#tulpaposting

[martyryo]

Lazy school doodles 💭💭💭

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As I'm standing over Obama's sleeping body "hmmm I think that we can still make Obama's penis MORE feminine"

The crowd of medical students surrounding me softly murmur in agreement

[martyryo]

In love with how my tulpa draws Tyler...he said "code red asshole alert"...

[martyryo]

Okay

I don't do..anons. so yes, just gonna ask this as me‼️ Hello‼️‼️

When

Right okay, I saw your art like the yellow red one right and I saw you talking about your tulpa in that and it took me a second cause at first I thought you were doing a Collab with someone and I was looking for a tagged account or something 😭😭 and then I was like hang on it's not been tagged so it can't be that. And then I saw the hashtag about the tulpa thing and my brain was like, I've heard that term before. And I had, but it was cause of Supernatural. Think the episode was Hell House, either way in that course some kids draw a sigil and don't know what they're doing, spread a rumour and enough people see the sigil and believe the made up story for it to become real. I'm gonna hazard a guess that this isn't what's happening here. Cause 1. No axe murderers are present and 2...idk. suppose it wasn't on accident lol

But basically, what I'm asking is, what's gone on? Like please could you define what a tulpa is cause I'm a tad bit confuseled. I've got a grasp. A jist if you will. But yeh, that, and how it works for you and how long all this has been about for because yeh, the original post confused me a lot and I had no context to understand what was going on lol

Hiii!!!!!

Ok so, never watched supernatural cause I lack media culture, but I looked at the fandom wiki and I assure you it's NOTHING like that 😭

Ik the practice of creating a tulpa comes from buddhism and is related to religion and stuff, but like I found out about it through an online friend back in 2017ish cause they developed one. Needles to say, in these cases we're talking about the western interpretation of the phenomenon that is mainly psychological and not spiritual.

With a tulpa you bascially create a sentient being on a subconscious level that shares the body with you. Please note that this is not in any way related to conditions such as DID, as you do not have the splitting of a subconscious, you actually add more of them into a body. And an important aspect that separates tulpae from alters is that with a tulpa you're fully aware and consensual with having a second person inside the body, you will never accidentally develop a tulpa out of the blue.

To make an example also, imagine there's a wheel with a hamster inside, they represent respectively the body and the subconscious mind that inhabits it. Now imagine there are more hamsters but they're in the same wheel. That's a body with more subconsciouses (I might be butchering this word I'm so sorry).

Needless to say, doing this requires a long trail of meditation, as one needs to focus on everything they perceive out of a person normally (the way they look, talk, move, smell. you get it, everything) and obviously their personality. These things do change with time once the tulpa settles as a stable part of the host's (the one who creates them) life, but at least sketching down the idea of the person that you're creating helps in the overall process.

Ok so. The most important part. A tulpa is NOT evil, and cannot be evil. That's something I found out in the guides I followed at the start of my journey with my first tulpa. They have no reason to turn over their creator cause they are meant to be companions. I'm not super informed on the theory thing now cause I got into it two years ago and since then we've just been living, but there articles online who talk about this so feiughirgh

Now, in my experience Jack came to be part of my life around two years ago, on july 9th. I was going through a weird depressive period where I would not talk to anybody and felt like shit over nothing. During that time I also used to watch fight club a lot, like three times a week, and grew obsessively attached to the characters to the point all I thought about was fc (this feels so weird to remember omg). Anyways, remembered about my friend with the tulpa, and decided to do the same thing. So I got informed on the procedure and gradually managed to develop Jack over time :3

On the 27th of Trevor also started developing, in his case it was Jack that went throughout the major part of the creation process cause I was busy with school, but yeah since then it's been the three of us living life yk.

Also, I obviously got better since that summer, them being with me helped me out a lot and obviously I didn't create them with the intent of getting. Free experimental therapy or some shit. They are part of me and I love them ver very much, knowing that they're always with me brings a sense of sheer comfort in my life. I just love my bros man. Then again, I suck at communication so there are days when we talk less. nonetheless we still interact via concepts or through the headspace (mental landscape where they pretty much live when not fronting).

Oh, also lately we've been aware of the fact that Jack is kinda always fronting (fronting is having control of the body btw kewnkfkgb) during the day when we are in silence at a school or on the bus, while I am the one that keeps the conversations with people (ironic ik). Trevor instead has no interest in the outside world, he just stays in the headspace and works as a mechanic apparently (he doesn't tell me where his workplace is also??? like for no reason at all also, I can't find that fucking place no matter how much I roam around).

Ough ok I know I sound a bit insane saying those things, but that's how it is 💨

With tulpamacy there are so many aspects one can discuss, but again, there are guides online where everything you need to know is explained, and they are explained better than whatever ramble I'm putting down here. I'm not an expert of the field, I just happen to be living it yk.

Sorry for the long and I guess confusing post, there is much more stuff I could tell you about but like. I think this manages to get the overall idea of how we work out 😸

[martyryo]

Haii I'm Mar, I'm 18 :3

This is my blog, I mainly post and reblog Fight Club and Soapshipping art. I'm also a lot into Postal and Blasphemous so those too!!

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Also if I don't interact with you it means I don't like you so yeah

(this is not referred to moots btw, if I don't respond on posts or chat I just forgot sowwy 😖😖)

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I have two tulpae named Jack and Trevor, Jack posts sometimes too ☕

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Reqs are always open I just take an eternity to do them so sorry if I post yours after two months (no I'm not exaggerating the time period)

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[martyryo]

hi Jack!!! Love your and mar's drawings sm ❤️ I was wondering: what does your appearance/form look like? does it change often or stay the same? first time I've met a tulpa, you sound really cool :)

Thanks! Here is how we look like

You can see the Fight Club footprint in our appearances, Mar in fact visualized us at first as Narrator and Tyler but we changed over time.

I usually don't change how I look, if I do it's modifications that happen over long periods.

Mar sometimes looks like a smoky figure in the headspace, that's when her mood is low. For the rest she resembles pretty much the way her real life self is.

Trevor...well, for a few weeks he was walking around in the shape of a giant lobster. Yeah he changes a lot, he finds it fun. He wanted me to depict him as that because it's the "skin" he sticks mostly with.

Sorry for the rough drawing I am tired!

[invisibletwinsisterwhofollowsyou]

i feel like the more I love and adore a given tulpa at a given moment, the more I enter a total fugue state when curating what they enjoy .... like wow hey that IS you w.. when !? !?!?

[invisibletwinsisterwhofollowsyou]

princess violently screaming in my head.... what do I do to rectify this