~A deep dive into Warriors’s search for healing, and how Sky has something to do with it.
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Chapter 5: "The Jungle"
The sun had finally emerged in all its glory, sailing high above the forest on its journey across the cloudless sky. Light split open the lattice of branches to uncover a resplendent world beneath. The woods teemed with life in every direction: the perfect conditions for dispelling darkness in all its forms.
Still, it did little to cut through the jungle inside Warriors’s head.
He plodded through the dense Faron Woods, keeping pace behind Sky and Zelda. The two Skyloftians walked abreast on the trail, following a route known only to them. They were gabbing away about a mishmash of topics, smiley and spirited and brimming with good humor. But Warriors couldn’t keep up with any of it. Arcs of fire kept shooting through his midsection, partially relieved by the ice rod strapped to his hip. With his friends paving the way to the spring, his mind was freed up to its own devices, sorting through the noxious weeds entangling his sensibilities.
Darkness must not taint these hallowed grounds.
The voice bounced around inside his skull until it became thoroughly lodged in the snarl of weeds. He turned it over, picked it apart, parsing its every word.
~A deep dive into Warriors’s search for healing, and how Sky has something to do with it.
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Chapter 2: "Sky High"
“You know, if you would have told me two years ago that we’d be living down here on the Surface, and that you’d be the one sending me wake-up letters every morning, I would have pushed you off Skyloft all over again.”
Sky laughed, lacing his fingers with hers. “You’d push me off Skyloft even without all that.”
“Well, yeah, but that’s because you’re a goofball.”
“A goofball you can’t keep your hands off of?”
“Hmm…” Zelda nuzzled into his neck. “You caught me there.”
Closing his eyes, Sky nuzzled her back, nose buried in her long golden hair. He breathed in her sweet, euphoric scent, wishing he could bottle it up and take it with him as his constant companion—at least, if he couldn’t take her first.
~A deep dive into Warriors’s search for healing, and how Sky has something to do with it.
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Chapter 3: "Communion"
The touch of first light came incrementally, washing the darkness in gray, then all at once as the sun breached the horizon, banishing the gloom. Shadows fled and birdsong filled their place, reanimating the sleepy forest. A new beginning.
Warriors drew in the earthy air, sending it to his stiff lower back, to his heart that drummed away in his chest. With hands resting on criss-crossed legs, he checked in with himself, identifying needs, providing strength and support to his ailing parts. It was a routine that came second nature to him now, an indispensable practice that had stayed with him since the war: a communion between his mind and body.
Like always, he had risen early that morning. He’d slept fitfully during the night, unable to get comfortable no matter what he’d tried—but he had ridden it out, trusting in the daylight to set him straight. The predawn hours were his most productive by far, offering him the chance to recenter himself before the world woke and the distractions of daily life kicked in. A chance to start the day right. The morning sun against his eyelids warmed him from the inside out, bringing him back into alignment.
~A deep dive into Warriors’s search for healing, and how Sky has something to do with it.
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Chapter 4: "Raising the Bar"
Sky wasn’t sure what happened, but he was confident it could be classified as emotional whiplash.
He had been saying his last goodbyes to Zelda, wrapped up in the paradise of her arms, making good on his promise to maximize the precious time stolen away from them, when suddenly a bang and a staggering shock wave shook the ground. His body reacted involuntarily. Whirling around, he put his back to Zelda, one arm shielding her figure and the other smoothly drawing the Master Sword. He raised the gleaming blade, eyes peeled for whatever threat had managed to get the drop on them—but when he saw Warriors hurtling through the air to smack the ground some twenty feet back, bent double as he clutched at his midriff with no threats in sight, bewilderment struck Sky over the head. He rushed forward with Zelda, intent on helping his impaired friend, when—
“DARKNESS MUST NOT TAINT THESE HALLOWED GROUNDS.”
It came as a bolt from the blue. Sky spun about, standing over Warriors with the sacred sword held aloft. He sought out the source, scanning the grounds, the forest, the heavens.
But the voice grew silent, and only the ambient noises of the woods gave themselves away.
“She bestowed upon him a green tunic—the sign of the legendary hero. Link did not believe himself worthy of the honor, but he was determined to help…”
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Warriors was no stranger to adversity. The War Across the Ages had scarred him and broke him down more than anything had before. He would even say that it brought out the worst in him.
Still, the war had refined him. It sharpened him, tempered him into the capable hero his kingdom needed. It led him to lifelong friends and allies that he couldn’t imagine his life without.
But even with an army of friends at his back, what could Warriors possibly do when his fiercest battles weren’t physical?
~A deep dive into Warriors’s search for healing, and how Sky has something to do with it.
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Prologue/Chapter 1: "The Overlook"
There was something seductive about total self-control.
He tore through the undergrowth, darting between grasping branches like a skilled acrobat. Dodging and swerving, he slashed aside the bramble curtains obstructing his path. Leaves went flying, dust muddled the air, the cackle of fiendish pursuers hot on his heels. A machete came pinwheeling at him from the forest depths, but he batted it away with his blade. It was a dance he knew well, a choreography that came to him by rote. He could keep this up for hours, for miles—a seasoned war captain pitted against some ragtag bokoblins?
“No matter where I go to offer aid, Link remains at my side…”
~A brief exploration of Zelda’s personal journey toward home, and how she finds it in Link.
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Chapter 10: "Wherever You Go"
The small hours of the night are nothing small at all when one is confronted with a total lack of sleep. Minutes creep by inch by inch, each one lasting years. Tossing and turning offer no relief whatsoever. Eventually, the prospect of sleep is given up on altogether, and one must surrender to the tedium of insomnia. So was Zelda’s situation.
In the early half-light, time seemed stationary. After waging its furious tantrum, the storm had finally worn itself out around midnight, leaving behind an eerie stillness. The slow and steady drip of residual rainwater running off the eaves created a rhythmic staccato, interrupting the silence.
Inside, Zelda hunched over a steaming cup of milk, a heavy fleece blanket thrown across her shoulders. She had naively hoped the warm drink would restore her to her senses or, better yet, lull her back to sleep. It appeared to do neither. Sighing, she heaved herself up from her chair, abandoning the milk and blanket, and headed out to begin her chores.
The morning light revealed a cloudless periwinkle sky. She made for the stalls, head down to avoid treading in muddy puddles, and it was as she was turning the corner of the house that she ran headlong into Link’s chest.
“Oh!” Zelda gasped and tottered backwards, arms windmilling. But she needn’t have worried; Link didn’t miss a beat, his hands shooting out to hold her steady. Zelda put a hand to her startled heart, suddenly very awake. A couple of shallow breaths passed between them, both taking in the other in dumbfounded shock.
“You’re not supposed to be back yet!”
It was all she could think to say in the moment. Link’s surprise changed to brow-furrowed confusion. “I said two or three days tops. It’s day three.”
Zelda blinked. She did the mental math and found that he was right.
Link shifted his weight. “Tried to make it two, but…”
She stared at him. How Zelda had not heard his approach on horseback, she hadn’t the foggiest. She took in his filthy tunic, the dried mud on his cheek. His hair was windswept, as if he had ridden hard to get there. A bouquet of silent princesses was gripped in his hand.
He followed her line of sight to the flowers. He seemed to only just remember them. Hastily, he thrust them out to her.
Zelda gaped at them, their cloying scent enveloping her. With a swell of affection, she accepted his offering into her arms, a modest smile turning up her lips.
The daylight was breaking, and with the return of her dearest friend, so was the light within her spirit. With the horses thriving under Link’s care, both princess and knight retreated to the house together, each with extra pep in their steps. Zelda placed the silent princesses in the vase on the dining table, saving one for the nightstand upstairs. Reverently, she ran her finger across the dainty blue and white petals. Contrary to all expectations, she’d seen them springing up unrestrained across the countryside ever since her return. To think there had ever been a time when they’d been threatened by extinction was unbelievable. They were a miracle. Almost too good to be true.
