#tw;depression

[hidden-artie-abrams]

Just want to say sorry for being kind of absent lately , Those that know me know that i’m not dealing to well with the stress of having a young baby in the house .  Don’t get me wrong Willow is one of the best things to have ever happened to me, I just wish my brain would let me relax a little bit and enjoy her.  

[nascentesxmorimur]

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Headcanons; vices :: Sky is an occasional smoker / drinker now, but back when she was with her abusive ex, she smoked a lot more and drank her shitty feelings and pain most nights. Especially when she was test living with him for awhile. She used alcohol as a numbing agent but never got drunk around him for her own safety. 

Headcanons; mental illness ::  Sky has PTSD and MDD resulting from her past experiences beginning with being bullied and abused (physically and mentally) as child by her foster family, bullied at school, and then abused (physically, emotionally, mentally) by her ex boyfriend. Sky came out of her traumatic situations strong and independent as ever, but she suffers from MDD which causes drastic mood shifts and a temporary (potentially manic) MDE where she’ll physically shut down for varying periods of time. It could last 20 minutes or several days. Her longest episode outside of her past relationship lasted 4 and a half days.  She tries to be positive about life having suffered so much in her youth, and she is grateful to her family and friends and her loving boyfriend Nikki and his family - she loves them more than life itself, but sometimes she can’t control or hide her emotions, especially if something triggers an old memory or feeling that resurfaces old wounds and situations. In rare occurrences, she’ll be able to stop the spiral before it gets too uncontrollable. Typically, however, the spiral will only get worse and result in a major depressive episode. When it does, she’ll usually stay in bed all day, refuse food and coffee, loss of appetite, lack of interest, dissociation, general detachment, etc...  Sky also has anxiety; social anxiety and panic disorder. She’s currently untreated because she hates the way the anxiety meds make her feel. She tries to take vitamins and keep her diet balanced as well as working out regularly to regulate her hormones and brain/body function. She also no longer drinks heavily, mainly on special occasions, and only smokes on a very rare occasion when her nerves are not tamable and only smokes about half a cigarette. She has a social limit and some days are better / worse than others where the limit is capped at different intervals. 

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[astral-arts]

Hey so it’s 4 AM and I’m making Boku No Hero Oc’s because that’s what I do when I know I have tomorrow off but I’m too tired to work on panels—

This is my hero, Astral! Her quirk is Phantasm, a transformation type quirk. She can change her form into that of a ghost. In this form, she can walk through walls, become invisible, even blink in and out of the physical plane, instead traversing the spirit plane where ghosts normally exist. She can even possess people for short periods of time, although it’s very draining and she does it very rarely, usually to prevent a villain from hurting others. The quirk has a major drawback: the longer she stays in ghost form, the harder it is to become alive again. If she stays in it too long, she could actually die, unable to even exist as a ghost.

(Gonna go ahead and put a TW:depression here because her backstory is a little sad)

Astral has a really pale complexion, and white hair dye to her quirk. She struggles with intrusive thoughts and depression, especially since after her quirk manifested. (It’s hard not to think about dying when your quirk temporarily induces your own death, you know?) and it made her early schooling years hard. But, that changed when she started at UA. When she saw the other amazing students at the school, got to know them, and learned how she was able to help people as a hero using her quirk, it gave her what she personally describes as her first reason for really wanting to stay alive. Because of this, during her time at UA she always tries her hardest, and to smile when she can, even if breaking from her usually serious and somber nature is hard for her. Her favorite thing to do is to make other students smile or laugh, and doing so reminds her that she, too, has a place in this world, and at UA.

[retour]

@burnslikehunger replied to x: Oh? What was it?

//Unfortunately, this was almost two years ago. Around Volume 3′s peak...His name was Roderick King, but the blog on that account is called house-sanus..The OC was deleted, along with the account. In total, I’ve deleted the same account about 3 times when my depression was getting worse and worse.

[savvy-stars]

𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑜𝓀𝒶𝓎?

You have been living with Savannah for a while now. You guys are great friends, although you both have some troubles. You have noticed she’s been acting differently from her usual cheery, happy self. 

She’s been working at the cafe a few blocks away, and she’s been coming home with low pay, and talking about how ‘Bad’ she’s been doing. Sometimes you see her wake up late, or later in the morning, very tired. You expect she’s been staying up, or having some nightmares. 

Tonight, you have come home from a night with your other besties or friends, and open the door, to hear nothing but a soft sound coming from Savannah’s room. What’s going on?

[adymeveretts]

Everyone wants me to be honest with them and want me to open with them. Okay,well here you go. I’m gonna be 100 percent and open with all of you. I’m lost. I feel like every time anything happens it’s my fault. I feel like when people don’t talk to me and stop being my friend It’s my fault. I feel like anytime I think too much I wanna give up. I wanna give up on life and leaving this world. I feel like I’m not fucking good enough for anything good in life. Every day I feel depressed as fuck because I feel like I fuck everything up that’s good in my life and I’m not gonna lie I do it on purpose and sometimes I don’t even know I did anything wrong. I just feel like people deserve a better friend than me because I’m not a good friend and I feel like a piece of shit most of the time. This could just be me thinking too much or the truth. To be honest I don’t know the real reason behind this at all. This is just my mindset and how I feel lately.

[tonyluciano-rp-blog]

( COLE SPROUSE | HE/HIM, BISEXUAL MALE ) quick, snap a picture that’s TONY LUICIANO coming this way. you know the TWENTY TWO year old  PHOTOGRAPHER that has been at crowned records for TWO years. HE has worked with some of the biggest names in the industry and it is probably because HE is WARMHEARTED and CHARMING, but every time gossip is covered by GLC, HE is painted as MOODY and ILL TEMPERED. GLC is always referring to HIM as the ADDICTIVE the last story they did on HIM was about HIM GOING TO JAIL FOR A DUI, but they’d have a field day if they knew that HE WAS INVOLVED IN A HIT AND RUN WHILE UNDER THE INFLUENCE HEROIN AND ALCOHOL . i hope no one finds out because crowned just might drop any artist with too much drama. - ̗̀ s, 19, EST, she/her.

Tony Luciano grew up in Cleveland, Ohio

 He has one younger brother whom got taken away by the states because of his grandmother's doing and got put into foster care until he he moved in with their grandmother who was the rock of the family, Tony wanted to stay with his mother and take care of her so he didn’t leave home when he had the chance. 

His childhood wasn’t the best living in the an low income neighborhood in the land’ and his family struggled a lot, there were shoot outs almost everyday and on top of that his father was an alcoholic who was sometimes verbally and physically abusive. 

His mother left him when he was just nine years old so he has trust issues. She later came back into his life, she was in and out his life. 

He and his brother went to live with their aunt when his grandmother got sick with cancer and couldn’t care for them,she passed away. 

 Around age 15 he and his brother moved back in with their father when their aunt lost her home due to an eviction.

 in high school caleb started hanging around the wrong crowd and got into heavy drugs such as heroin and alcohol. 

He went to more friends furnerls than he can count on his hands due to gang violence. 

He left home at 17 and couch surfed at his friends houses until he moved to LA for Photography school, He graduated.

 His father served in the marines for 8 years and has ptsd, it was hard for them to form a close bond and still is to this day, they are currently estranged and The same goes for his mother. 

He is a Scorpio, born on October 31st 

He suffers from anxiety, Depression and ptsd from his father’s violence so he doesn’t do well with fighting and Has a temper problem. 

[firixn]

Is anyone around to talk? I really need to let off some steam and really need someone right now.//