“Backseat Lover”
pt 1 | pt 2 | pt 3 | pt 4
tsukishima x f!reader, nsfw, mdni
you and tsukishima have hated each other since the minute you moved into the house across the street from his. but when his car breaks down on the ride home, and you're stuck with him for the night, things are bound to happen
wc: 4.1 k
tw: enemies to lovers, dacryphilia, gagging, biting, unprotected, semi-public sex, dirty mouth tsukki, creampie, miscommunication/light angst, semi-dubcon (tsukki asks, yn never verbally says yes, but yn also doesn’t say no), pet names (pipsqueak, crybaby, cutie, baby, little slut)
after tsukishima left the note on your desk, he hurriedly walked towards the volleyball club room. trying to pretend like you weren't the one always in his mind, and he was actually trying to act like his old self, but he just couldn’t. he was starting to feel weird not being around you as much as his mind and body were aching to. please don't be upset… please don't be angry… please don't hate me.
you picked up the note and read his words. ‘meet me in the club room, -kei’
he was calling for you, he wanted to see you in public, and he wanted you to talk to him. you walked towards the volleyball gym, turning towards the club room door and taking a breath before you knocked.
"kei? what do you want?”
the door opened and you found yourself looking up at tsukishima, and you suddenly felt somehow even smaller, almost scared. you didn't know what to do. you thought you had agreed that morning to pretend like nothing happened between you while you were in public, but now?
he looked down at you from the open door and your eyes met. he felt the same as you, slightly shivering in anticipation and fear. you agreed to not do anything, but he couldn't just forget what happened that night. she hates me... i guess she regrets this… but i don’t. i messed everything up...
"pipsqueak..." he sounded a little worried. "i want to talk to you. i have... something to tell you. i'm sorry, please don't hate me. please, just let me talk and listen to me.”
"i-i thought we agreed to act like how we used to during school hours...” you were confused as to why he suddenly wanted to talk in private, and you didn't know what he'd be wanting to say.
"we agreed to that, but you see... i just can't forget all those times that we kissed, that night we slept together, or how amazing i felt holding you. i don't want that to be forgotten...'' he took a deep breath, he was trying to find the right words to say. "and i want it to happen again. now. i-i want to be in love with you, i want you to be in love with me." he said, his skin red and his heart beating too fast to be considered normal. he felt anxious.
tsukishima stared into your eyes for a minute before exhaling hard, grabbing the front of your sweater, and pulling you through the club room doorway. he shut the door hard behind you, pinning you against the wall and bending down to get closer. his heartbeat was accelerating, and he was staring at you, your beautiful eyes, your pink lips. your faces were almost touching, and you could feel his breath on your mouth.
why is he doing this? you had agreed to act like neither of you was in love with the other. now you're stuck, glued to the club room wall like this with him. what is he doing? you put your hands on his arms in an attempt to try and distance yourself from him so you could breathe again, but he kept holding you against that cold door.
he suddenly leaned down quickly, smashing his lips against yours in an attempted move of emotion. the kiss was more fiery than the ones from the previous nights, and you felt like you couldn't breathe. you could tell how much he wanted you, and even though you had been trying so hard to suppress it all week, you realized you wanted him too. your hands reached up and gripped onto his shoulders as you kissed him back, standing on your tiptoes to be able to reach his lanky height.
tsukishima noticed your struggling quickly, reaching behind your back and under your ass to lift you by your thighs and pin you to the wall, your legs and arms now wrapped around his waist and shoulders.
this kiss was different- even though all the kisses before were nice, that one right there felt incredible to him. he felt like he was home, and it was feeling like you weren't just any girl, but you were his girl. your body was wrapped around his and he loved the feeling of your shared heat so much. he could tell that you wanted him. you kissed him back, but this was more, much more. he didn't even know if he should say anything, he felt like he shouldn’t, but he needed to talk to you. "we're not done yet, pipsqueak.” he murmured at you under his breath, starting to kiss you more aggressively.
you gasped at his words, and he took this as an opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth, deepening the kiss and making you moan loudly. he was done with acting, he was done with babying you, following those requests, and acting like you wanted him to. you were going to do all the things he wanted this time. he didn't care about your whining, he didn't care that his aching arms were the only thing keeping you from falling, he had to show you how much he wanted you. he shoved his tongue deeper into your mouth, kissing you more and more aggressively and passionately. he wasn't going to stop.
his strong arms had you pinned to the wall, holding you up with your legs wrapped tightly around his waist so you couldn't move. it was hot, passionate, and seductive. your moans became louder, more constant. everything around you seemed to disappear, and all you could feel and sense was him. his body heat was scalding your skin, and you could feel him throbbing against your thigh.
your lips were starting to become red- he was biting on your lips and tugging the skin with his teeth, just so you could feel him even more in that kiss. making his mark. you pulled away for a second to catch your breath, but instead of letting you leave, he pulled you back in, shoving his tongue even deeper in your mouth.
the feeling was incredible, and he felt like he had a deep need to do this to you. it was his end goal that he was going to make you feel good, and you didn't know what you were getting yourself into. he separated from your mouth for a second, moaning out the words "need you" before shifting his hands to toy with the bottom of your skirt.
