Pairing: Yandere!Husband x Reader
Description: You don’t remember marrying Malcolm, but he remembers every version of you—and each time you try to leave, he brings you back. To be a good wife, he says, all you need to do is stay.
Warning/s: Yandere | Gaslighting | Memory Manipulation | Captivity | Non-consensual Surveillance | Emotional Abuse | Obsessive Behavior | Psychological Horror
Note/s: Heya! For those who have purchased Dark Roast so far, I'll be sending a better version once it's available. I can't provide the exact time, but in the future. ^^ Anyway, enjoy reading!
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The morning felt like any other—ordinary and mundane. You had kissed him goodbye like you always did, the scent of his cologne lingering long after the door clicked shut. His touch stayed too, warm and possessive as he cupped your cheek, his thumb brushing the hollow beneath your eye, pausing there just a moment too long.
“Be good, love,” Malcolm murmured, voice low and smooth, velvet laced with iron. There was a sweetness in it. But also, a quiet command, like the smile that never quite reached his eyes.
“I will. I always am, darling,” you replied, automatic and soft. The words tasted familiar, worn from use, yet strange on your tongue. You loved him. At least… you believed you did. You had to. There was no reason not to. Not really.
He chuckled—a quiet, amused sound that always pulled a smile from you. You were trained to respond to it, like muscle memory. “I know. But still. Behave, alright?”
You nodded. “Of course. I’ll see you tonight.”
And just like that, he was gone. The silence that followed felt deeper than usual. The house swallowed him whole, leaving only you behind.
You wandered through the quiet halls, trying to shake the feeling that had started to gnaw at the back of your mind. You were often like this lately—adrift, grasping at something you couldn’t quite name. He told you it was nothing. That it was normal, considering the accident. That your memory would return in time.
Except… it hadn’t.
You couldn’t remember the day you married him. Or the way you’d met. Or why you sometimes woke up gasping in the dark, drenched in sweat, your throat raw like you’d screamed your voice away. You’d asked him once. He had smiled and kissed your forehead, whispering, “Some memories are best left buried.”
That day, the weight in your chest didn’t go away.
It was there again now, heavy and suffocating, like invisible fingers tightening around your lungs.
You wandered to the bedroom—your bedroom. Or so he said. You barely remembered how to navigate the house without thinking. But your body moved on its own. Habit. Routine. Familiarity programmed into your bones, even when your mind resisted.
The drawer in the corner of the room called to you. You didn’t mean to open it. Not at first. But your hands were already reaching for it before your thoughts caught up. The compulsion was too strong. Something inside you needed to know.
And when the drawer opened, you froze.
Photographs. Dozens. Maybe hundreds. All carefully arranged. All tucked neatly between delicate tissue paper, as if they were precious artifacts. At first, the faces didn’t register. Different hairstyles. Different expressions. Different clothes.
But the same eyes.
Your eyes.
They were all you.
Laughter frozen mid-breath. Smiles that never reached your eyes. Dresses you didn’t remember owning. Bruises you couldn’t place.
Some photos were newer. Others older. You recognized none of them, and yet they were undeniably you. A collage of versions—happy, scared, serene, desperate. But all of them shared one common trait: they were being watched. In each frame, subtly blurred in the background, a shadow lingered.
Him.
Sometimes only his hands were visible, placed possessively around your waist or brushing your hair. Other times, he was fully in frame—close, always too close—smiling with a calm, calculated gaze. The kind of smile that made your skin crawl now that you saw it from the outside.
A ribbon. A perfume bottle. A dried rose, still tied with a bow. A necklace—broken at the clasp. A fingernail. You didn’t know whether it was yours, and that uncertainty was the worst part.
And then, the flash drive. Sleek. Unmarked. Black as night.
Your hands moved like they weren’t your own. You crossed the room, plugged it in, and opened the file. A single video.
The screen flickered. Static.
And when it played, you saw a familiar face.
You.
You were strapped to a chair. No… a bed. Bare shoulders trembling, your mouth gagged, eyes wild with terror. You writhed against the restraints, muffled cries choking in your throat. You didn’t remember this. You didn’t remember this. But it was you.
Then came the voice. Soft. Steady.
His.
“You always try to leave, my love. But you never make it far.”
The camera panned slowly, almost lovingly, to reveal him sitting beside the frame. Calm. Smiling. Watching you.
“I’m not angry,” he continued. “You don’t need to remember. You don’t need to understand. You just need to stay.”
He leaned closer to the lens, his eyes dark and glinting with something sharp beneath the surface.
“I’ve loved every version of you. Every time you run, I find you. And I bring you home.”
Your blood ran cold.
“I know you don’t remember. That’s alright. I’ll remind you. Over and over, if I have to.”
The screen flickered again. Another scene. Another you. This time crying. Another version screaming. Another begging. Another… smiling.
Each version more twisted than the last. You watched as he carefully recreated scenarios—like a director obsessed with a single actress. A thousand variations of the same obsession. A thousand attempts to preserve the perfect you.
You yanked the flash drive from the port, heart hammering. Your stomach churned, bile rising in your throat. You stumbled backward—
Knock knock.
A soft, deliberate sound.
You froze.
Another knock. Louder. Measured.
Your heart leapt into your throat. You turned to close the laptop, to hide everything—but you were too slow. The door creaked open.
And there he stood.
Framed in the hallway light, still in his work clothes, tie loosened, his smile too pleasant to be real.
“Love?” he called gently. “What are you doing?”
You swallowed hard, pulse racing. “I-I was just… cleaning.”
He took a step in. Then another. The door shut behind him with a quiet click.
“You never clean in here.”
You couldn’t speak. Couldn’t breathe.
He stopped behind you, his presence a wall of heat and silence. You felt his breath on your neck. Then his hand on your shoulder, light as a feather.