Mercifully, Link had returned to her in one piece. Aside from his monster-clearing mission, he had also somehow found the time to bring back a satchel full of freshly hunted meat—a marvel to Zelda, especially considering yesterday’s storm. While he planned to sell most of it in town, they kept a considerable portion, and after a quick wash-up out back (it took ample convincing, but convince him she did, during which she began boiling some eggs), Link got to work cooking up a succulent breakfast of wild boar rashers and sweet buttery buns to share.
It was delicious, and Link’s company even more so. Her eggs were a hit, and Link’s sugared sweet buns practically melted in her mouth. As they dug into their heaping plates, they took turns recounting their time apart. Zelda relayed the progress made at the lab, going on about Purah’s zest, Symin’s kindness. As was his custom, Link summarized the details of his mission in succinct form. Thankfully, everyone in his crew walked away with only minor cuts and bruises—though he did tell her an amusing tale about a runaway wagon. Zelda couldn’t take her eyes off him. With his cheeks scrubbed pink and his mouth full of bacon, he positively glowed, and the longer she looked, the more everything felt right.
It was a golden time. Link had returned to her, and along with him returned the color in her world. The sky was brighter; food tasted richer. She had everything she could have wanted.
But still the heaviness in her heart remained.
While the storm outside had departed, the turbulence within Zelda stubbornly hung on. The looming cloud that had taken form at the back of her mind continued to grow, expanding until it completely enshrouded her. The temporary high that had infused her at Link’s homecoming trailed away like a falling star. Simple tasks once more required great effort. The downpour lived on.
Link showed his care for her time and time again. It was all in the little things: watering the flowers, preparing meals, looking after the horses. Tirelessly earning their keep. Still, it was plain to him that she was stuck in the doldrums—so, being the selfless soul that he was, he resorted to the old tried-and-true: retreating to the outdoors.
This time, he brought her to the small pond beside the house; not far, since her energy had largely dried up, but far enough to breathe the open air and feel the sun on her skin. They settled down by the water, as they had many times before. But instead of basking in the balmy weather, Zelda was in a world of her own. She stared unseeingly at the water, mired in melancholy.
She could feel his eyes on her. That bright, electric gaze. Kind and penetrating. Zelda ached. It was almost too much to take, his concern, his all-consuming care. His regret that for all his physical strength, he still couldn’t protect her from herself. Inexorably, she looked over—she could never resist his pull, never—and immediately zeroed in on a spot near his hairline.
The bruise stuck out like a blemish on flawless skin. It looked multiple days old, all blotchy and purplish like a painter’s palette. No doubt he’d received it during his monster expedition. It must have blended in with all the mud on his face… He hadn’t told her…
A flash of guilt raced through her.
How had she not noticed before?
“That must hurt.”
Link automatically shook his head, eyes still on her face. They sat close, shoulder to shoulder, close enough for her to see every detail: The fine hairs at his temple seemed to tug at the bruised skin, gathering tightly at the back of his head. It couldn’t have been comfortable.
Her body responded impulsively. Zelda stretched forth her hand, brushing back his fringe with fairy-light fingertips. On full display, it was bigger than she’d thought, an angry welt the size of a small rice ball (though thankfully not so round). Her fingers followed the flow of his hair then came to a hesitant stop.
“May I…?”
Almost imperceptibly, he raised a brow. Zelda was once again struck by the crystalline flecks in his irises. In a clear sign of assent, he dipped his head, exposing the back of his neck.
With careful fingers, Zelda took hold of his hair tie, slowly pulling down. His hair sprang free like a clipped bouquet, falling to his shoulders in a gentle wave. She rolled the little blue band up her wrist, barely giving it a second thought—and before she knew what she was doing, her fingers were in his hair.
It was feather soft, thick and silky like fields of Tabantha wheat. Everything she’d imagined it would be. A vivid memory assailed her mind of happier times: those long sunshine days idled away on the castle grounds; the stolen moments outside the Royal Ancient Lab with her appointed knight, searching for hidden treasures in the grass, their friendship still so young and fragile…
She looked at him now, this knight-turned-confidant she’d grown as attached to as her own right arm. Link’s eyes were closed, his blond eyelashes dark crescents against his cheeks, his head drooping ever-so-slightly with every stroke of her hand. It was a strange look for him, this dropping of his guard; a rare instance indeed where Link, chosen hero and protector, consciously chose to do anything as unorthodox as letting down his hair.
But now…
Zelda followed his lead, shutting her eyes to the world—and hoped, prayed, that maybe someday, somehow, there would come a time where she could shut out her inner world as well.
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The ribbon was soft between her fingers, blue as the summer sea. Even indoors, it seemed to radiate its own light, dangling from the sturdy limb of the Great Eagle Bow. She knew this cloth well; it was a cloth handpicked and handwoven by no other hand than her very own, imbued with her steadfast pleadings and prayers over a period of who-knew-how-long. A symbol of the Royal Family of Hyrule. Her family. The blue had long since imprinted itself into every sinew of her life: the Champions’ garb, a princess’s petals… eyes like sharpened steel, vast as the open sky…
A tinkling laugh wafted in from the open doorway. Zelda released the ribbon and stepped back from the wall, peeking out at what lay beyond.
On the front lawn, a small child stood brandishing a stick. She recognized him: He was the boy who had stopped them on the road to the laboratory her first day there. He was joined by two others, both jumping and cheering wildly. A fourth larger figure knelt close by, raising a battered old shield in time to deflect each of the boy’s swings, much to the uproarious delight of his challengers.
How long had she tarried at the village now? Two, three weeks? Four? An entire month, slipped away like loose grains of sand. An expendable luxury.
It was easy to see why. Who wouldn’t wish to live out their days here? Here, in this beautiful, sleepy town, where the most pressing problems were garden-variety monster camps well outside its walls? This town was a paradise, with its fertile pastures, the bighearted villagers, the mighty snow-capped mountains concealing the destroyed castle from view…
Her eyes drifted over to the window, looking past the golden shafts of evening light. She knew she was being irresponsible. Childish, even, to go on like this, avoiding the proof of her failure. Nevertheless, she’d been grateful to be here—so incredibly grateful—even when that same gratitude caused guilt to coil unforgivingly around her.
For so long, she’d lived in fear, burdened by the crushing expectation placed upon her since the tender age of six—her mother’s passing. All alone, she had worked tirelessly to come into her power, to unlock her divine potential, to access this professed birthright she’d been promised ad nauseam. Awaken your ancient power. Save them all. This, of course, only resulted in failure after failure, adding to the weight upon her shoulders day by day.
And then came Link.
He had arrived into her life like a ticking time bomb, ushering in an age of calamity. Galvanized into utter panic, Zelda had thrown herself into study, into work, into prayer, prayer, prayer, cleaving to the distant hope that all was not lost. That her fruitless efforts would finally be vindicated. All to no avail. The waves of self-loathing that inevitably followed were agonizing, intolerable in every way—and were only ever directed at him.
She regretted it every day.
The sound of pounding wood pulled Zelda’s attention outside again. The duelists had disbanded and were marching their way across the bridge. In front trotted the children, happily gabbing away. The shield-bearer made up the rear of their procession, escorting the others back to town. As their chatter faded out, Zelda watched their retreating outlines, her chest tightening.
Now that she had the benefit of hindsight, she could see clearly. At last, she could take a good long look at herself, getting up-close and personal with the ugly parts of her history that she’d turned a blind eye to for forever. It was time to come clean.
The facts were undeniable: she had hurt Link. Back then, she had resented him, rejected him, used him. She had taken advantage of his long-sufferance by running roughshod over his every kindness.
And the worst part was she was still using him today.
A bitter draft blew inside, fluttering the ends of her uncombed hair. Her arms came up to hug her middle.
