Since the stans are back at harrassing, I'd like to remind them (chronologically as possible) the many slip ups of vivziepop all together so you can see how bad it is. Also a list of things to look up if you're looking for more info on Vivzie
- Shamed Kesha for her ED and drew art of her in that period
- Her Sausage party OCs, one of which is blatantly inspired by DR. Mengele (no, not the H--ler drawing as a character as they keep pretending)
- the Snake Bathtub drawing
- Drawing a minor character from Zoophobia in bondage
- Alastor being inspired by W----gos at first and being a very distasteful protrayal (they're taken from indigenous culture)
-following a twt/ X profile that made 🌽 videos of childhood cartoons and liking his stuff though he often used minor
-liking and following artists shipping Rick/Morty
-underpaying her animators, while she spends the budget on touristic trips for herself and hiring famous voice actors
-ditching the og Hazbin cast once she got a deal with Amazon and could get famous voices
- Defending and reposting art of Valangel (shipping a victim with his abuser when she claims to be for victims)
- making all of her POC characters grey
-Alastor being pale asf when he's mixed Creole (and only using it as a way to make him able to practice), misrepresenting Voodoo as a religion
- the various SA jokes in her series
- not addressing how her fandom is very problematic, nor the harm it has caused (harassment and doxxing of a YouTuber, shippers being pushed to d/ath)
😈 You are not bound by the Hays code.
😈 You are allowed to have evil characters who are not punished by the narrative by the end of the stor
I saw Chaifootsteps reblog this (I am using a alternate link but you can find where Chai reblogged it if you look hard enough) and all I can say is this:
You ARE bound by morality if you write!
Even the simple act of making erotica is based in the morality of wanting free speech and sexual rights.
Romanticizing evil behaviors such as homophobia, transphobia, beastiality, (*cough* Chaifootsteps *cough*) pedophillia, rape, incest, racism etc makes you a HORRIBLE goddamn person no matter how you put it. You are using your bad representation to put people, real life people, in a worst place to benefit only yourself in return.
This is why people dont like Proshippers. Their vagueness is DANGEROUSLY vague along with containing hidden messages such as what I just explained. FUCK proshippers!
i mentioned how drastically my (step)mom’s personality has changed… I’ve been trying to convince myself it was just stress…
but my therapist pointed out that it’s most likely the chemo (my mom had breast cancer and just recently finished up chemo) that altered her personality… which is permanent…
she (my therapist) has had several cancer patients and has seen it happen before. And I’d kinda thought that that’s what it was at first, but then I was like no, there’s no way that’s a real thing… it’s gotta be just stress… right?
…but I’m pretty sure it is the chemo… based on the timeline and how drastically she changed…
and… I don’t really know what to do with that to be honest…
adding on that right after I finished typing the stuff above, she got all angry for no reason again
I’ll just try and describe her before and after…
tw for mentions of a lot of stuff-
if you’d rather skip over it, here’s a TLDR
TLDR ; she was a very empathetic and sympathetic caring person. Literally the sweetest, kindest, most understanding person I have ever met. And she had a lot of patience, because, again, she was very understanding.
now, she has low or fluctuating empathy, isn’t overly sympathetic, yells a lot, has a short temper and very little patience, gets annoyed or has outbursts over minor inconveniences, etc. basically, she’s the complete opposite
Before :
Very empathetic / high empathy levels
very sympathetic
hardly ever yelled
didnt curse too much
would get our dad to stop being an asshole
It took a lot to frustrate or anger her, she was a really calm, caring, sweet person who reasoned with people instead of just yelling at them
she had a lot of patience
if one of her kids was clearly or even possibly struggling, she’d gently try and coax out of them what was wrong, even if it took a bit, even if it was a bit frustrating, she wouldn’t raise her voice
she constantly checked on her kids
she cared if someone got hurt or got sick, even if it was technically their own fault, she’d still make sure they were ok (ex : our sister hurting herself in cheerleading or drinking milk despite being very lactose intolerant)
Now :
Little to no or possibly fluctuating empathy, but usually on the lower side (I would like to clarify I give zero fucks how much or little empathy you have. You’re still a person. Several of my family members have little to no or fluctuating empathy due to Neurodivergencies. And I have known many people with low empathy levels. Low empathy doesn’t mean evil or uncaring. I am adding she has low empathy because it is an incredibly drastic change.)
isn’t usually all that sympathetic. She still gets concerned at first if someone is hurt and she doesn’t know the cause. But now if she finds out it’s their own fault (sister accidentally hurting herself in a cheer stunt. Not really her fault but our parents consider it her fault), she doesn’t care nearly as much as she used to. Our sister is struggling to take meds because she doesn’t take meds well, and our mom is being a bitch about it whereas beforehand she would’ve been a lot more sympathetic and empathetic
she compares people to herself a lot and acts like since she is able to handle things, everyone else should be able to as well. Even if her struggles aren’t “equivalent” so to speak to there’s. She compares typically minor or lesser things to severe trauma or mental disorders.