“You opened the drawer, didn’t you?”
You said nothing. But the tremble in your body gave you away.
He leaned in, lips grazing your ear.
“You always open the drawer eventually.”
Your blood turned to ice.
“How many times has it been, hmm?” he whispered. “Seven? Eight? I lose count. Each time you forget, and each time you find your way back. And I… I get to fall in love with you all over again.”
You whimpered, the sound dying in your throat. His hand stroked your hair with practiced gentleness.
“It’s okay,” he said sweetly. “We’ll start over. Again. Just like before. I’ll fix everything.”
You tried to move, but he tightened his grip. That same voice, that same gentle cadence, coiled around you like barbed wire.
“You’re mine, love. You’ve always been mine.”
And this time, you weren’t sure you’d ever escape.
Pairing: Yandere!Farmer x City Girl!Reader
Description: Isaiah, a farmer with a quiet intensity, becomes an unsettling presence in your life after a chance encounter. What starts as neighborly kindness spirals into a chilling tale of control and obsession, leaving you trapped in a nightmare you never saw coming.
Warning/s: Yandere | Psychological Manipulation | Obsession | Emotional Coercion | Stalking | Non-consensual Confinement | Forced Domesticity | Dubious Consent | Threats | Intimidation | Mild Physical Violence | Implied Babytrapping
Note: I tried to make the reader bratty in the drafts but it doesn't feel right T^T I don't know if the anon who requested this is still lurking here or not, but enjoy! Also, join the taglist by clicking this link! (My interview ended few minutes ago. My brain is toasted af. T^T)
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You’d only been in town for five days, and already you were part of the scenery at Gracie’s Diner.
It wasn’t glamorous, but it was honest work. You didn’t mind the grease that clung to your skin, the clatter of dishes, or the sting in your legs after double shifts. What mattered was that you were earning your keep—paying your bills, fixing up the wreck of a farmhouse your mother left behind, and doing it all without help.
You weren’t here to be rescued.
“You sure you’re not overworking yourself, sweetheart?” Gracie asked as you refilled the sugar jars. She was a woman who wore her sarcasm and worry with the same ease as her eyeliner.
“I’m fine,” you said with a smile, rolling your sleeves up higher. “Gotta pay for a new water heater somehow. Thing practically screamed when I tried to shower this morning.”
“Thought your neighbor offered to help with all that?”
You stiffened.
You remembered him well. Isaiah. The farmer with shoulders like barn doors and calloused hands that looked like they could crush rock. He came to welcome you on your first day with a crate of eggs and a bashful smile. In return, you gave him a plate of spaghetti you made that night, more out of politeness than interest.
You hadn't realized the way his eyes lingered as you handed him that plate.
That in his mind, that gesture sealed a bond deeper than you’d ever intended.
“I told him I had it under control,” you said simply.
Gracie gave you a look. “I know you city girls are all about that independence. Just be careful. Some men ‘round here get ideas.”
You laughed softly. “I can take care of myself.”
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Your shifts were long. The tips were modest. And the farmhouse was stubborn in its disrepair. But you were managing.
Until your truck died.
You were halfway down the lonely road toward your house after closing the diner when the engine sputtered and gave out. No signal. No cars. Nothing but the humming of bugs and the distant rustle of trees.
You grabbed your backpack and kicked the tire, muttering curses.
Then headlights pierced the dark.
Isaiah pulled up beside you, leaned out the window with a smile that looked just a bit too pleased.
“Well, now. Looks like you need a hand.”
You blinked. “Yeah… my truck just—stopped. No warning. Can I get a lift home?”
“Of course,” he said smoothly. “Was just headin’ back from drinks with the boys.”
You got in.
The silence stretched as you talked. You were tired, but adrenaline kept you going. You talked about the renovations, your job at the diner, your plans to eventually turn the farmhouse into something self-sustaining. You didn’t notice the silence behind the wheel. Not really.
“I just think women shouldn’t have to rely on anyone,” you said, stretching. “It’s freeing, you know? To build something yourself.”
His hands clenched the steering wheel.
You didn't notice.
But he did.
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Three days later, the farmhouse was broken into.
You came home after your shift and found everything ransacked. Nothing stolen—just destruction. Dishes shattered. Curtains torn. Couch cushions ripped open like animals had clawed them apart. Your knees gave out. You screamed.
Isaiah arrived before the sheriff.
“Jesus,” he said, crouching beside you. “You alright? You’re shaking.”
“I—yeah—I think—” You gasped. “They didn’t take anything. Just trashed it.”
“No way you’re sleeping here tonight,” he said. “Door’s broken. You’re vulnerable.”
“I’ll go to a motel—”
“They’re all booked for the rodeo this week,” he interrupted gently. “Look, I’ve got a guest room. Just for a night or two.”
You didn’t want to. But your nerves were shot, and there was nowhere else to go.
“Just a night,” you agreed, voice hollow.
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Isaiah’s house was too perfect.
Pristine. Polished floors. Dishes stacked in neat rows. A faint floral scent lingered—lavender, maybe.
“Bathroom’s down the hall. Towels are clean. I’ll get the bed ready,” he said, walking away with your overnight bag like it already belonged there.
You spotted a mug on the counter with your name on it. Painted in soft pastel blue.
“You… had this?”
He smiled. “Felt right. Made it when I heard you took the old place.”
You tried to joke. “That’s… thoughtful.”
He smiled wider.
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You tried to offer him money the next morning, after breakfast. Scrambled eggs. Homemade biscuits. Too good.
“Don’t insult me,” he said quietly. “Just help out around the house, alright? You’re already doing so much.”
So you did. You swept. Cleaned. Cooked dinner once or twice. Anything to repay him for the roof over your head while you called contractors and scraped together the funds for repairs.
