Hello could I put in a request for tsuna reassuring his s/o after she finds out that he was head over heels for Kyoko for most of his life
@saturnki I’am sorry sorry sorry for the late reply, I hope you’ll enjoy!
Sawada Tsunayoshi
- «A silly crush?! Haha, com’on Tsuna, that crush with Kyoko was so huuuge that you stuttered each times she talked to you, no no no, each times she looked your way!» Haru’s words wasn’t supposed to be mean, it was more a funny memory about a dusty past which seemed so far away for Tsuna
- But for you, it was like a dagger had pierce your heart, chest tightening up, blood buzzing in your ears as you tried to swallow the pill, a fake smile on your face. Tsuna was passing his hand in his hair, a throaty chuckle stuck, eying you, he was feeling really embarassed, but to be honest, at that moment, you didn’t care at all.
- Why didn’t he never mentioned this? That he got a crush, no, that he was in love, with a girl you see every weeks, a girl with whom you have become a good friend moreover – If it wasn’t that innocent, why did he hide it from you?
- A little after, you bid your farewell and Tsuna proposed to took you back home, the return trip was in pure silence, painful silence for him in fact, he turned this in his head the whole time, asking himself how he could bring up the topic, but before he could figure it out, he was already in front of your home. A tender good night kiss to the woman he loves and he forgot about the incident.
- You tried, you really tried to push the thought away but it was like a constant boomrang roaming your mind every time your eyes landed on her now, you felt the taste of this bitter reminder stuck in your throat.
- And all of the questions going with it, these smiles toward her, did it mean something special? If she had said yes back then would he still be with her, no, if she came to back to him one day, would he.. leave you?
- It was..destroying you.
- Even if you gave your best to look good, Tsuna felt right away that something was off, because, there was this thing between the two of you, that witchcrafty-bond which turns your belly upside down each time the other one is feeling bad
- He wanted to hear what was wrong from your mouth, he wanted to give you space, but he couldn’t bring himself to do it, and he pushed until you told him the source of your anxiety.
- After the words came out, it seemed so stupid, a real non-sens and a single glance into those big hazelnut eyes was enough to made you feel that way. And that smile.. oh that smile.
- The concern look in this eyes was telling you otherwise, because for Tsuna, nothing should make you feel that bad, he told you that you should have to come to him, to talk to him no matter the subject and, for this problem in particular, he would have explain everything to you way sooner, avoiding useless stress and pain.
- First of all, he would reassure you about the fact that he feels like the luckiest man in the world for winning the most perfect girlfriend and that you better should know this and stop doubting yourself and being afraid by others, you are what he always hoped, and even more, as a partner.
- Then, he would apologize, profusely, sure, he had that passage in life where he was, slightly obsessed with Kyoko, he would tell you about his No-Good-Tsuna period, where no girls ever looked his way nor talked to him and his hormones were.. on fire? She’s pretty, she’s a good person, so it was natural to develop feelings for her at this moment, but it was in no way comparable with true love feelings
- There were no reason for him to talk about it, because it was just.. over? It’s not something he himself think about again, nor out of the blue, nor when he sees the very good friend that Kyoko became after all those years. She was family for him and the rest of the Vongola and he even forget that he, one day, felt that way toward her.
- And thinking about it right now? Ugh, it gives him the creeps, it would be like..going out with a cousine or something?
- Mostly, he would do his best to make you laugh, because each time he hears that sound, it’s just a reminder at how much he’s happy and fulfilled in his life with you by his side.