With the entirety of her fortune obliterated alongside the castle, Zelda had nothing; no asset nor rupee to her name. Naturally, being the class act that he was, Link had taken her under his wing, allowing her to fall back on his own savings he’d so painstakingly accumulated since his revival. But now, with their combined expenses, with all the unoccupied time they’d frittered away, Link’s savings were dwindling. Rapidly. It was no secret; she wasn’t that dense. He’d turned to odd jobs and hunting in recent days to make ends meet, picking up the slack. Still, with the bulk of his attention directed on her, there was little room for other engagements.
It wasn’t right for her to leech off him. It wasn’t right for her to mistreat him all over again.
If she wasn’t contributing, it was time for her to leave.
Zelda’s jaw clenched, the tightness in her chest rising to her throat. Her gaze wandered back to the Great Eagle Bow.
Of all Link’s many virtues, Zelda had always been touched by his charity. Whether in the modern age or in days gone by, this sterling trait remained unchanged throughout all the epochs of his life—even within the crucible of Calamity. Revali (rest his soul) was proof enough of that; he had treated Link so poorly in the past, taking a sick sort of pleasure in acting as Link’s personal tormentor. Zelda could easily recall the snide comments, those below-the-belt character attacks deliberately intended to provoke a response. Yet astoundingly, even amidst all the Rito warrior’s heckling, Link had never once risen to the bait. He’d still treated him with civility, as someone to honor and remember—even to the point of displaying the Rito’s prized possession in his home.
All of this and more spoke to the goodness in his heart.
The storm that had been brewing on the outer limits of Zelda’s consciousness rumbled in warning. She could feel it rolling in, casting its dark shadow over her psyche. With a gut punch of shame, she harkened back to her own spiteful treatment of Link. Not once had he retaliated with vitriol against her either. No, not once.
Zelda didn’t want to turn into another Revali. She didn’t want to exploit his benevolence, his noble hospitality, any longer.
She had trampled over his compassion in times past, and it had proven to be everyone’s undoing. She couldn’t make that same mistake again. She wouldn’t.
No more.
The outline of the Great Eagle Bow turned to watercolors in Zelda’s vision, blurring unrecognizably. Another image swiftly manifested itself in her mind’s eye: one she’d been wrestling against for over a hundred years.
Her friends were dead. Her father, dead. Her kingdom, done for. Irrevocably altered in the blink of an eye.
Her appointed knight—her dearly beloved—as good as dead, collapsed in the dreary marshes of the Ash Swamp. The finishing blow. Desperation seizing her as she finally, finally acted upon the far-fetched, private visions she’d been pushing down for too long. Launching herself in the path of destruction.
Light.
The light transitioned to reveal a new spectacle. In another age, in another corner of the world, the Great Deku Tree spoke to her, and she to him. She told him she was leaving. She had unfinished work. She asked him to relay a message. But in his infinite wisdom, he had counseled her gently, like a close friend would:
“Words intended for him would sound much better in the tones of your voice, don’t you think?”
The scene switched, and she watched with rapturous grief as her voice, and only her voice, sparked his awakening when nothing else would. Moved, she watched a revitalized Link scour the kingdom, searching high and low to piece together the scattered lyrics of those pivotal ancient songs. His desire to find himself, to know her, was palpable—a thirst that couldn’t be slaked. Under the cover of night, perched far above the land, the Rito bard had revealed the culminating verses to him under an endless, starry sky: “The Song of the Hero.”
His song.
Their story.
The storm had reached her, roaring and crashing and throwing the room into a dizzying spin. Reeling, Zelda drew in a ragged breath, her hand clutching at her heart.
She knew it. She knew it like she knew the sun would rise, with unequivocal certainty. In all honesty, she’d known for a while.
The ancient songs. The Great Deku Tree. Her activated sealing power.
All attesting to the naked truth.
Gasping, Zelda stumbled to the stairs, floundering about on sea legs. Her feet were flying, ramming into the banister, blindly carrying her up to the loft. Her ears were ringing, like a sudden drop in atmospheric pressure, muffling the noise of everything except her tempestuous thoughts. Awash with emotion, she began grabbing items at random and haphazardly throwing them into her travel bag, consumed by the frenzy that had overcome her senses.
After a hundred-plus years of fretting and fighting, these past few weeks with Link had been a dream, a fantasy come to life. But she’d been much too idle here. And it was disgraceful, utterly reprehensible, that she had ever considered hiding away for such a prolonged absence in the first place. Indeed, she thought with a sob as she crammed a week’s worth of dirty laundry into her bag, she had been grossly negligent, which was unbecoming of a princess—especially a princess whose kingdom was in ruins. She’d grown slothful in her duties and callous toward her people; her dear people, who’d suffered and sacrificed immensely under her failed leadership.
She loved her people. She yearned to protect them.
Protect them all.
Her fingers spasmed, and her case of writing implements slipped from her hands, bursting open on the floor. She dropped to her knees, her mind a whirlwind.
What frivolous musings she’d had. She couldn’t establish a school here. She couldn’t settle down anywhere. There were places to be, nations to contact, mistakes to set right. A mountain of problems caused by her own hand.
The sharp tip of a quill sliced her finger, dotting it with red, but she couldn’t feel it. She couldn’t feel anything. She was too busy corralling her thoughts, plotting away at the half-baked plans that were running amok in her head. Abruptly, she looked down and saw the glimmering little opal clasped in her hand. She tossed it inside the case with a handful of inkwells and snapped it shut, rising to her feet.
Once all her things were packed, she would wait for Link to return. She’d thank him for everything, of course—nothing she’d say or do would ever serve as adequate compensation for everything he’d done—but hopefully he would understand. He’d always been very forgiving in this way. She bit down on her trembling lip.
She wasn’t entirely sure what she’d tell him. She hadn’t yet worked out the details—those would come in time—but she was certain Purah and Symin would take her in for the meantime, at least for a little while. Perhaps also Impa and Papaya somewhere down the line—
She turned around, her brain in two places at once, and froze at the sight of him at the top of the stairs.
Ridiculously, the first thought that came into her head was that his hair was down—a growing phenomenon, though still no less of a novelty. But almost as soon as she had the thought came the recollection of a bright sunny day, exploring uncharted territory with a little blue hairband. She could still feel it now, snugly secured to her wrist.
The second thing she noticed was his face.
The bruise on his forehead had faded, but his look of alarm struck Zelda like a physical blow. Slack-jawed and pale, he stared back at her with something akin to panic, taking in her rumpled appearance, the topsy-turvy state of the room—nothing like his customary inscrutability. How long had he been standing there? Had he been calling her? His wide eyes shifted down to her hands, and she watched his features twist into a wince. It was only then that she recognized her father’s journal in her white-knuckled grip.
Zelda spun around, putting her back to him. She set the journal in her open bag, hastily rubbing at the wetness on her cheeks. “I apologize for startling you. I know this isn’t what you expected to find. In fact, there are likely many things that haven’t lived up to your expectations, and I—I am to blame for that. I am to blame for… a lot of things.”
She stuffed her stationery in with her undergarments. “The reality is I’ve been holding you back. I can imagine you’re restless—I saw you out there with the children—and you have every right to be. You’re confined in your own house with someone who isn’t… who doesn’t even…”
She came to a breathless halt. Gripping the edge of the nightstand, she stood hunched over the solitary silent princess flower, still unable to look at him.
“I left you alone for too long.”
His gentle voice hit her like thunder. Zelda sucked in a searing gulp of air. She couldn’t stand it. She couldn’t stand his undue remorse. Jockeying for control, she sprang back into action.
“But that’s just it, isn’t it?” she trilled, bolting to the chest of drawers and yanking clothes from its depths, the words tumbling out like the first few stones preceding a rockslide. “Here you are, admitting fault for a matter that is solely my doing. I’ve grown much too dependent on you. I’m a hindrance, an imposition in every sense of the term.” She dashed back to the bed, cramming a few jumpers into her bag. “You’ve been working overtime when you must be at the end of your rope. Not only have you been keeping us afloat these weeks, but you’ve also been shouldering my weight on top of it all.” Back to the drawers. “And you absolutely deserve better. You’ve already walked through fire and water. It’s not fair to always be asking more of you, and I—”
Her breath hitched, and suddenly Zelda was free-falling, her speech devolving into a paroxysm of weeping.