But the contractors never called back.
Your calls went unanswered.
The mechanic said your truck was totaled.
You didn’t realize someone else had made sure of that.
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It was a week later when you heard Isaiah on the phone.
The kettle had just started to scream when his voice reached you from down the hall, muffled but distinct. You weren’t trying to eavesdrop—not really—but something in his tone made your body freeze.
“…No, she hasn’t figured it out yet. Sweet thing still thinks this is charity.”
A low chuckle.
“I’ve been teaching her… slowly. She’s adjusting.”
A pause. His voice dropped lower.
“Not yet. But soon.”
You stood there for a second too long. Long enough for the kettle to whistle sharply, loud enough to cover the sound of the ceramic mug slipping from your hands and smashing against the floor.
The tea scalded your bare feet. You barely felt it.
Your breath hitched in your throat as his voice stopped mid-sentence. The sudden silence on his end was deafening.
You moved.
Bolted.
You didn’t think—just acted. Your legs carried you on instinct, slipping on the wet floor, catching yourself against the wall, fingers fumbling for balance. The hallway felt longer than usual. Your vision tunneled, the walls squeezing closer with every second.
You reached the back door.
Unlatched.
Unlocked.
Hope surged in your chest so violently it made you gasp.
You wrenched it open.
Cool air hit your face, the smell of soil and pine and freedom burning in your lungs. You were halfway out—one foot in the grass, fingers scraping the edge of the doorway—
And then a hand, large and brutal, slammed the door shut.
With you halfway through it.
You screamed.
The edge of the frame cracked against your ribs as Isaiah yanked you backward, one arm wrapping tight across your waist, lifting you as if you weighed nothing. You kicked, flailed, clawed at his skin, but he held you firm—an immovable wall of muscle and determination.
“I knew you’d run,” he muttered, breath hot against your ear. His voice had lost the syrupy sweetness he wore like a mask. Now it was raw, cracked, and furious. “Ungrateful little thing.”
He turned, carrying you effortlessly despite your thrashing.
“I’ve done everything for you. Gave you safety. Gave you warmth. A home.”
He slammed the door behind you both with his boot, the echo like a gunshot.
You fought harder.
“I was gonna ease you into it,” he snarled, dragging you past the kitchen. “Let you feel like you chose this. But you just had to snoop, didn’t you?”
He didn’t take you to the guest room.
He took you down the hall, past the door you’d never seen open. The one that was always locked.
He kicked it in.
And there it was.
The cradle. A handmade wooden crib, nestled in the center of a room painted in soft yellows and sage green. The mobile above it spun slowly, creaking on its hinges, casting distorted shadows across the walls.
Everything smelled like baby powder and lavender and something far too clean.
Your stomach turned.
“No—no, let me go—!”
“You’re mine,” Isaiah hissed, slamming the door shut behind you. He twisted the lock before pressing you against it, pinning you there with the full weight of his body. “You fed me that day. You smiled. You looked at me like I mattered. What the hell did you think that meant, huh?”
You shook your head, tears blurring your vision. “It was just dinner—it didn’t mean anything—”
“It meant everything,” he growled, gripping your chin so hard it ached. “It was a promise. A bond. You gave yourself to me when you fed me. You just didn’t know it yet.”
You whimpered as his hand dropped to your hip, then your wrist, guiding you toward the crib with terrifying tenderness.
“You’ll see. You don’t need that diner. You don’t need money or dreams or whatever garbage you believe in. You need me. You need this.”
He pressed your palm flat against the cradle’s wooden edge.
“You need to understand your place, wife.”
You sobbed, body trembling, but there was no more strength left to fight.
His voice dipped lower, reverent and sickeningly soft.
“…And maybe it’s time you give me what I’ve waited for.”
The first time you met him, it was orchestrated down to the second. The coffee shop was crowded, your friends chattering about mundane things as you calculated the perfect angle, the perfect timing. When you stood up, your shoulder brushed against his, and the steaming coffee in his hand tilted—just enough to spill onto his crisp white shirt.
"Oh no! I'm so sorry!" you gasped, reaching for your handkerchief before he could react.
His brows knitted in irritation, lips parting as if to reprimand you, but you were already pressing the soft cloth against his chest, dabbing away the stain with delicate, practiced strokes. Your fingers lingered longer than necessary, feeling the warmth of his body beneath the fabric. Your heartbeat quickened—not out of guilt, but from the thrill of touching him so intimately within minutes of meeting.
He exhaled sharply, eyes narrowing. "It's fine."
But you didn't stop, not yet. "Please, let me make it up to you," you insisted, tilting your head just right, voice honeyed with remorse and something else—something darker. "I can buy you another coffee?"
He studied you then, his annoyance melting into something more calculative. A smirk ghosted over his lips. "That won’t be necessary." He took your handkerchief from your grasp, fingers grazing yours as he folded it neatly. "But I’ll hold onto this. A little collateral, in case you owe me later."
Oh, he was good.
You returned to your table, heart pounding—not from nerves, but from the thrill of setting things into motion. Your friend Lucas raised an eyebrow, sipping his iced coffee. "That was… convenient."
"What was?" you asked innocently, stirring your drink.
"Come on," Lucas scoffed. "You’re usually so careful. And you just happened to spill coffee on one of the most well-dressed men in this place?" He smirked, leaning back. "Was he your type or something?"
You shrugged, feigning indifference. "I don’t know what you’re talking about."
Your other friend, Mia, giggled. "Well, he was ridiculously handsome. And rich, judging by that watch. I mean, if you’re going to bump into someone, might as well be a catch."
Lucas rolled his eyes. "You do realize he was totally onto you, right? He took your handkerchief like he’s keeping a receipt."
Your lips curled slightly. "Good."