"baby..." he bit his lips. tsukishima’s mind only focused on you. his heart was beating out of his body, and he couldn't personally believe what he wanted to do to you. he was trying to keep himself from doing anything inappropriate, but all that kissing got him really excited. "tell me to stop." he whispered. if you said that, the last part of him would come apart and die. he wanted to do this with you right now, to just stop holding himself together. you could feel the obvious bulge pressing against your panties, confirming how much he wanted you.
you don't respond, simply staring into his cold, gold eyes and reaching down to fidget with the top button of his uniform pants. you didn't want him to stop, you wanted him then and there, no matter what the outcome. the only sound that left your mouth was a whimper, peering into his eyes with an innocent look of want.
he stared back at you and smiled, your eyes seeming to tell him you wanted this. he looked down to see you undoing the top button on his uniform, and it made him shake like a leaf. you were going to commit the biggest sin, one that you couldn't go back from. "oh baby…" he kissed you on the lips again, making sure you knew he was about to do something so risqué and potentially shameful for both of you if you got caught. "be quiet... don't make a sound or you're going to regret it. i’ll stop if you tell me to stop, okay pipsqueak?”
"i-i won’t make noises. i promise, kei,” you whispered out. he nodded and began to lower his uniform trousers and boxers, releasing his cock. you could see it between your legs when you looked down, the tip red, swollen, and leaking. it made a whimper escape your throat as you unconsciously clenched your pussy, squeezing your legs tighter around his waist.
"my baby..." he whispered back to you, he liked it when you called him by his name. and as he was getting ready to go even further than you already had, he was excited, and he could see that you looked excited as well. your body wanted him, he was sure of that.
“you’re doing all this so willingly... you are insane pipsqueak,” he muttered to himself, but he liked that about you. you were not like any other girl he'd ever seen or been with. you wanted him, and you weren't pretending that you didn’t. it was making his heart swell the more he thought about it and the further this went.
tsukishima reached under your skirt to grab at the fabric of your panties, ripping them aside so he could line his dick up with your entrance, smearing his pre across your folds. the feeling made you gasp in anticipation of what he’d do next- your body was fully in his control and the suspense was torture. pulling your hips lower, he suddenly pushed up, sheathing himself fully in your pussy with one strong thrust. the sharp stinging feeling that spread through your core from his actions made you have to bite back a loud groan of pain and pleasure. "y-yes kei…"
“oh baby…" he was blushing, your willingness making him feel like you were already one. you wanted this, and you wanted this so bad that you were even moaning already. he knew you liked him, and you knew what you had done that night, but he had been too scared of going further. this confirmed it for him though. “i like to do things my way though. i’m in control this time.”
your walls clenched around his cock at his words as he held onto your hips and slowly pulled back, only to quickly slam his length back into you as deep as possible. you were whining louder the more he moved, the sounds echoing around the walls of the club room. "p-please kei... d-don’t stop.” everything felt so good, giving you flashbacks to that first night in the car, but this was different, somehow even better.
she's out of her mind... she wants me and she's not afraid to show it. i think i’m gonna like this…
he kissed your lips, biting and pulling on the bottom lip until you let out a cry, gradually beginning to move his hips sharper with more impact. you were squeezing your eyes shut as tight as you could, constantly whimpering as he started bucking his hips harsher into your cunt, the head of his cock kissing your cervix with every thrust. you weren't stopping him, so he knew you wanted him to keep going, and for some reason, it was getting him more and more excited. “god, i love you pipsqueak." he moaned to you. he felt like you were becoming his property, his and his only. he watched as your body began shaking, sharp pants and whines leaving your lips as if you needed him, and he just couldn't bring himself to say no to you anymore.