“And I’m sorry, Link. I’m s-so, so sorry.”
The final nail.
With her breaths coming in shuddering gasps, she commenced her zigzagging across the room, her vision obscured by tears.
“I’m sorry for everything. And I know I can never repay you, but I want you to know how grateful I am, so eternally grateful, so much that I will not abuse your generosity anymore”—her voice was a frightful mess, wavering and warbling all over the place, and she knew how unhinged she sounded, how painfully disastrous, but it was about time he heard this, she needed to get it out before she choked, before she shattered irreparably—“nor will I tie you down in any way. You are bound to me no longer. You are free to live out your life as you wish, and I—I have to go.” She was hiccuping, spiraling, but she couldn’t stop, she had to keep going. “Staying here has been sublime, a precious gift in the highest sense, and I will remember it always—but I’ve wasted time. My duties remain unfulfilled, but you can reap the reward of your labors. You’ve built yourself a lovely home here, truly it’s wonderful beyond imagining, and I’m so very happy for you”—she had come undone entirely, her heart breaking in two, tears falling into her open bag—“but I cannot abide here one minute more, I won’t keep taking your belongings, I won’t burden you in your own home—”
“It’s yours.”
Zelda wheeled about, wobbling on her feet. The room was swimming, and she could barely make him out, could barely hear past the frantic thumping of her heart. She swallowed thickly, blinking away the burning in her eyes.
“What—What’s mine?”
“The house,” Link clarified at once. “It’s yours.”
His words came to her garbled, as if they were passing underwater. Slowly, he came into focus: his smudged cheeks, the grass stains on his shirt. She shook her head, eyes shimmering brightly.
“I can’t take your house, Link.”
In all the time she’d known him, Zelda could confidently say that she’d never witnessed him look as close to falling apart as he did now. She watched it unfold before her eyes: With a convulsive flinch that traveled the length of his body, Link’s face fell into utter devastation, as though she herself had administered his death warrant. Stricken, he began to pace, his strides covering the short distance between the desk and the opposing wall, his hands scrubbing at his face, running through his hair.
Zelda watched him in shock. Never had she seen him so outwardly conflicted, so distressed—not even at death’s door. It felt wrong, as if she were intruding on a private moment. To think that she could be the cause of such pain in him…
As Link continued pacing, Zelda stood patiently by, heart aching as he brokenly attempted to explain himself, stumbling over his words, huffing in frustration. After a string of curses and multiple false starts, he finally drew to a halt and faced her, his hands raised entreatingly.
“This house is yours. I bought it for you. You haven’t… It’s not…” He took a deep breath to collect himself, then began again, leaning in toward her. “By law, you own it. It was always meant for you. That’s why I put my name on it, so no one could take it. I gave it to you.”
Zelda stared dumbly back at him. An impression suddenly entered her mind: one of freshly turned earth, a friendly construction worker, and a distinctive missing sign. When it became apparent that nothing more was forthcoming from him, she made her own attempt at speech, her voice sounding feeble in her ears.
“But Link… I can’t just take your house from you. You’ve poured so much of yourself into it, and I—”
“Zelda.”
It was this, above all else, that brought her slamming back to him.
Zelda gasped as the single sound rushed into her, filling every cell. For the first time, she could see him properly. Link looked at her with unbridled emotion, his blue eyes blazing like tempered fire.
“You are the most deserving person I know.”
The back of her legs hit the nightstand, and she nearly crumpled. Another memory besieged her, this time his voice, shy but sure, relaying the words that he’d told her from the beginning, that had never been hyperbole:
Anything, everything—it’s yours.
“And I’d walk through fire any day for you.”
She could see that fire now, gleaming in his eyes clear as day. Those eyes held nothing back, exposing the wildness he’d kept firmly shut away for so long, that she’d agonized over since day one, wishing so desperately to scale his walls. Head spinning, her complexion surely a blotchy, unsightly mess, she croaked out the question she’d asked him once before.
“But Link… where will you go?”
A fleeting shadow passed over him. In an instant, she was transported back to their first night under this roof. The same look that had crossed him then also crossed him now, except now she recognized it for what it was. And yet, while he visibly steeled himself for what came next, there was no doubt in his voice when he spoke to her.
“Wherever you want me to go.”
Suddenly she was out of place, out of time, hurtling through the expanse of space, everything around her burning away, reduced to ash until there was nothing left except for him—Link, her steady rock in the midst of raging turbulence. The two of them had fought back the fire together, succumbed together. He had seen her at her very worst, her most vulnerable, wailing and writhing on the floor, had glimpsed the most shameful, hideous parts of her, and instead of scorning her secrets he had guarded them with his life. He had witnessed her cracked open, prostrated on the floor and groveling for mercy, a pitiful husk of a person who could barely draw breath for herself. And still he hadn’t run. Instead he had consoled her, honored her, kept her close to his chest. Received her for all she was worth. And now she could finally see it in his eyes: that this was what he wanted. That there was nothing he wanted more than to continue receiving her for as long as she would let him.
Words intended for him would sound much better in the tones of your voice, don’t you think?
“I love you,” she spluttered.
Looking back, it was impossible to say who had moved first. Both princess and knight bounded toward each other simultaneously, closing the gap between them in no time. In a moment redolent of an age long past, Zelda threw herself into Link’s open arms, wrapped tightly up in him. There was no hesitation, no stiffness in his frame as he clung to her, stroking her gently, swaying softly, both trembling violently. They had never held each other like this before; she had cried on him, reveled in the feeling of their entwined hands, clutched him as he died. Still nothing came close to this tender caress, this warm embrace, and it filled her with such peace that there was nothing in the world like it, this all-encompassing love. All at once his lips were in her hair, a tender pressure at the side of her head, speaking everything they’d left unspoken for years: that she could rest, that it was okay to rest. As she buried her face in his neck, the scent of blue nightshade enfolded her, and she melted into him, safer than she’d ever felt in her life.
And when his lips finally, finally moved to meet hers, setting her heart alight—setting her free—Zelda knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that here, watched over by the immortalized Champions in their frame, she was exactly where she was supposed to be. Safe, right here, with Link.
Her comfort. Her sanctuary.
Her home.
END OF PART THREE
FIN
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A/N: These two stole my heart back in Breath of the Wild and sealed it away in the Final Catch™ of Tears of the Kingdom.
“No matter where I go to offer aid, Link remains at my side…”
~A brief exploration of Zelda’s personal journey toward home, and how she finds it in Link.
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Chapter 9: "Weathering the Storm"
“Um, hellooo? Yoohoo, Princess? You in there?”
Zelda shrank away from the window, directing her attention back to the tiny, jabbering researcher. “Yes!” she blurted, tucking her hair behind an ear. “Er, yes, I’m here. My apologies, Purah. I seem to have allowed my thoughts to wander a bit too far…”
Purah held her scowl, all scrunched-nosed fury, until her mouth drooped into a pitying frown. “Ya know, if you don’t like any of my ideas, you can just say so. I know I’m small and cute, but we’re old friends, remember? No need for any of that tiptoeing business with me!”
“I know,” said Zelda, her shoulders sagging. “Again, I apologize. I agree with you, truly. Providing additional functionality to the travel feature should take precedence over all else. It would prove marvelously useful in our efforts to dismantle ancient technology across the land. Transporting large groups of people with the Slate would be… It would really be…”
“Aw, there there, Princess, it’s okay!” Purah soothed, her tone softening at Zelda’s sudden breathlessness. She sprang from her stool and scurried over to the opposite side of the table, patting Zelda’s hand in consolation. “Deep breaths, now, alright? I didn’t mean to upset you. We can take things in any direction you like, promise! Just say the word and I’m with you.”