The second time, you hadn’t expected to see him so soon, but you'd hoped. Your friend—a harmless pawn—had invited you to dinner at a high-end restaurant, and you'd chosen a table strategically. Back-to-back with him, close enough that you could hear the soft murmur of his voice. Close enough that he could hear yours.
And so, you spoke just a little louder than usual, laughing at your friend’s jokes, letting your voice drip with sweetness as you addressed Lucas by name. It worked. Halfway through your meal, you felt the weight of his gaze. When you turned your head slightly, you caught the way his fingers tapped against his glass, how his eyes darkened when he noticed the man across from you.
He hadn’t planned on running into you tonight. But now that you were here, now that you were seated so casually with another man, he found himself amused.
And irritated.
Lucas leaned in slightly, lowering his voice. "You know he’s listening, right? He hasn’t touched his food since we sat down."
You feigned surprise. "Who?"
"The guy from the café. The one you so conveniently ‘bumped into.’" Lucas’s eyes flicked toward the table behind you. "He keeps glancing this way."
You twirled your wine glass between your fingers, suppressing a smile. "Does that bother you?"
Lucas scoffed. "I just don’t like the way he’s looking at you. Feels… possessive. Like he already knows something the rest of us don’t."
Interesting.
His phone buzzed, a reminder of an impending meeting, but he dismissed it. Instead, he swirled the wine in his glass, contemplating. He had wanted to take his time, let things unfold naturally, but seeing you so soon—so radiant, so close yet untouchable—he realized he wanted more control.
So he arranged it. The perfect excuse to bring you into his world, to bind you to him without raising suspicion.
The job posting appeared three days later, an opening for a personal assistant to the CEO. Not a secretary. Not an assistant manager. A position that would place you right next to him at all times.
And, as he'd expected, you applied.
The moment you stepped into his office, he leaned back in his chair, watching you with open amusement. "Imagine my surprise when I saw your name among the applicants."
You feigned innocence, your smile demure. "It’s a wonderful opportunity, Mr. Veltre."
Cassian Veltre.
His lips twitched. "Is it?" He gestured for you to sit, his gaze never leaving yours. "You seem… overqualified for the position."
"And yet, you're interviewing me."
A chuckle rumbled from his chest. "I suppose I am. Tell me, what made you apply?"
You folded your hands neatly on your lap, meeting his gaze with unwavering confidence. "I've always admired this company. I think working under someone as accomplished as you would be an invaluable experience."
He hummed, amusement flickering in his eyes. "Flattery? So soon? You’re not even hired yet."
You tilted your head, feigning surprise. "Flattery? I thought I was simply stating a fact."
His expression darkened, intrigued. "I see. And tell me… would you be willing to dedicate yourself fully to this job? It’s demanding. Requires constant presence. Close proximity."
You leaned forward slightly, mirroring his intensity. "I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t ready for that."
His grip on control tightened, his heartbeat a fraction faster.
description: The world adored Amos, lost in his songs of love and devotion. But you knew the truth—those songs weren’t for them. They were for you, a warning wrapped in melody, a promise you’d never escape.
note: this has been sitting in my drafts for months now. still a rough draft, but enjoy!
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The flickering light of the television was the only thing illuminating the room, casting ghostly shadows against the walls.
The voices from the screen felt distant, their words barely registering through the ringing in your ears. Your breath came in shallow gasps as you sat curled on the floor, your arms wrapped around your trembling legs. The scent of him clung to your skin, suffocating, inescapable. It was always like this after he touched you. After he took what he believed was his.
“She was always so full of life,” your mother’s voice trembled from the television. “Always smiling. She’d light up a room just by being in it.”
Your stomach twisted. The sound of her broken sobs sent cracks through the fragile walls of your mind, the ones you built to survive. Your father was next, his voice thick with emotion. “We just want her to come home. Please, if anyone knows anything—”
Home. The word felt foreign now. The concept of freedom, of escaping this hell, had become a distant dream. But hearing them plead, seeing their pain, reignited something in you. A fire that had long since dimmed.
The creak of the door snapped you back to reality. You held your breath, your body going rigid as the maid stepped inside, head bowed. She never spoke, never made eye contact. Just did her job, an obedient little servant to the monster who owned you.
She set down the tray of food, but something was different this time. The door. It didn’t close all the way.
Your pulse pounded in your ears. Was this a mistake? A sliver of hope lodged itself in your throat, choking you. You didn’t think. You moved.
Every step was agony. Your legs trembled, weak from nights spent beneath him, from the weight of your misery. But you pushed forward, dragging yourself through the half-open door, into the darkness beyond.
The hallway was empty. No guards. No locked doors.
Run.
You staggered forward, ignoring the sharp pain in your knees as you stumbled. Your bare feet barely made a sound against the cold floor. The air smelled different out here. Less like him. More like possibility.
Then you heard it.
His voice.
It came from the television in the next room.
“Every song I write comes from something deeply personal,” Amos said, his voice smooth, practiced. “Love. Obsession. Devotion.”
You nearly collapsed. It was live. He was far away. This was your chance.
Your hands fumbled against the door leading outside. It was unlocked. A sob of relief bubbled in your throat. You pushed it open, stepping into the cool night air. The wind kissed your damp skin, and for the first time in forever, you felt like you could breathe.
Then a pair of arms wrapped around your waist, yanking you back.
A scream tore from your throat, raw and desperate. You kicked, thrashed, but he was stronger. He always was.
“Going somewhere, darling?” His voice was a whisper against your ear, amused, cruel. The same voice that had just been speaking on national television.
“No,” you whimpered, shaking your head, as if denial could rewrite reality. “No, you’re not—you were just—”
His chuckle sent ice through your veins. “Oh, sweetheart.” He turned you in his grasp, forcing you to look up at him. “Did you really think I’d ever leave you alone?”
