense to Me And Only Me, because I Have Brainrot. disclaimer there WILL be spoilers for mag200
I roam these halls, search the night, in hopes that I may see A remnant trace, a glimpse of you
listen. listen okay. literally everyone. they have all changed so much none of them are the same ppl they were at the beginning. any of them could be saying this, saying "i miss the person i knew"
"I stare into the deep" & "the deep stares back, speaks to me"
the deep is the entites, any and all, no i cannot explain no i cannot elaborate. perhaps this is jon and the deep is the eye.
Saying I know, I know, I know, I know, I know my love can be I know my love can be the killing kind
jmart <3 particularly jon thinking that martin wouldn't have been dragged into any of This is not for him
What if I was wrong by never moving on? I didn't realize who's gone
not!sasha
The ghost in me was true but you were haunted too just Didn't see it all along
any of them not realizing how badly the others are traumatized by literally any event
Nevermore to leave here Nevermore to leave here You should never be here
idk why but this just feels like jmart to me. like. u shouldn't be involved in this but you Are.
Here and now, if this is it Can't get out from under it
can't get out. can't escape. kidnappings. reading statements. yknow.
There and then, I should have known It was me all along
jon realizing he's an avatar & probably feeling guilty as he does
Try and try to let you go, and I'll just disappear Go down below where children go and we all float down here
feels very hopeless, very i-have-given up. s2 jon distancing himself from everyone.
Stirs of whispers trail and linger You still haunt the corners of my heart
look. look okay. there are better connections im sure but. the whispers line feels very lonelycore and this just feels jmart yknow
Singing "Don't love the bottle but the bottle loves me" One for the memory, two for the pain Singing "Don't love the bottle with the deeper disdain"
discord has heard this before but if we make the bottle is a metaphor for the Beholding then this line woks very well
I think of you I dream of you Evermore
literally just they okay
Hey, do you hear me, do you hear me now? On a midnight dreary Stay, stay near me, stay near me now
Oh yeah (Do you hear me?) Don't you hear me? (Do you hear me?) Don't you hear me? (Do you hear me) Don't you hear me now?
mag159-160 iykyk
If madness overtakes us both Then nobody would be alone The ghost of us can linger here Forever not to disappear
if they sacrifice themselves then nobody will be alone aka nobody will be consumed by the fears. their ghosts (the stories of jon and martin, as well as the trauma of the eyepocalypse) will linger long after and will not be forgotten
I, oh, here and now If this is it Why don't we just savor it?
mag 198-199. jmart... *cries*
and finally, the climax where the music swells and the song is screaming and its intense and yeah yk?
thats mag200 thats the climax thats the overwhelming energy of the panopticon thats. brb crying about the ending again