Disoriented, Zelda gave a weak nod, barely feeling her friend’s touch. “I’m sorry, Purah. I’m not sure what’s come over me. I suppose there’s been a lot on my mind lately…”
A cup of herbal tea appeared before her. Symin took her gently by the elbow, easing her into a seat at the table. “Of course you have, Princess,” he said, tossing Purah an accusatory look that said, Really? “You’ve just gone through a major life change. It’s quite understandable that you would feel this way. You’ve had so much on your plate for so long, and I can’t imagine…” He shut his eyes with a sigh, shaking his head in empathy. “What I mean to say is that you are in safe hands. You should go at whatever pace feels most comfortable.”
Zelda gave their hands a grateful squeeze. She had only just met Symin, barely even knew him at all, but already the old Sheikah researcher felt like kin. “You are too kind. I can’t express to you both how much I appreciate your support. But really, I’m managing fine. Devoting myself to this work is just what I need right now, and… and what the country needs as well.”
“Hmm…” Purah’s mouth twisted, her expression turning skeptical. “Well, as long as you know we’re here for you, Princess, okay? A happy princess makes for a happy Purah—and you’d better remember it.” She gave Zelda’s hand another reassuring pat. “And far be it from me to talk you out of Slate experimentation! What do you say, Princess? You ready to knuckle down? Just like the good ol’ days! If we plug this baby in, I can tinker with the transportation setting and see what we’ve got to work with. See what kind of mess Linky left us with.”
Nodding along, Zelda reached for the device at her hip but pulled up short at Symin’s hum of uncertainty. “Ah, Ms. Purah…” he said, face blanching, “I realize this is a bad time, but… well, it appears the guidance stone has grown dark again…”
The rate at which Purah switched from coolheaded to scandalized was so true to form that it snapped Zelda out of her reverie. With an appalled gasp, the little researcher bolted to the window, skidding on loose papers as she leapt onto the desktop. Her jaw dropped open.
“AGAIN?! Are you serious?! Blast it all! You little miscreants, get back here!”
Zelda turned in her seat to peer out the window. Sure enough, a band of cackling children scampered away down the hill, the telltale blue flame held high in the air by a single torch, flaunted like a prized trophy.
“You think you’re sooo clever, don’t you?!” Purah screeched, face smooshed against the glass. “Oh yes, very awfully clever, stealing our power source out from under us like that! A real hoot! Don’t think I won’t come out after you this time, ’cause I will! I absolutely WILL! Only naughty children play with fire, you know!”
“Ms. Purah…” Symin sighed in resignation. “Please, Ms. Purah, let’s be reasonable. Remember they are only children. Shouting isn’t going to—”
“‘Reasonable’?! I’m the most reasonable six-year-old you’ve ever met! They’re the ones who are unreasonable here!”
“While that may be so, let’s keep in mind that they are true six-year-olds—not centenarians-in-disguise who look a lot younger than they actually—”
“But the guidance stone, Symin! The guidance stone!”
Symin put a weary hand to his brow, and Zelda winced in sympathy for the poor man. “Ms. Purah… I thought you had said that… that there was more to life than the guidance stone…”
Purah wheeled around, looking aghast at her assistant. She stomped her foot in frustration. “There’s more to research than the guidance stone, Symin! Not life!” Suddenly, she broke from her tirade, putting a hand to her chin. “Although now you mention it, our research is life-giving, so what difference does it make, really…”
Accepting his plight, Symin groaned and returned to his spot in the back of the room cataloging books.
Zelda took the risk and, speaking as delicately as possible, asked: “Is there… anything I can do to alleviate the situation?”
Letting loose a plaintive wail, Purah flopped down onto her back, her limbs sprawled out amongst pages of notes. “I’m sorry, Princess… I didn’t mean to spoil your day. We should’ve nipped the problem in the bud long before you got here, I know, I know.”
“There is nothing to apologize for, Purah,” said Zelda, giving her friend a genuine, conciliatory smile. “You’re not spoiling my day at all. I’m elated to be here with you, no matter what. I suppose I’m just surprised that this is an ongoing problem.”
“I just—!” Purah raised her arms and legs and let them fall back onto the desk with an exhausted thud. “I don’t know what to do about them! It’s not like I can go out like this—just look at me! I’m like them! But they can’t keep getting away with this either. They think it’s so hilarious to tamper with tech beyond their comprehension levels, and it’s—argh!”
“Do they really have no other daily preoccupations?”
Symin cleared his throat from across the room, books stacked high in his arms. “I don’t believe so, Princess. Either the children help out at their families’ businesses or they find their own amusements. It’s always been this way.”
“What about an educational institution? Is there one of those they attend?”
“No, not even that.”
Zelda adjusted the tea saucer in front of her. The thought that had been niggling at the back of her brain since her first visit to the lab burst from its hiding place, clamoring for attention. As a child, she’d rather enjoyed her private sessions with her tutors, honing her needlework and diving headlong into history books, learning more about the vast kingdom she was to serve and protect; the same kingdom she’d grown to love with her whole heart. Those were different times, in disparate circumstances, yes—the lives of farmers and erstwhile princesses were practically separate worlds—but Zelda couldn’t help but feel that strengthening the connecting thread that bound them all was of utmost importance.
“What if… we were to help with that?”
Purah shot her an inquisitive look. “Alright, I’ll bite.” She turned onto her side and propped up her head with a hand. “Whatcha got cookin’ up there in that scholarly brain of yours?”
“I just mean…” Zelda ran her finger along the rim of her saucer. “I’ve been thinking about the state of the kingdom lately. So much has happened—the world has been irrevocably changed in such a short span of time, and yet… I feel as if the general populace remains unaware of all that’s transpired. We owe our welfare to those who have come before. So many brave souls have given their all so that we may be free today, so many who have paid the ultimate price—” She swallowed back the lump in her throat. “They deserve to be remembered. I believe it is our duty to ensure their memory lives on. By providing educational opportunities, we not only honor our forebears, but help people everywhere build a safer, brighter future. Especially the children.”
Symin wiped at his eyes underneath his glasses. “That is very admirable, Princess. I couldn’t have said it better myself. You have my full support.”
“Aaaand that would take care of the little rascals pestering us all the time too, snappity snap!” added Purah, eyes sparkling. “Everyone’s happy!”
Symin gave her a deflated look.
Zelda sipped her tea. Now that she’d voiced this particular idea aloud, it was feeling more and more right by the second. Their prosperity as a people was tied to the fate of the land; so it had been since time immemorial. Thus, it was vital that they did all they could to inform Hyrule of its history. Without structured institutions to aid in the endeavor of knowledge, they would find themselves in the same position they were in prior to the Great Calamity, adrift in a fugue of fear and uncertainty. But having these institutions, these schools… They had research centers for the scientists, so why not learning centers for the children…?
“Anyhoo, since we’re dead in the water, how’s Linky Love?” asked Purah out of nowhere, flipping onto her stomach and cupping her chin in her hands. “You finding all sorts of top-secret knick-knacks of his while he’s away?”
Zelda nearly spilled her tea. “Dedicated as always,” she answered after a speedy recovery, ignoring the latter question. “His level of productivity knows no bounds. He inspires me to achieve the same.”
“Oh, come now, Princess!” whined Purah, kicking her feet childishly in the air. “Don’t hold out on me like this! I know I age-reversed myself, but I wasn’t born yesterday! Give me all the details, the good stuff! I’ve seen his photo album, I know the monkey business he gets up to! Does he still make muscles at himself when he thinks no one’s watching? Does he sleep with his sword at night? Tell me!”
The memory of Link’s self-portrait with the bokoblins resurfaced in Zelda’s mind, followed by sun-kissed golden days by the water. She set down her cup, avoiding eye contact. “I’m afraid I must disappoint you, Purah. All I can say is that I’m forever grateful for his hospitality. These past weeks have been an adjustment, I’ll admit, but he’s so very patient with me, and he’s made it all the easier to bear. I am… very indebted to him.”