The world tilted as he lifted you effortlessly, throwing you over his shoulder like a ragdoll. The house swallowed you whole once more, the door slamming shut behind you.
He carried you through the halls, back to your cage. Back to where you belonged.
“You never learn,” he mused, as if scolding a naughty child. “But that’s okay. We have all the time in the world.”
You sobbed against his back, fists pounding weakly against him. “Please, Amos. Please let me go.”
He set you down inside the bedroom, his hands firm on your shoulders. His eyes gleamed in the dim light, a predator savoring his prey. “Why would I do that,” he murmured, brushing his knuckles against your tear-streaked cheek, “when I’m so close to making sure you never try to leave me again?”
note: i miss writing something for yandere hotline.
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The office is nearly empty at this hour. Only a handful of agents work the late-night shift, and most of them are stationed in separate rooms. Fewer employees mean fewer distractions, and fewer distractions mean higher pay. It’s the trade-off for working at 2 AM, for willingly isolating yourself in a job where disappearances are just another workplace hazard. But the money is good—too good to pass up. And so, you endure.
“And that’s why you’re the only one for me, darling! You get it, right?”
You force a bright laugh, leaning back in your chair as you twirl a pen between your fingers. “Of course, of course. You’re very… devoted.”
The caller on the other end giggles, their voice laced with exaggerated glee. “Right? Ugh, I wish I could just scoop you up and keep you forever!”
Fake.
Like so many others, their words lack the weight of true obsession. You’ve handled enough calls to tell the difference. The ones who call the Yandere Hotline for fun—playing pretend, enjoying the fantasy—are harmless. It’s the real ones you should fear. But, strangely, you never seem to get those.
“Unfortunately, our time is up,” you say, glancing at the timer on your screen. “Thank you for calling.”
“Aww, already? Well, I’ll call again soon, my love! Mwah!”
The line goes dead. You exhale, rolling your shoulders as the weight of another empty interaction slips off of you. The pay is good, but the work is draining. Playing the role of someone’s darling for hours on end wears at you in ways you don’t want to acknowledge. It’s why you’ve been looking for a way out.
You minimize the call interface and pull up the job listings you were browsing earlier. Nothing great. Mostly low-paying positions that won’t cover your expenses. Still, anything is better than this place. The way management ignores the disappearances. The way you feel eyes on you even when you’re alone. The way—
Your headset beeps. A new call. No caller ID.
Your stomach tightens.
You hesitate for just a second before answering. “Hello, and thank you for calling the Yandere Hotline. Who am I speaking with today?”
Silence.
Then, a soft sigh crackles through the line. “You’re still here.”
The voice sends an odd shiver through you. Familiar. Low, smooth, and intimate in a way that makes your skin prickle. You shift in your chair, eyes flickering toward the CCTV camera in the corner. The red light glows steadily, watching.
“I thought you’d be gone by now,” the caller continues, voice lined with something almost… relieved. “I saw what you were searching for.”
Your breath stills. The job listings. The open tabs on your screen.
He knows.
“I—I don’t know what you mean.”
A soft chuckle, almost sad. “Don’t do that. Don’t lie to me.”
Your fingers tremble over the keyboard. There’s no flagging system, no way to report calls. The company doesn’t care what happens to you, as long as you keep answering. The only way out is to leave, but even that feels impossible now.
“I get it, you know,” the caller—no, Elias—continues. His voice is so gentle, so coaxing, like he’s trying to soothe a frightened animal. “You need money. You need stability. I understand. That’s why I’ve been helping.”
You swallow hard. “Helping?”
“I’ve been keeping you safe,” Elias murmurs. “Blocking the real ones. Letting the fakes through. They can pretend all they want, but they’re harmless. I made sure of that. I made sure you only had to deal with the easy ones.”
Your heart pounds. The rerouted calls. The strange drop-offs. The fact that you never—never—get the ones who are truly dangerous. It all makes sense now.
“How?” you whisper.
“I have access to the system,” Elias admits. “I wasn’t going to interfere at first. I was going to take down this whole disgusting place. But then… I heard you.”
His breathing stutters, as if just remembering that moment is too much. “I found you.”
Your mouth goes dry. He’s been there all along. Watching from the other side of the line. Pulling strings. Keeping you in a controlled bubble, away from those who would actually take you.
And now, you’re trying to leave it.
“I tried to be good,” he says, voice shaking. “I thought I could just listen. Protect you from afar. But you’re slipping away from me.”
A pause. A raw, desperate inhale.
“Please don’t leave.”
His voice is barely above a whisper now, reverent, pleading. “You don’t understand what it’s like for me. Knowing you’re there, but not being able to reach you. Not being able to hold you. I can’t—” He cuts off, his breath coming ragged. “I don’t want to do anything extreme. But if you go… if you disappear from me, I won’t have a choice.”
Your fingers curl into a fist. “You wouldn’t.”
Silence.
Then, so soft you almost miss it—
“Try me.”
A sharp shiver races down your spine. You glance toward the CCTV camera again, half-expecting something—someone—to be standing beneath it. But there’s nothing. Just the blinking red light.
Elias exhales shakily. “Say my name again.”
You hadn’t even realized you said it. But now, the air between you feels heavier, thick with something suffocating.
The line crackles.
“I could make it so no one else gets to hear you.”
The line hisses, the static thickening like something alive, slithering into your ears. The light on the CCTV flickers once. Twice.
Then, for the first time, it turns off.
And the screen of your computer—your only tether to the outside world—goes black.
A new message appears.
LOOK BEHIND YOU.
The office lights flicker—then cut out entirely.
The room plunges into darkness, the only glow coming from your now-useless monitor. Your breath catches, ears straining for any sound beyond the hum of the dead air.
