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this is highkey what it feels like to still be writing and posting fic when like 98% of the friends I made through fandom and writing fic have all moved on

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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Only once she’s on the train, the distance between her and Carmy growing more and more, does she feel like she can breathe.

She tries to quiet the chastising voice in her head that is still berating herself for sleeping with Carmy by focusing on planning her next steps.

This is her plan: she will make the journey back to Hyde Park, where she will finish packing away what little belongings she’d accumulated during her Bachelor’s. She will withdraw all the applications she’d made to restaurants here in New York. Instead, she will apply to places back home in Chicago, probably move back in with her dad for a bit.

She will forget about Carmen Berzatto and the night they shared.

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Sydney and Carmy spend a night together just before she graduates from CIA. She never expected to see him again, much less wind up working at his family restaurant in Chicago.

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stitched with its color

Rated T, complete

He could tell Mikey how fucking angry he is with him, for completely shutting him out when he was alive then fucking offing himself without giving Carmy the decency to even say goodbye, leaving Carmy with silence and unanswered questions.

Or he could tell him how much he fucking misses him, how much having the most coveted culinary job in the country, and all the accolades and awards he’s won for his cooking, all means nothing to him when compared to his big brother’s approval, or when compared to just having Mikey still be here with him, alive and whole.

In the end, with his vision blurry from his tears and his hands shaking from his barely contained emotions, all he manages to text is this:

“I made hamachi with a blood orange reduction that will only ever be eaten by one person. I fucking miss you.”

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Or: Five times Carmy texts Mikey about Sydney, and one time he doesn't.

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Off work because I ruptured my achilles tendon and haven't got shit else to do besides write

So prepare to get sick of me w wip updates on the petermj and sydcarmy tags

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Begging you please for an update on Until the Rainbow. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼. Miss it so much. Hope you are doing well and that we get some of your creativity soon!!

Life has been very busy, but I've been well thank you

I've officially updated until the rainbow now, hope you like chapter 14 😭

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Sydcarmy Fic Masterlist

his private joy- Carmy reflects on his and Syd's relationship and what she means to him on a rare day off (NSFW). Complete.

born knowing you- Five times Nat suspects there's something going on between Syd and her brother, and one time she knows for sure. Complete.

from poisoned seeds- Syd finds out she's pregnant and reflects on her late mother and motherhood. (NSFW-ish). Complete.

providence- Syd and Carmy spend a night together just before she graduates from CIA. She never expected to see him again, much less wind up working at his family restaurant in Chicago. (NSFW). WIP.

stitched with its color- Five times Carmy texts Mikey about Sydney, and one time he doesn't. Complete.

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Got a (very lovely!) comment on chap 2 of providence quoting my writing back to me and they quoted my typo back to me before I had the chance to fix it

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OMG!!! You updated Rainbow!! You updated Rainbow! Thank you so much. Returning to us w another great chapter. I loved it!!

Thank you so much, so relieved there are people still interested in this baby of mine and I'm glad you enjoyed the new chapter 🫶🏾