“I am certain the feeling is mutual, Princess,” said Symin kindly. “You were a guiding light to him in the early days of his memory loss. You mean the world to him, just as you mean the world to us all.”
“Yes, well…” Zelda shifted in her seat. “I am very fortunate to count myself amongst friends like you. There are so many logistics to work through at the moment. I struggle to think where I’d be without you all.”
“And that’s why you’ll be back tomorrow so we can make headway on that travel feature!” cheeped Purah. She hopped down from the desk and skittered over to a pile of books on the floor. “Those troublemakers might have stalled us today, but they haven’t completely sunk us. Once we get the guidance stone back up and running, we can dip into the Slate’s files and unravel its teleportation mechanism, lickety-split!” She twirled enthusiastically on the spot. “Now, if we can just reverse-engineer that travel medallion Linky left us…”
They were so immersed in scientific deliberation that by the time the setting sun turned the windowpanes ruby-red, it was well past dinnertime, and before Zelda could run out the door, a small loaf of bread was pushed into her hands, along with Symin’s assurances that he would accompany her home. Unable to persuade him otherwise, she said her goodbyes to Purah and made the downhill trek back to Link’s cottage, this time in the goodly company of a friend.
With Symin close, she could easily cast her worries to the wayside. With him, she paid little heed to the encroaching darkness, hardly noticed the prying villagers peeking out at her from their doorways, where a murmured “Karin, stop staring and get back inside!” rang out a touch too loudly near the chief’s house, followed by a patter of tiny feet. Instead, she inhaled the mountain air, kept her chin up, and lost herself in pleasant conversation.
Night had properly fallen when they arrived, and after her heartfelt thanks for his generosity (“It is my pleasure, Princess, and the perfect excuse to get my daily steps in. I can’t be cooped up with my books all day, you know!”), Zelda bid the old researcher good night and they parted ways. After a couple slices of the bread with wildberry preserve and leftover cream of vegetable soup, she tended to her horse then headed off to bed, her mind teeming with thoughts of geographic coordinates and travel medallions, hoping they would fend off the lingering shadows.
Her hopes were dampened, unfortunately, when the next morning brought a thunderstorm.
She jolted awake to the crack of lightning and a volley of hail striking the roof. Startled, she shot up in bed, clutching the comforter to her chest until her racing heart returned to a pace resembling normality.
It’s just the weather… Just the weather…
Shaken, Zelda rose and readied herself for the day, going through the motions. With every wall-shuddering crash from outside, though, it became increasingly apparent that there would be no visiting the lab today. With the Slate’s forecast showing nothing but lightning bolts, it seemed she was destined to spend her day indoors. Alone.
She tried to keep herself busy. She saw to her morning toilet, prepared a light breakfast, made the brief but water-logged run outside to her horse (he was dry in his shelter but understandably spooked, which was soon forgotten once she replenished his feed). Business as usual. But the foul weather only reflected her mood, and the present moment seemed locked away from her.
Minutes trickled into hours. The raging tempest kept up its battery, wailing against the facade of the house. Zelda clasped the covers at the foot of the bed, her anxiety spiking with every clap of thunder, watching heavy raindrops purl down the window.
She’d promised him. She had promised Link—and Purah and Symin—that she would be okay on her own. That she could spend a night or two by herself. And she had. Against all odds, she had stayed the course, true to her word. But the flashing and the crashing and the constantly falling rain dredged up dreadful memories, and suddenly Zelda was carried back to another rainy day, the lightning-forked sky illuminating a field of carnage and twisted metal. In place of a cottage was a swamp plagued with Malice, tainting everything and everyone with Calamity. Scores of soldiers and civilians cut down like puppets with severed strings. Even Link, her immovable pillar, toppled like an empty shell, slick with rain and sweat and blood alike, mixing with her tears as they streamed profusely down her face onto his lifeless body…
Zelda forced herself to stand. No. She wouldn’t do this. She couldn’t afford to keep doing this. For her own sake, for her kingdom’s. For Link’s.
Link was just fine. He had to be. His company was surely bunkering down this very moment, keeping themselves and their supplies safe from the elements. Yes, their reunion would likely be delayed now… but Link had spent many a rainy day in the wilds, fending for himself even in the harshest of storms. He’d be back soon enough. He was fine. She was fine.
Smoothing out her dress, she left the window and descended the stairs, heading for the bookshelf by the kitchenette. Ever since childhood, books had been there for her when no one else had, the most reliable of companions. Certainly that wasn’t about to change now. She picked through Link’s hotchpotch library, seeking a gripping tale or historical account—something to get lost in—she’d even take the one on interior design—when her eyes settled on the bottom shelf.
A collection of thick tomes sat undisturbed, their spines cracked with age. It looked as if they hadn’t seen the light of day in years. Stooping, she chose the largest in the row. The cover was warped and brittle, and it felt like it might fall apart in her hands. There was no title.
Cautious, but curious, she blew away the coating of dust and gently thumbed it open. She skimmed for clues that indicated its origin. She sincerely doubted it came with the house. Link must have picked it up somewhere during his travels… but from where, was the question…
She studied the worn pages of text. Dark blots rendered the script illegible in places, but it wasn’t entirely a fool’s errand. Her fingertips grazed the writing, a belated sort of recognition rising up at the blocky penmanship. Slowly, distinct words began jumping out at her: research… relics… Hyrule… sacred power… her own name, multiple times…
It struck her as forcefully as the lightning rampaging outside. Zelda staggered back, her legs smacking against the dining room table, and it was all she could do to keep the book from slipping from her fingers.
Breathing heavily, she scrounged together every last whit of her strength to stand on her own two feet, pushing away from the table. Like a wraith, she ascended the stairs, the book clenched in her unfeeling hands. She crawled into bed, huddling beneath the sheets, and, under the yellow lamplight with the storm howling outside, she commenced reading her father’s life account: the writings of Rhoam Bosphoramus Hyrule.
“No matter where I go to offer aid, Link remains at my side…”
~A brief exploration of Zelda’s personal journey toward home, and how she finds it in Link.
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<< Chap 7 <<
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Chapter 8: "It Takes a Village"
Zelda stuffed the broom in the corner of the storeroom where it wouldn’t pose a tripping hazard. After their fun little fling making honeyed candies in the kitchen, Link had insisted he would take care of clean-up. Naturally, that was unsatisfactory to Zelda, so she retaliated by sweeping the entire house. Task done. She gave the place a once-over.
Cozy as a broom closet indeed, she thought with a pout.
A collapsible cot and blanket roll were shoved against the wall with other bits and bobs, as if they hadn’t seen use in a while, but Zelda knew better. Ever since their arrival in his home, Link had been bedding down in this tiny space night after night, granting her the entire upstairs landing. This too proved unsatisfactory to Zelda, so night after night, she implored him to see reason, attesting that it only made sense for them to take it in turns. Her attempts at compromise quickly morphed into outright protestations, however, when her plan was respectfully brushed off, earning her a shake of his head and an infuriatingly kind smile. Really, his goodness was enough to drive her mad sometimes.
She returned to the main room, bent on finding another way to lend her assistance. Link was elbow-deep in the pot they’d used to caramelize the honey, scrubbing away at the sticky residue. She turned her attention to the bookshelf by the front door. Perhaps it needed dusting?
Grabbing a rag, she began wiping down every reachable surface, if for no other reason than to occupy her hands, when something about the books caught her eye. They weren’t uniform; they ranged from newly minted to worn beyond recognition—a snooze to anyone else, but a point of interest to her inquiring mind. A few notable titles jumped out at her. Frowning, she plucked a crisp hardback from the line-up, thumbing through the pages.
She stood engrossed until she felt Link peering over her shoulder. She angled the spread so he could see. “I wasn’t aware you were so interested in this topic.”
He craned his neck to get a better look: The Art of Buns: How to Perfect Your Sticky Bun and Impress Your Honey-Bun. He blinked. “Bolson. I commissioned him to furnish the house. Almost everything here came complimentary.”