A faint creak.
The hairs on the back of your neck rise.
Shadows shift against the dim glow of your screen. There shouldn't be anyone here. You're the only one working this late—
Then, the dim reflection on your blacked-out monitor shifts.
A shape. A figure standing just behind your chair.
Pairing: Yandere Boyfriend × Reader
Description: You thought Iori’s love was safe—until you tried to leave and realized you were never free to begin with.
Warnings: Yandere | Psychological Horror | Manipulation | Isolation | Coercion | Gaslighting | Power Imbalance | Stalking | Obsessive Behavior | Emotional Manipulation | Mild Threats | Intimidation | Implied Non-Con/Dub-Con | Unreliable Narrator
Note: This one's been sitting in my drafts since last December. Was planning to release it before New Year but... hehe... anyway, didn’t remove my OG note. 🤣 ALSO! I'm not busy yet so, hello! Hahahahaha! ENJOY!
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Iori Ishimoto was your boyfriend.
The perfect one, at first.
A man so impossibly kind, so utterly devoted, that it seemed like the universe had crafted him just for you. He was attentive in ways no one else had ever been, watching you with a quiet, unwavering focus that made you feel seen. Cherished. Safe.
At least, that’s what you had believed.
You used to think his devotion was something tender, something precious—how he memorized your coffee order after the first date, how he always pulled you closer on crowded sidewalks, how he texted good morning and good night without fail. He paid attention. To the little things, the fleeting moments. If you sighed after a long day, he already knew what to say to make you smile. If you shivered, his jacket was already around your shoulders before you could even register the cold.
At first, it had been sweet. Then, it became inescapable.
Three months into the relationship, the world around you began to shrink.
At first, it was just your friends cancelling on plans—apologies sent in rushed texts, one after the other, until it became a pattern too obvious to ignore. Then, it was Iori’s misfortunes, so conveniently timed. He would get injured, sick, called away for an emergency right when you were supposed to meet someone.
At first, you dismissed it as coincidence.
But coincidences don’t happen every time.
And so, you tested it.
You didn’t tell him about the next meetup.
Left your phone at home, used cash instead of your card, picked a small café off the beaten path—one he’d never taken you to, one you’d never mentioned before.
And for the first time in months, you felt free.
The café was quiet, filled with the rich aroma of coffee and warm pastries, the soft hum of conversations blending into the background. The familiarity of your friends’ faces brought a deep, forgotten sense of normalcy, of comfort.
But that comfort lasted only a few fleeting minutes.
Something was off.
You noticed it in the way your friends hugged you—warm, but stiff, their hands lingering on your shoulders a second too long, as if checking for something. Their smiles didn’t reach their eyes. They kept glancing at each other, communicating in small, unspoken gestures, their voices light but their shoulders tense.
Then there was Gio.
He sat beside you, close, but not in the way a friend usually would. It was protective. Guarded. His fingers trembled slightly as he reached for his glass of iced tea, his other hand sliding under the table.
A crumpled napkin pressed into your palm.
Confused, you smoothed it out beneath the table.
Your breath caught.
"Don't look behind you. He's in the café."
A chill crawled up your spine.
You swallowed hard, hands suddenly clammy against the paper.
The urge to turn around was overwhelming. The weight of unseen eyes pressed against your back, an unnatural heaviness in the air making it hard to breathe.
Your grip on the napkin tightened.
He was here.
He had always been here.
Gio’s voice was barely a whisper, drowned out by the forced conversation around you. "Are you sure about staying with him?"
Your fingers curled tighter around the napkin.
Iori was kind to you. Gentle. He had never raised his voice, never hurt you. But still, something dark and nameless slithered beneath your skin, something that had been growing for months but had never fully taken shape until now.
"You don't have to stay," Gio murmured. "If things ever—" He exhaled sharply. "If things ever get bad, call me. Call any of us. We'll come for you."
The words should have comforted you.
But instead, they felt like a warning.
And then—
A hand brushed against your shoulder.
You flinched.
One of your friends laughed, the sound loud, abrupt—too forced. A distraction. A diversion. You knew it before you even heard his voice.
"Hey," Iori greeted warmly.
The world around you dimmed.
Slowly, carefully, you turned.
He was smiling.
Calm. Casual. Like this was any other day, like he had just happened to find you here by chance. His dark eyes met yours, unreadable, unwavering.
"I thought you were home today," he said softly.
Your pulse was a deafening roar in your ears.
"I—" The lie caught in your throat, sticky and suffocating.
Iori tilted his head, expression unreadable. Then, without breaking eye contact, he reached out and plucked the napkin from your hands.
Unfolded it.
Read it.
The smile never left his face.
But his fingers curled slowly around the paper, crumpling it again.
For a moment, everything was too quiet.
Then he chuckled. "You always were easily spooked."
The tension shattered with the ease of his voice, like glass breaking in slow motion.
And just like that, the moment passed.
Your friends forced laughter. Someone made a joke. You smiled, pretended.
And yet, when Iori placed a hand on your back, guiding you out of the café, you didn’t resist.
Didn’t even try.
Because somehow, you knew—
It was already too late.
⋅ ─ ✧ ─ ⋅
You shouldn't have lied when he asked about your day.
Iori had already known. He had always known.
The last thing you remembered was dinner—the soft clink of silverware, the rich taste of wine, the warmth spreading through your body.
Then—nothing.
When you woke, everything was soft. The sheets smelled of fresh linen, the room quiet, dimly lit.
But your body ached.
A deep, lingering soreness, as if you hadn’t moved in days.
Iori sat beside you, fingers idly threading through your hair.
"The pests wouldn’t stop calling," he murmured, his voice light, casual. "So I had to block them all."
Your throat was dry.
