#tuakiri

[ngakauaroha]

I suppose I should explain why the name thing bothered me so much. See, names in general are a bit touchy, for me. I guess a lot of it is from when I was younger, and I would get a lot of “you don’t look like your name,” which stung. A lot. And I ended up feeling “wrong” for my name. I think about changing it. Maybe going by my middle name. Reactions like that are why I haven’t, yet.

I don’t know. I’m probably not making much sense.

[ngakauaroha]

♿ : Has your muse had any injuries in the past?

Ah, well, yes. Nothing too serious, as I recall. I have a handful of scars from minor scuffles at various points, but most notable injuries healed without any reminders. I kind of lucked out, on that front. Funny story, a lot of them are from before I was hired!

[ngakauaroha]

FEEL. -How does your character react to a persons touch? A random stranger’s? A loved one’s? A friend’s?

You know, I don't think I have thought about this in a long time. I haven't really experienced a lot of touch for quite some time, I'm afraid, so I can't be sure how I do react. I jump if it is unexpected, but I don't know otherwise.

({Well, she likes touch a lot, but she is very touch-starved. She does not trust the touch of a stranger, she will not ask for hugs or similar from friends or loved ones. She is pretty neutral on hugs and handholds and similar from her family, she to likes giving comforting touch to her crush though she is reserved with giving this, as she is not sure how much is too much there, and she will sleep against/be slept against by her boss, but that is very much kept a secret interaction that does bring both a good deal of comfort.})

[ngakauaroha]

How prepared is your oc? Ready for the worst no matter what, or completely lost in every situation? Would they have a medkit when it was needed? Would they have an umbrella if it rains?

I have to be prepared! I might not always have an umbrella, I don't mind the rain much, but I always know where important resources are. My boss and their colleagues are, admittedly, more prepared, but I think I'm the most prepared in my pod.

[ngakauaroha]

🤬  — get loud!      a headcanon about my muse and what will elicit a loud or explosive reaction.

The most likely way I'd get loud is startle responses. Not a lot scares me, but startling does work. I would prefer you didn't do this, though.

[ngakauaroha]

Red Carnation: Have you ever wanted something you cannot have?

Sure, I'm only human, I want some things that I can't or shouldn't have. For some reason specifics are escaping me, but I know it can be one of the most frustrating experiences.

[ngakauaroha]

Does your character prefer to work in silence or with noise and of what kind?

I prefer light noises, I have a soundtrack with pan flute and nature sounds that is nice.

[ngakauaroha]

Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?

Not really. It isn't my favorite sight, but I'm not going to balk at it, either.