Ah. She supposed that made sense. Cookbooks like these weren’t too out of place as a housewarming gift. But since when was Link interested in The Science of Rupee Reinvestment? Or The Rise and Fall of Hyrule’s Most Influential Green Fairy Men? She lingered over Outwitting Chuchus: 101 Clever Stratagems for the Everyday Traveler So You Can Get the Jump on These Jellies Before They Get the Jump on You! A sudden image of her esteemed knight curled up by the fire with this in hand flashed in her mind, and she choked down a scoff. As if.
“Hmm. Curious.” She replaced The Art of Buns and selected The Beginner’s Guide to Interior Design. “This one might serve you well. See, I’ve been doing some thinking lately, and while the place is lovely—really it is, it’s darling and you’ve worked so hard on it—except, well, it’s just that having all these weapons on the walls might be a bit intimidating to guests, don’t you think? Not that they aren’t wonderful, I’m very glad you have them! It’s just… It makes a strong statement…”
She flicked to the section on living rooms. “As for this bookcase, it’s probably better suited on the opposite wall over there. Oh! Wouldn’t it look smart alongside a floating shelf or two? And pictures… Yes, I believe more pictures would really liven up the space…”
Phlegmatic as ever, Link took her comment in stride, shrugging good-naturedly as if he’d never considered it. Her message seemed to go in one ear and out the other, though, for his eyes had drifted back to the shelved Art of Buns. Well, she thought, to each their own.
Book in hand, Zelda spent the next several minutes reimagining the layout of Link’s home—another cabinet here, a splash of color there—engaged so fully in the process that she felt excitement bubble up at the possibilities. Link had never struck her as the avid reader type—but so what? There was never any harm in adding more books to spruce up a place, was there? Or perhaps some plants? At any rate, Link didn’t seem to give two rupees about the decor, so she allowed this excitement to carry her over to the next day, when she sat upstairs rearranging her meager possessions. She had just finished organizing her stationery when she heard a small knock come from the foot of the stairs. She paused; was that the front door? But then his soft voice crept up to her:
“Princess?”
She tried not to wince as the usual twinge shot through her upon hearing her given title on his tongue. Determined to stay in good spirits, she continued her task, gathering her hair accessories into a container. “Yes, I’m here. You may come up.”
The stairs creaked under each of his tentative steps. She swiveled around from her seated position on the floor, a light jest already half-formed on her lips—until she saw the look on his face.
Immediately she was put on high alert. She knew that look; it had haunted her during the most trying times of her life. It was hard and impenetrable, the one she’d always associated with him in the days preceding the Calamity. The cold-blooded knight. The reminiscence sent an icy wave of anxiety through her, and her spine automatically straightened with anticipation.
But no… That was wrong. Things were different now. They were both different: a team, knitted as one, through and through. They had joined hands and jumped into the deep end long ago. This wasn’t a look of steely indifference; rather, it was a mask he wore by compulsion. An all-too-familiar burden.
She watched him take the chair by the writing desk, hands resting listlessly on his knees, his sightless eyes on the rug. Silent. Zelda mimicked him, setting her hands in her lap, waiting patiently for him to make the first move. Waiting for him to break through the mental block he’d fought against all his life.
The minutes dragged on with no change. Zelda could feel her agitation rearing its head, her thoughts running wild with all the things this could possibly be about—because clearly something was on his mind. Something weighty. Antsy, she yearned to egg him on, to start the dialogue and help him get the ball rolling; but this wouldn’t do. This was a crucial waiting period, and he deserved this time to recover himself. She would wait for him. Just as he’d always waited for her.
After what felt like an eternity, Link gave a slight shudder, as if physically pulling himself together. Drawing in a deep breath, he said, “Reede asked for my help clearing out a monster camp.”
The banality of his statement was so unexpected that she nearly sighed in relief. Was that all? She was about to say as much when he quickly forged on:
“It’s not just me. He and some other villagers are joining forces, but they’re short on hands. The camp’s blocking the main path to the village. Same one we traveled on. Shouldn’t take long to clear out. Two, three days tops.” He took another full breath in. “They start tomorrow.”
Oh. He was leaving. A host of possible responses flitted across her mind before she settled on “Link, that’s wonderful you’re going to—”
“I said I’d get back to him about it.”
Again, not what she expected. Zelda studied him with new eyes. He still wasn’t looking at her, hadn’t looked over once, but she could feel the concern radiating from him. Concern for her. The heart of the matter: always her. Her stomach squirmed with guilt.
“You said you’d… But—oh, Link, you mustn’t worry about me. I’m alright, really… Actually, this is rather favorable. I’ve been meaning to spend more time at the laboratory anyway. Purah’s already on my case about how I’m not over there enough, and I’d prefer not to poke the bear anymore—she intends to enhance the Slate, make improvements to the runes—they’re still only prototypes, you see—so this shakes out well. An opportunity, if anything.” She hesitated. “Yes, an opportunity.”
“Will you stay with her?”
“I…” Zelda trailed off. Should she stay with Purah? It was probably her best option, all things considered. She had reservations about how she’d fare without him, truth be told… but then the memory of her first overnight stay in Kakariko came rushing back, and that wretched image of herself, clinging and pitiful in every respect, was enough to snap her into a decision.
“No. I’ll be fine. Purah and Symin are just up the road, and everything I need is here. Really, you needn’t worry… I’m quite comfortable here, I assure you.”
Link continued staring at the rug. The need to convince him spiked within her, and she spilled out: “I think it’s lovely you’re helping the villagers. The way you selflessly serve others with your talents has always touched me deeply. I know others see that in you as well. What a blessing you are to us all. It’s…”
It’s what magnetized me to you from the beginning.
“It’s the greatest kindness. And—and besides, you’ll only be away a few days, like you said. I can manage a few days. I will manage.”
At last, his eyes found hers. His face was still set like stone, but a softness had reentered his eyes: the same softness that had wriggled its way inside her heart from day one. She could never hide from those eyes. Not ever. They saw right through her, peeling back the layers she’d meticulously crafted for herself years ago, her safeguards from the brutal demands of the world. But not from him. Shrinking slightly, Zelda held his gaze, fiddling with the compartment of her hair accessories.
In the end, he nodded, his trust in her winning out, and she breathed again. He, Link, trusted her, just as she unconditionally trusted him—and nothing, not the heavens nor the earth, meant more to her than that.
He was scheduled to depart the following morning, leaving them the rest of the day to prepare. Link was hard at work all evening, assembling meal kits, restocking supplies, making last-minute calls to town for this and that. Zelda contributed as best she could, but pitted against his boundless stamina, her efforts were woefully abysmal. With all these arrangements, it was almost as if she were the one embarking on a multi-day journey, not him—in fact, she hadn’t seen him pack a single bag for himself, no, not one. And so, holding fast to this one small act, she took it upon herself to do just that for him. By the time the next day dawned, everything was set, and Zelda rose early to see him off.
“I packed the icebox to last you several days,” he said, slinging the bag she’d prepared for him over his shoulder. He wore a simple traveler’s cloak over his Champion’s tunic, the Master Sword strapped to his back. “There’s a wallet of rupees in the downstairs cabinet—”
“Yes, Link.”
“Bolson will be close by at the construction site. If you need anything, ask him or Ivee at the general store.” He turned to face her at the door. It was before sunup and the shadows clung to him, but she could still see the bite of the chill air on his cheeks. “They will help you.”
Zelda fastened his hood snugly over his ears. “Yes, thank you, Link. I feel very cared for. You’ve stocked me with plenty of provisions, much more than necessary, and really, you have my sincere gratitude. You do so much. But don’t you worry—I’ll be at Purah’s for the day, and tomorrow too, and she’ll take good care of me.”
Link nodded. He was quiet for a moment before he said, “I’ll be back soon.”
“I know.”
They looked at each other. The house was hushed and the air settled heavily on their shoulders.