He turned your phone over in his palm, watching you. "Oh, and your mother called. She was surprised to hear about me."
The words sent a deep, suffocating dread curling around your ribs.
"You never mentioned me to them." His fingers smoothed over your cheek, deceptively tender. "Are you ashamed of me?"
You swallowed.
"Or..." His grip tightened, fingers curling into your hair.
A sharp pull.
Your gasp barely escaped before his hand yanked your head back, forcing you to meet his gaze.
"Are you afraid of me?"
Your breath shuddered out. His eyes searched yours, waiting. Watching.
Then, after a long moment, he released you.
"I’ll let this pass," he murmured, smoothing your hair back into place. "This time."
Your entire body trembled.
"But there won’t be a next time."
You nodded frantically, a pathetic, desperate movement.
Iori smiled.
"We're visiting your family this weekend," he continued, as if nothing had happened. "I’ll prepare everything for you. As usual."
And deep down, you knew—
You would never truly leave him again.
⋅ ─ ✧ ─ ⋅
The drive to your family home was quiet.
Too quiet.
Iori’s hands rested easily on the steering wheel, his posture relaxed as if nothing had happened. As if he hadn’t drugged you. As if he hadn’t pulled your hair back so hard you had to check for bruising at the base of your skull.
He hummed softly, the tune familiar but distant, like something you’d once heard in a dream. The world outside the window blurred past—gray skies, passing cars, the skeletal remains of trees shedding their leaves in the cold.
You didn’t speak.
Neither did he.
But every now and then, his fingers reached across the console to brush against yours.
A gentle, lingering touch.
A reminder.
Your stomach twisted, nausea curling deep in your gut.
You had considered running.
Last night, when he finally fell asleep beside you, you had shifted your aching body to the edge of the bed, inch by inch. His breath had been slow and steady, his warmth suffocating against your side. If you could just make it to the door—
But then his hand had curled around your wrist, fingers tightening.
Even in his sleep, he didn’t let you go.
And in that moment, you had known.
There was no escaping him.
Not now.
Not ever.
The car slowed as he turned onto the familiar street of your childhood home. The sight of it—warm light spilling through the windows, the faint outline of your mother in the kitchen—should have comforted you.
Instead, it made the air in your lungs feel like lead.
Iori parked the car, put it in park, and turned to you. His dark eyes softened, his lips curving into something affectionate.
"Ready, sweetheart?"
You forced a nod.
He leaned in, pressing a kiss to your temple, his breath warm against your skin.
"Good girl."
The words made your stomach churn.
You stepped out of the car, legs stiff, body tense.
The moment the front door opened, your mother beamed, wiping her hands on her apron before pulling you into a tight hug. "Oh, sweetie! It’s been so long!"
Her embrace should have felt safe. Should have felt like home.
But all you could feel was Iori’s presence behind you.
Standing close. Watching.
His hand found the small of your back, warm and claiming.
Your mother’s attention shifted, her eyes lighting up as she turned to him. "And this must be Iori!"
He smiled—charming, polite, the perfect son-in-law.
"Thank you for having me, ma’am," he said smoothly, bowing his head slightly. "It’s an honor to finally meet you."
Your mother practically swooned. "Oh, you’re just lovely! Come in, come in! I was just finishing up in the kitchen. Your father is in the living room."
She ushered you both inside, the scent of roasted meat and warm spices thick in the air.
Iori's fingers never left your back.
You could feel them through the fabric of your sweater, tracing slow, absent patterns.
Possessive.
The living room was warm and familiar—framed family photos lining the walls, the soft hum of classical music playing from the radio. Your father sat in his usual chair, newspaper in hand.
He looked up, eyes narrowing slightly as he took in Iori. A brief pause. Then, with a small nod, he stood, extending a hand.
"You must be the boyfriend," he said gruffly.
Iori shook his hand, his grip firm but respectful. "It’s a pleasure to meet you, sir."
Your father grunted in approval before turning back to his paper.
Your mother, already smitten, pulled Iori toward the kitchen, gushing over how "handsome" he was and asking if he wanted tea.
You stayed in the doorway, fingers digging into the sleeves of your sweater.
Your father glanced at you over his paper, his brow furrowing slightly. "You okay, kid?"
The words nearly cracked something inside you.
Your lips parted. The truth sat heavy on your tongue, a leaden weight pressing against your ribs.
No.
I'm not okay.
Help me. Please, help me.
But then—
A shadow shifted in the corner of your vision.
You turned your head just enough to see Iori in the kitchen, talking with your mother, his posture relaxed.
And yet—
His gaze flicked to you.
Just for a second.
A brief, fleeting glance.
But it was enough.
Your throat closed.
Your fingers clenched tighter in your sleeves.
And the words never left your lips.
Instead, you forced a smile. "Yeah. Just tired from the drive."
Your father grunted again, already losing interest.
And just like that, the moment passed.
Dinner was a blur of laughter and conversation, your mother practically feeding Iori herself, gushing over how wonderful he was, how lucky you were to have found such a devoted man.
Iori played the part effortlessly.
He smiled at your mother’s jokes, answered your father’s questions with perfect humility, refilled your drink before you even realized it was empty.
And through it all, his hand never left yours.
Lacing your fingers together beneath the table.
Tight.
Restraining.
A reminder.
By the time dinner ended, the air felt thick, suffocating.
Your mother clapped her hands together, eyes twinkling. "Why don’t you show Iori your room while we clean up?"
The words sent a spike of cold terror through your spine.
Iori turned to you, his smile soft, expectant.
You forced a laugh. "Oh, that’s—uh—probably not necessary. Iori’s probably tired from the drive—"
"Nonsense," your mother said, waving a hand. "We wouldn’t want to overwhelm our guest!"
Your stomach churned.
Iori’s grip on your hand tightened ever so slightly.
