#tw attack mention

[theimprobabledreamersworld]

12?

Hmm... Let me think! ☺️

I think I was a really nervous 12 year old... I had just finished primary school and moved to a secondary school on my own, so the idea of having to make entirely new friends terrified me ☺️ Things were good though when I settled into classes and made some friends 😄 My music teacher was always there for me whenever I needed anything which made me feel so much better and I definitely came out of my shell more 😊 I did get attacked in school that year which did result in police and restaining orders against those people... But that's a whole other story 😅 so that made me really insecure for a while, but the school and my parental units offered loads of support and I was back to my old self in no time! 😊

I was a massive literature and history fan so I loved doing all the research for all the different topics, I did so much research into sign language too so I could talk to the two deaf girls in my history class 😄 I joined every club under the sun- even sports clubs and I wasn't a sporty person... Yet, I still got into the cross country team 🤣

So to sum up, I was quite shy and insecure for a while... But I gradually started to feel happier and developed the nerdy part of my personality when I was 12 😊

[mrschiltoncat]

Ok so this is a response to the beautiful answer Miss @ohbelieveyoume did for the Freddy love letter.  And I had the urge to do a reply.  You can find her original post that inspires this here.

My darling Frederick,

What a lovely surprise to hear that little ping on my phone and find it’s a message from my sweet doting husband.  I sit at home, tears blurring my vision as I write back to you.   You know Freddy, you only have to say you love me and my heart melts.  So you can imagine my feeling reading such poetry.  

Oh sweetheart, how I wish you had just stayed home, waking to a bed without you chills me to my core.  A day is too long without you, worrying about how you are feeling, if you are in any pain.  You are too good for that place you have returned to.  

You damn well best come back to me Frederick, always.  I cannot fathom life without you.  Sitting at your bedside after you were shot, I felt my world crumbling.  And the day you woke up, your hand twitching slowly within mine, which I had been so hesitant to let go of, even a moment.  It was as though I had woken up again too.  I know I frightened you with my tears, sweetheart, but I was so happy and relieved to have you back.   I prayed and hoped with all of my heart that you would be alright.  Because I have waited my whole life for you my darling, and I simply refused to loose you.  As I still do.

I cherish every moment I have with you, and although you know I like to sleep in, I so enjoy watching you get ready in the mornings.  Your smile, especially when you first wake up, pulls at my heartstrings.  How proud you get wearing the cufflinks I gave you, and the look you give me upon each new day.  

Frederick, though I love your words, I love you all the more.  You too my love, my heart, are my purpose.  Although I do not spoil you, dearest husband, I only show you what I feel for you.  How could I not care for the man who makes me so happy, your happiness is mine.  You deserve this darling.  Just as much as you remind me I do too, sweet soulmate.  

And, as far as the criminals, my sweet husband, hell hath no fury like I should anyone try to harm you again, dear heart.  

Your ever loving wife, who awaits your return.

Hurry home my darling.  I have some good news for you.  

[itsoktobeconfused]

May I ask what kind of injuries you're comfortable writing? 😊

Hi! Of course you may, thanks so much for asking! I think it would depend more on how the injuries were inflicted rather than the injury itself. For example, I would be happy to write about a broken arm from an accident during a performance, but I would be less comfortable if the arm was broken by an attacker of some kind. Does that make sense?

And of course, there are limits to what I have experienced, so some injuries would be a little bit out of my depth - I could write them, but I probably wouldn't be good at it. I would have to do research for anything I haven't experienced firsthand, which I don't mind but would take longer and still might not be super accurate (like scoup's ACL tear i wrote a fic about. I've never torn my ACL so I just did my best to keep other people's testimonies in mind and then i embellished it a bit for the drama lol). It's not a big deal for me to do that, but I worry that you and anybody else who takes time to read my fics would be disappointed.

I guess in the end, you are always welcome to request something, and if for some reason I'm uncomfortable, we can try something else that's in a similar vein! I want this to be a safe space, so I hope you know I'll never be offended or judgy or anything if you ask for something I might not be comfortable with.