"o-okay... i’m going to start going faster, just don't be too loud, okay cutie?" his face was blushing bright red, but he couldn't stop now. he was acting more intense this time compared to that night a few days ago, and you could see on his face that he was a little bit scared. scared you were going to scream like you did in the car. the idea of getting caught was making both of you feel anxious, and you could feel his heart beating strongly from where your chests were pressed together.
you nodded your head quickly, lifting the bottom of your shirt up to bite on it and muffle the noises that were escaping your mouth. when you stuffed your mouth with the fabric, it let him immediately see the most amazing sight a man could see. tsukishima was staring at your flushed, smooth skin, and it was so beautiful to him. he felt like he was seeing a goddess, and he loved seeing you so nervous. you obviously wanted him, and his whole body filled with lust at the view.
"keep biting on your shirt, you little slut..." he commanded as he continued pushing deep into your pussy, stretching it to fit his length. it felt perfect, like your body was made for him and only him.
listening to his words, you followed his commands and clenched your mouth tight. you knew you had been loud that night in the car, and considering how much rougher he was already acting today, you realized that you would undoubtedly be audible if somebody passed by the club room. you definitely couldn't be loud here. there was a big chance someone could hear and come to inspect the noises, and neither of you wanted that to happen. tears started to leak in the corners of your eyes as your teeth gripped your shirt tighter and tighter, grinding them as you squeezed your eyes shut. it felt so good, you couldn't stand it if he were to stop because of you.
"yeah, bite that shirt… i’m going to keep going and you won't be able to say a word about it." his words were more like orders at this point, sneering in your face as he got rougher and rougher. “fuck, you’re hot when you cry.”
if you were still pretending that you didn't care for each other, then he was going all the way in on the act. he could tell that you needed him, you wanted him. he didn't even question why at that point- he was just doing what he felt like doing to satisfy both of you. "buckle up crybaby, we're going to be like this for a long time." he chuckled, looking more confident and less pristine by the second.
tsukishima managed to somehow speed up even more, starting to go faster in his movements and making your whole body clench. a loud moan escaped your mouth, muffled by the shirt, but he could still hear it and it turned him on even more.
"mmm... i like hearing you moan like that." he continued his thrusts, slamming into your cunt faster and harder by the second. he couldn't stop, feeling as if he was in a trance from the warmth of your walls gripping his cock. you seemed to enjoy every second of this, louder whimpers slipping from your mouth from the pleasure, and that only made it better for him.
"what was that baby? i thought i told you that you shouldn't make any big sounds like that when i’m doing this, you might be too loud. do you want to get caught?” he laughed a little and kept thrusting harder. the actions were making your back rub up and down against the club room wall, messing up your hair and the back of your shirt, but neither of you cared. your minds were clouded and could only focus on each other.
he felt in that moment that he was the dominant in control, enjoying the sight of your pleasure-filled face lined with tears. "don't you dare let that shirt go, pipsqueak. don't say a word when i'm doing this to you okay? i'll stop if you say anything, and i don't think you'll like that." he was more demanding as his pace became faster and faster.
you were nodding your head quickly, your legs tightening around his waist where he held you. leaning your head back against the wall, your body starting to shiver. it was so good, and you could feel yourself tightening from the movements as the tears spilled down your cheeks.
"oh you like this, right? my little slut, such a fucking crybaby.” he sneered at you, but he knew you enjoyed it, your body shaking in pleasure. you couldn't keep calm and were getting more and more sensitive to his actions as he began running his fingers under your ass, teasing your other entrance. you couldn't help but tighten around him, his actions overstimulating you to the point of insanity.
"i've had you like this ever since i first met you, right pipsqueak? you've always wanted me, I just know it.” you could tell he was enjoying this too much, getting cockier by the second. he felt weird calling you pipsqueak when you were like this, but for some reason, it managed to turn him on even more.
suddenly everything in you squeezed, and you opened your mouth to silently yell, your mouth hanging open and the shirt falling from it as your cunt spasmed around his cock. you were shaking violently as your body suffered the most intense orgasm you could remember having, be he wasn't stopping. he wouldn't stop until he finished too.
tsukishima couldn't help himself but laugh when he saw how you reacted. he loved seeing your face right now, fucked dumb because of his dick. the excitement in your eyes, the way you were shaking. he felt in control of your body at that moment, making you act like that against your own will. at this point, he wasn't going to stop even if you said the words “want you to stop,” you wouldn't be here if you didn't want this to continue, right?
“i'm going to finish soon, baby, and i’m going to fill your cunt until your pussy is overflowing with my cum. you can't stop me.”
he was going faster and harder, he was enjoying it, seeing you this way as a babbling mess. he knew if you kept this going you would never come back to the way you were before, but he felt like he had to do this, that if he stopped now he’d regret it, and you weren't asking him to stop or slow down either.