“Please be safe,” she whispered.
Then, Link stepped close, and in a gesture that had become second nature, he took both her hands in his, holding them gently. A promise. Zelda stared down at them, feeling his coarse gloves beneath her fingertips, his forehead tipping toward hers, and together they breathed in the predawn peace of the house, wishing it could last.
But, inevitably, the time came. With one last squeeze of her hands, Link reshouldered his pack, turned toward the door, and walked out.
He was gone.
From then on, Zelda was a flurry of motion. Shrugging back her shoulders, she dressed for the day and busied herself with her toilet: washing her face, plaiting back her hair, creating a routine for herself. Steady and unchanging. She wasn’t due to arrive at the laboratory until that afternoon, so she made good use of the morning by attending to simple chores around the house. After another round of sweeping, she stripped the bedsheets and, adding them to the laundry, she took her haul to the side yard to be washed. The sun had long been up by now, and she welcomed its warming touch. As she rounded the corner, a friendly nicker greeted her ears, and her eyes lit up.
“Why, hello to you, too!” she said brightly. Setting down the laundry, she trotted over to her loyal steed, grateful for the company. Like an impatient toddler, he nuzzled her eagerly, and she giggled as his whiskers tickled her cheek. “Don’t worry, I haven’t forgotten you. Although it seems you’ve been well taken care of already…” She stroked his sleek coat, eyeing the empty stall next to him. “I suppose you’re missing your companion as well.”
As per usual, Link had already seen to her horse that morning before taking his own with him. Another act of charity added to the list. Sighing, she returned to the laundry, committing the next hour to the washing and drying of linens.
Once the clotheslines had been appeased, she resumed her doting on her animal companion, biding her time until noon. The sustained back-and-forth of her strokes allayed her spirit as much as it did his, if not more, as though she were the one being consoled. She was so lost in her head, caressing his broad neck, daydreaming over the benefits of having a well in the backyard instead of a pond, that she belatedly noticed the stallion’s tense posture.
“What is it, my friend?” she asked. He stood very still, his ears perked toward an unseen presence at the front of the house. Zelda heard it too: the rough grating of rock. Puzzled, she followed the source of the noise… Surely he wasn’t back already…? She emerged into the front yard and froze in her tracks.
“...Karson?”
The construction worker whirled around. Zelda scanned the scene: He wielded a shovel in one hand and a soiled handkerchief in the other, his face beaded with perspiration. A freshly shoveled patch of dirt was at his feet by the veranda. His eyes went comically large as he took her in; then, a wide smile of recognition broke out on his face.
“Yeah! That’s me! And you’re Link’s girl—Zelda, right?”
Blood rushed to Zelda’s face. Her lips parted but nothing came forth. Karson must have misconstrued her reticence, for he quickly added, “Uh, yeah, sorry for the scare. Didn’t seem like anyone was home. Link put in a request to have some extra work done, but we’ve been spread pretty thin lately at the company, you know? So I only just got around to it.” Huffing, he scrubbed his handkerchief down his face. “Anyway, I’ve been meaning to ask! I’ve got work off this weekend, so does my girlfriend Sophie. Would you and Link be up for a picnic with us? We were thinking of heading down to the beach for a day—group-date style, you know—there’s this spot near the water Sophie really likes, but she hasn’t been in forever because of all the monsters. They’re gone now though, so it’s free game! Well, weather permitting, anyhow.”
Zelda had been surreptitiously side-eyeing the mound of dirt while he talked—there was something different about the space, but she couldn’t put her finger on it—when suddenly the terms picnic and group date smacked her across the face. She reeled back at the sight of Karson’s hopeful expression, powerless to prevent another round of furious blushing.
“Oh! Well, I—why, what a delightful invitation. That is very thoughtful, thank you kindly. I…” She wrung her hands, scrambling for something to say. “It’s just that—well, Link isn’t here at the moment, see. He left town for some business, and… I’m not quite sure how long he’ll be…”
Karson, ever the optimist, nodded cordially. “Ah, gotcha. No sweat! Maybe some other time then.”
Zelda returned his nod, her gaze dropping to her clasped hands. The ambient wildlife blared at top volume in her ears.
“Actually, now I think about it, not much of a shocker, is it?” Karson laughed. She glanced up in surprise. “I mean, what was I thinking? Of course Link is away! No way he’d stay put for so long—the guy’s bouncier than a spring-loaded hammer. All those weapons of his kinda speak for themselves, am I right?” He rested his weight on his shovel, chuckling to himself. “Don’t get me wrong, I’m all about the active life myself. ‘A working life is life’s work’ and all that. But Link—he’s more of the active active type, you get me? Always on the hunt for what’s next. He was never around all that much anyway, even after he bought the house. Never struck me as much of a homebody. Too much to see, too many people to help, you know? Really makes ya wonder why he bought it in the first place…”
A deliberative look came over him. He paused, scratching at his chin.
“By the way, not many people know this… Link’s pretty modest about it, but I’m sure he won’t mind my telling you. You know Hudson, my business associate? Forget if we’ve mentioned him or not. He left for Akkala to clear some land for a big project a while back. Made a killing off it, too—helped found an entire settlement out there! Tarrey Town, it’s called. But here’s the kicker: Link’s co-founder! Crazy, right?!” Smirking, he broke off for dramatic effect. “He and Hudson worked together and built it all from the ground up. Must have taken them ages. It’s been a refuge for people the world over, a real melting pot. All this, and nobody even knows of Link’s involvement. I mean, we at the company do, but he wasn’t hired on. Just a volunteer. Won’t accept credit for it or anything. And to top it all, his name doesn’t even end in ‘son’!” He barked out a laugh, shaking his head. “The guy’s a mystery, that’s for sure.”
Zelda stared out into the middle distance, only partially absorbing his words. A sort of hazy slideshow had started up in her mind, one that was indelibly printed onto her memory. She was back in the castle, an amorphous mass, devoid of identity… fighting the eternal fight… nothing waning, nothing growing… But wait, yes, finally, a change in the wind, that turn of the tide she’d been yearning for, that she desperately seized upon. She could see it all playing out from afar: watching him wake, relearn, remake… watching his struggles and triumphs… his selfless labors to accumulate wood, gather people… creating a sanctuary for the displaced…
Tarrey Town…
“Anyway, sorry to blab your ears off,” continued Karson. “Didn’t mean to keep ya. I should be getting back to the grind myself. Before I go, though—you doing alright? House fixtures still up to par and everything?”
Zelda shook herself back to the present. “Oh, yes. Just fine, thank you. Everything’s fine. More than fine, really, I—” She drew in an even breath, settling into an appreciative smile. “The cottage is an absolute delight. Thank you for working so hard on it for Link. You are clearly a credit to your community. And also… thank you for all your efforts to restore Hyrule. Please know they do not go unnoticed.”
Whatever he’d expected from her, it wasn’t that. Karson gaped in amazement, his freckles popping against his sun-flushed skin. He burst into a broad grin. “Right! Of course! Always happy to help. I’m, uh, glad to hear it.”
Discombobulated, he twisted the handle of his shovel. The spotlight of his wide-eyed gaze froze Zelda in place, sharp and exposing, as if he were seeing her in a new light. With a stilted nod, he stuffed his handkerchief in his back pocket and made to turn away. But then:
“You know, if you’re ever in a bind and Link isn’t around, don’t be afraid to reach out, alright? To me, Bolson, anyone at the company. Anyone in town, really. Any friend of Link’s is a friend of ours. Truth is, Link’s done a lot for us all, and we like to return the favor, however we can. It’s one crazy world out there, and we’re all in it together, you get me? And Link’s got a way of reminding us of that. He’s inspiring in that way. He’s a good guy. A good man.” He gave her a parting salute. “Well. No time like the present!”
As she waved him off, a dawning realization took shape inside of her, gathering on the horizon. “Yes,” she whispered to his receding back, the nebulous mass solidifying into a cloud. “He is."