she acts like she is better than everyone else (she didn’t act like that at all before)
Her main two emotions now are either anger/rage or nothingness/emptiness/uncaringness. Beforehand, she was a very happy and bubbly person who was very overly emotional
she yells a lot now and snaps at people over very minor things. Again, she has basically no patience, empathy, sympathy, etc
in rare moments, she is less angry but still is nothing like she was before. And this typically only happens when she’s in littlespace (she has a SFW littlespace. I don’t think she really realizes that that’s what that is though.), even then, it’s still not like before. More like a dulled down or muted version
where beforehand, she tried to help people, now she has more of a “sucks to suck, you’re own your own” type of attitude
She struggles to figure out peoples emotions now, which can lead to her being incredibly frustrated and she yells or gets angry
if you don’t give her an immediate response, she yells or bitches (again, no patience)
she treats peoples mental health stuff like an inconvenience now, or like they are annoying or bothersome for her (ex : dissociation, flashbacks, ed’s, sh, sui thoughts, tics, anxiety, panic/anxiety attacks, etc. and not just for us, but for all of our siblings. But primarily us and our sister, the ones who struggle the most)
if someone is struggling with a depressive episode, she basically tells them to get over it and just deal and that they’re being overdramatic
honestly? She’s like a complete opposite person. And acts a lot like a family member of ours with ASPD and/or NPD, amongst other things. And that’s not all the stuff, but you get the gist of it. Total opposite person. Like someone just flipped all the switches
I’ve been trying to convince myself for a while that it’s just because she’s struggling… but it’s not. Even our therapist was like “honey.. you need to stop trying to justify it and come up with excuses…” (not in a bad way, in a sympathetic, therapist-y way. Because it’s bad for my mental health because I was basically gaslighting myself and trying to come up with every excuse possible so I wouldn’t have to face the truth)
The reason I hate the "Dean was programmed to believe this and act on it!" argument:
(Behind a cut because of some seriously triggery things)
Growing up I was taught gay people were bad, and when I was 14 and had yet to have a boyfriend, my father sat me down and very lovingly explained that he didn't care if I didn't have a boyfriend...but if I ever had a girlfriend that would be Very Very Wrong and I would be disowned. I wasn't allowed to watch Disney as a child because of the Gay Zionist Agenda. I was programmed to believe that gay people are the scum of the earth and trans* folks are sexual deviants who should be eradicated.
Growing up I was taught that mentally ill people were selfish assholes. That anyone who wanted to kill themselves should do it and spare everyone else their whining. That people with other mental illnesses should be either locked up or killed. I was programmed to believe mental illness was a weakness that should be eradicated.
Growing up I was taught women were irrational creatures. I was taught emotions were Bad (unless it was my dad screaming every day, which was Justified), and since women were emotional, women were bad. I was taught PMS made women scream. I was taught women would never be true equals and the only thing that matters is our appearance. I was programmed to believe in male dominance as the proper way of things.
Growing up I was taught every single person who wasn't white was defective somehow and had contributed absolutely nothing to the world. I was programmed to believe in white supremacy.
Growing up I was taught that Christians were terrible people who believed in ridiculous things and made everyone else miserable. (I actually thought 'Christian' was an insult until I was about six.) I was programmed to believe they were willfully destroying the world for an invisible sky-daddy.
Growing up I was taught that if a woman was being beaten by her boyfriend/spouse/child, she probably deserved it. I was taught that if a woman was raped it was her fault. Men were never brought up. I was programmed to believe in victim-blaming.
But here's the thing:
THAT DOES NOT MEAN I CAN BE A SEXIST, RACIST, HOMOPHOBIC, VICTIM-BLAMING, BIGOTED ASSHAT BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT I WAS TAUGHT. THE CONSEQUENCES IF I DARED TO QUESTION ANY OF THE ABOVE OUT LOUD DOES NOT MEAN I SHOULD ACCEPT WHAT I WAS TAUGHT, IT MEANS I SHOULDN'T QUESTION IT WHERE MY PARENTS OR BROTHER CAN HEAR.
I am roughly fifteen years younger than Dean is and I am still living at home. Do not fucking try to tell me that he has no choice in the matter because he absolutely fucking does. He can choose what to believe, and he can choose what to act on. He can choose what he wants to unlearn and what he wants to reinforce. He can choose whether he respects his brother's right to decide what goes into his own motherfucking body or if he disregards that for his own personal gain.
Do not give me the 'he was programmed to save Sammy's body no matter what' argument. I will not accept it. Humans are not computers; humans are not stuck running the same protocols until the parts wear out.. Humans can change, and learn, and grow. Humans can decide what parts of themselves they want to preserve in glass and which parts they want to reforge into something better. Humans are not programmed, they are taught. And they can unlearn those lessons.
Dean can unlearn 'keep Sammy breathing' in favor of learning 'make Sam want to breathe'. He can unlearn 'keep him alive' in favor of 'respect his choices if he's dying'. And he can sure as shit unlearn 'protect Sammy' in favor of 'respect Sam'.
