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@kimineechan “ Oh boy 💦 are you sure he needs clothes? “

@sushigirlali “ Don’t you dare 😬😍 “

too late! he already has a turtleneck and some jeans[still onworking on those jeans tho]. plus he’s got a face lift.

as much as we’d love to see him nekkie nekkie nekkie.... this is gonna be a dress-up game! he’s supposed to be dressed in urban/alternative/goth/punk fashion. buuuuuuuuut this game is gonna be anatomically correct so yeah, maybe he doesn’t need clothes. lol

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jesus christ im so fucking sorry about those horrible disgusting anons. what the actual fuck. what kind of utter cockroach even says such awful things fuck. im so so sorry and im glad youre still with us

i really couldnt imagine it would blow up to such a proportion. at first it was only people on op’s blog target demographics accusing me of glorifying female suffering [actual women dying and some idiot having fun with a fictional MALE character are the same thing i guess], then i think an antikylo BNF found me and i started getting random antikylo hate, there was a purely discourse blog attacking me as well... thank you for the concern, dear. ♥ i missed you when you were away!

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How would the Reylo Lilo and Stitch AU go? :)

okay so this reylo au i pictured them as young teens, around 13? it’s much more cute than anything else. rey is a poor girl living with older sis rose, maybe on hawaii, maybe on some american town surrounded by desert like jakku. nobody likes her bc she only thinks about fixing stuff/mechanics and walks around covered in sand and mud and this is not ‘what a girl is supposed to be’, rose fights to not lose her sis to the system with the help of friendly handsome bf finn. 

on another galaxy there’s this boy made to be a machine of destruction, kylo [he may or may not have cute stitch ears and antennae lol], he escapes on a escape pod and lands on earth, walks kinda disoriented and hurt until he finds rey. he lies a lot about where he came [if he has antennae, he retreats them like stitch does to his arms] from and acts aggressive, but rey realises he doesn’t hate her or anyone, he’s just lost as hell.

 they become friends. they bond over.. idk? racing, fighting, fixing stuff. they go on fun adventures and disrupt the neighbourhood. kylo likes rey as something more than a friend and she totes likes him this way, but they are very shy as any G rated teen. rey tries to get her sis to adopt him and she goes WTFFFFFF. evil aliens come after kylo. kylo breaks stuff and has a VERY inhuman force/force powers. he’s threatened with juvenile imprisonment. the fbi wants him. chaos, people cry, epic fighting, town destruction but in the end he finds a place where he belongs, stops being mean and kisses his gf [softly]. finn and rose get together as well. they have a cool dinner pic and go to las vegas.

[lmao sorry i got carried away >_>] 

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esperanza-y-el-sol reblogou sua foto e acrescentou:

This is one of my favorite renditions of Mothlo...

thank you so much!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ i don’t see mothlo as a sexy man-beast, sorry fandom hahahaha for me he’s a poor thing that has been flying away from humankind’s fear of the different since ever, that’s why he’s scarred. i can imagine him moving the antennae around, trying to locate himself in nature and instead finding rey!

and i want to cuddle him too!!!! ;---; i’m a huge lepidopterophobe [im dead panicked at butterflies/moths irl] but this one is just a cutie... 

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What sort of infighting happened in the Kylux fandom?

*sighs* more than one sort, unfortunately. it was a mix of top/bottom discourse, content policing, personal vendettas among the fandom famous and massive circlejerking

basically someone with 1k followers could decide you were a pedophile for drawing general hux a bit thinner and without his smirk lines and have their minions running you off tumblr, you could be called a threat to the lgbt community for drawing bottom kylo and no one would fucking TALK to you if you weren’t part of the 1k club, yet they would consider themselves all part of the same ‘sin bin’ [reylo fam, anyone?…]

it was a very unhealthy environment for everyone involved, a lot of artists and writers retired bc they couldn’t put up with shit anymore and the fandom kinda died out for a while… nowadays it’s pretty active and relatively [almost completely as far as i know] drama free, because people grew fucking TIRED of dealing with ego driven clowns and got back to the real deal that is watching kylo and hux fucking/making love in every possible way. plus the fandom broke up in smaller groups, so you have the hardcore kinksters, the cute asexual stuff folks, the kylux-adjacent team…. and most people hc them as switches nowadays. lmao.

i am myself a die hard kyluxer since 2000 and fucking 15 but i had to fucking retire around the end of 2016 bc the fandom had eaten my health away. what’s the point of staying as a content maker in a fandom if you can be attacked for making art and there’s no space for growth since everyone follows the same fucking people?   

i feel its about time we the reylos realise we are only cannibalising ourselves trying to keep the ‘reylo fam’ and disband to smaller groups like the kylux did. die hard kinksters with noncon/dark fantasies wont bother the vanilla, the vanilla wont bother the reylo-adjacent people, etc

[sorry for the delay, i was wondering if i should make this post public but really? who gives a fuck? it’s all past. its not like i’m an anti]

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hey. I'm just a stranger who saw the victorian kylo au post. I understand if you don't read this - I'm sure you've had a lot of hate mail - but I wanted to send this message. I know that fiction isn't reality, but fiction can definitely shape our perceptions of reality. favourite characters can become role models. please don't let yourself get sick because you like the aesthetic, and please don't get into an abusive relationship because it can seem romantic in fics. please take care of yourself

thank you very much for the concern. ♥ this is a true lovely message. despite disagreeing with your message in some points, i can see what you mean. don’t worry about me, i’m very aware there is a line between what i find cool in art and stories and what i want for my life/the lives of the people who enjoy my art and stories. im constantly checking up my health/weight and i don’t want to enter any relationship anytime soon, unless the person gives me solid proof they can be a good partner and work together with me to assure my wellbeing.

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satans-codpiece respondeu seu post “tw: a lot of slurs, suicide, bullying [JUST SCROLL PAST IF YOU DONT...”

I’m so sorry about these creeps; I actually found your blog because of that post because I was looking for your au— so pay them no mind! You’re doing great ��

thank you so much for the support ♥! ah, good to see this whole scandal ended up bringing positive things for some people. currently the au is a teeny tiny thing, i have two 19th century painting mock-up portraits of them [this is where the au started, basically], a consumptive ben piece , two innocent/kawaii looking icons of ben and rey [free for use!] and, of course, maybe the most important: @ohmygodimadeasideblog ‘s snippet of a masterpiece, the Thus Mellowed to That Tender Light fic, that is, with the utmost certainty, on its path to provoke an uproar among those of privileged birth! plus i have the regency au tag to collect other reylo regency au’s that i find beautiful. i hope you have found in here what you went looking for. ♥

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Hi, kylo-of-sorrows! This is ohmygodimadeasideblog. I'm still not clear on how to message you from that account, but I just wanted to let you know that I just posted a snippet of the Regency AU (just in time for the historical day of the Reylo AU Week!). Hope you enjoy! <3<3<3

aaaaaaaaAAAAHHH i tried to send you chat messages but apparently they aren’t working ;----; im totally checking out!!! but im mad as hell with tumblr for being shitty!!!! ;----;