"i told you it's my turn.” tsukki's grunts were becoming more constant, his voice gradually getting louder as his thrusts were becoming stronger and sharper, abusing your pussy and pounding as deep as he could reach.
"p-please kei…"
his eyes rolled back when he heard your tiny voice whining his name, and he pushed deep before his hips started stuttering and he groaned loudly. you could feel the ropes of his hot cum painting your walls white, filling you to the brim until your cunt felt practically swollen.
both of you were panting, and his forehead fell onto your shoulder as he tried to catch his breath. you stood there for a minute before he slowly lowered your bodies to the floor, still connected as you sat atop him. "k-kei..." you whispered out his name.
this girl, i love her. i can't stop now.
"baby.." he whispered to you. his eyes were still closed, and he could feel you holding onto his chest as your body quivered. it was all too much, but he enjoyed it, he enjoyed you and wanted to stay like this. "baby, i... i don't think i can move right now." he murmured to you. opening his eyes slowly, trying to look at you through his foggy glasses. he wanted you to keep holding him, wanted you to use each other as body pillows and stay like this for as long as possible.
you slowly tried lifting yourself off of him, feeling his softening member pull out and hearing the sound as it hit his tummy. your legs gave out and you stumbled, falling forward onto his chest. "i-i'm sorry.” your face was burning red as you looked to the side, face flushing as you felt his cum start to leak out of your pussy and onto his pelvis where you sat.
when tsukishima felt you fall on him, it made him let out a light laugh. "it's okay baby... i really enjoyed myself, and you liked this too, right? you wouldn't have acted like that if you didn't.” he was breathless, and he pulled you closer to his warm body, making it so your faces were centimeters apart and you could feel his breaths ghost your mouth as you stared up at him.
"we can sleep like this, you know, if you want…” he pulled his glasses off and looked down at you, so close to him as he took in the sight that graced him. your skin was red, blushing, and covered in sweat as your shaky breaths stuttered. your hair was a tangled mess, and with your clothes now wrinkled, it looked like you just rolled out of a dumpster. but in his eyes, you were even more beautiful than before.
"b-but don't we have to go back to class in a while? lunch break should end in a bit if it isn’t already over…” you were staring into his eyes, the realization of what just happened settling in your mind as you started to panic.
"one more minute, pipsqueak?" he asked for a second more, as his arm snaked around your waist, tightening and making you pull even closer to him. "just one more minute, okay? this feels too good to move, i like this feeling too much to get up right now.”
he couldn't believe that the girl sitting atop him was practically his at that moment. the girl that he hated and picked on and quarreled with for years. the girl that he took in the car a week ago, feeling like a one-night stand that’s suddenly spreading into something more. this girl, she's mine.
your eyes started darting between the door and his own eyes that stared up at you. looking at his fucked out face and hearing his response definitely took you by surprise.
"i-i thought you wanted us to be a secret. t-that we weren't going to tell anyone else or do anything too dramatic. it’s going to look suspicious if both of us are missing at the same time once class starts, they're going to t-think..”
your voice caught, and you couldn't figure out how you were feeling. you thought you had loved what the two of you had done while in the moment, but now it felt heavy in your head. you were definitely blessed that you were able to do this with him again, that he actually cared about you like that. but at the same time, you feared how others would react. how things might change, how the relationship between the two of you would be shifted and altered. everything was conflicting in your head and heart, and it was confusing.
"they can think whatever they want, baby. let them think i kidnapped you or something, i don't give a shit what they think. what i want is you, right now, on me. we are sleeping like this, it's my decision, and you can't do anything about it.” he kissed your forehead and squeezed you closer to him, implying he was done with the debate. he knew he was playing with you, messing with your feelings, but he didn't care. “you did like it, didn't you?”
“y-yeah" you whispered out.
he nodded his head before closing his eyes and shuffling into the carpeted floor, still squeezing you tight so you couldn't escape his hold. you could tell when he started to settle, his breaths slowing as he stopped moving. how could he be trying to sleep right now? you were going to be late, and you felt like this wasn't a good choice for either of you. but what could you do?
he began to fall asleep with you, right in the middle of the day, in the middle of the dirty floor of the karasuno volleyball club room. you had no choice but to subdue to his hold, your head on his chest, stuck in his tight grip. the more you thought of it to yourself, the more small tears slid from your eyes unwillingly, until you fell asleep with him on the rough floor of the club room.
a/n: one more chapter to go! it should be up by next week so prep for that 😝😘
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