"Come on, sweetheart," he murmured.
Your mother beamed.
And just like that, you knew.
There was no getting out of this.
Your legs felt heavy as you led him down the hallway, past framed childhood photos, past the memories of a life before him.
You opened the door to your room, stepping inside.
The second the door shut behind you—
His hands were on your hips.
His breath warm against your ear.
"You almost slipped," he murmured, voice light, teasing.
Your pulse pounded in your throat.
"I—"
His fingers trailed up your spine, slow, deliberate.
"But you didn’t," he praised, pressing a soft kiss just beneath your jaw. "Good girl."
Your stomach twisted violently.
His arms circled around you, pulling you against him, his chin resting atop your head.
"You belong with me," he whispered. "You know that, don’t you?"
You swallowed thickly.
He exhaled, content.
"Now," he murmured, "let’s practice what you’re going to say when they ask about us."
Your heart sank.
Because you already knew—
By the end of this night, whatever pieces of yourself you had left wouldn’t be yours anymore.
⋅ ─ ✧ ─ ⋅
You didn’t sleep that night.
The bed beneath you felt foreign, the childhood blankets that once brought you comfort now stifling, tangled around your legs like shackles. Iori’s warmth pressed against your back, his arm draped over your waist, his breath steady, unbothered.
You stayed still.
Motionless.
Even though every nerve in your body screamed at you to move.
Your parents were just down the hall. A locked door was the only thing keeping them from seeing what was really happening. You could run. You could scream.
But Iori’s fingers rested just over your ribs, his grip lax but ever-present. Even in sleep, he held on.
You had tried once before, after all.
The weight of that failure still ached in your bones.
The night stretched on, the darkness thick and suffocating. The faint glow from the streetlights cast long shadows against the walls, distorting the familiar childhood posters, twisting them into something sinister.
Time crawled.
You counted the hours by the distant chime of the grandfather clock downstairs. The whisper of wind against the window. The soft creak of the house settling.
Then—
A shift.
Iori’s fingers twitched against your side. His breath, once even, stuttered slightly before resuming its slow, measured pace.
Awake.
You knew it before he even moved.
His grip on your waist tightened—just enough for you to notice, just enough to remind you he knew you hadn’t slept either.
"Still awake, sweetheart?" His voice was soft, thick with sleep, his lips brushing against the back of your neck.
You swallowed hard.
A long pause. Then—
"I don’t blame you."
His fingers traced idle patterns against your stomach, slow, languid movements that sent a shudder crawling down your spine.
"It must be overwhelming, right?" His voice was gentle, affectionate. "Being back home. Seeing everyone."
His arm curled tighter around you, drawing you impossibly closer.
"But you’re not really home anymore, are you?"
Your body stiffened.
His lips pressed against your temple, slow, deliberate. "Your home is with me now."
Something cracked deep inside you.
And you hated that part of you that almost wanted to believe him.
The next morning was suffocating.
Your mother’s warmth, once comforting, now felt like a trap. She smiled so easily, beaming as she served breakfast, blissfully unaware of the noose tightening around your neck.
"Iori, dear, you have to try this!" She placed a plate in front of him, her eyes practically twinkling with delight. "This was always her favorite growing up!"
Iori chuckled, the sound light, natural. "Well, if it’s her favorite, then I’m sure I’ll love it."
Your stomach twisted.
Your mother wasn’t just charmed by him—she adored him. Every word from his lips was met with praise, every small courtesy met with gushing appreciation.
She had no idea.
No idea what he was.
No idea that you weren’t eating because of nausea, because the mere act of swallowing felt impossible under his watchful gaze.
"You two are just so adorable," your mother continued, pouring more tea into Iori’s cup. "I can tell how much he loves you."
The words sank into your skin like knives.
Iori turned to you then, his dark eyes soft, filled with something gentle—something manufactured.
"Of course I love her."
His hand found yours beneath the table, lacing his fingers through yours.
You couldn’t pull away.
Not here.
Not now.
He squeezed lightly, an encouragement.
Go on.
Say it back.
Your throat closed.
"She’s always been independent," your mother mused. "I worried she’d never find someone who truly understood her."
Iori’s smile didn’t waver. "She doesn’t have to do everything alone anymore."
There it was.
The final thread being cut.
Your mother—sweet, oblivious—nodded approvingly.
And just like that, you knew.
No one was coming to save you.
⋅ ─ ✧ ─ ⋅
The drive home stretched on, the silence between you thick and pressing, a weight that sat heavy on your chest. The hum of the engine was steady, unbroken, but each passing mile felt like another nail being driven into the coffin of your freedom.
Iori’s hand rested on your thigh, a steady presence, his fingers tracing slow, absentminded circles against your skin. He hadn’t spoken in a while, but he didn’t need to. His silence was calculated, deliberate—a leash wrapped around your throat, tightened just enough to remind you it was there.
Your family was behind you now. The warmth of your childhood home, the smell of your mother’s cooking, the feeling of safety that had once existed there—it was all gone. Or maybe it had never truly been there at all.
Because no one had seen it.
Not your mother, who had beamed at Iori like he was the best thing to ever happen to you. Not your father, whose watchful gaze had lingered, suspicious, but not enough to say anything. Not your friends, who had tried—who had warned you—but were now little more than distant voices blocked from your phone.
They had all let you leave with him.
And now, here you were, returning to the place you had once thought of as yours.
You swallowed hard, keeping your gaze fixed out the window, watching as the familiar city streets blurred past. The closer you got, the harder it became to breathe. The walls of your apartment—his apartment—were waiting for you. The locked doors. The carefully controlled world he had built around you, where every choice was his to make, every movement his to dictate.
"You did well today," Iori said suddenly, his voice smooth, warm, like the words were meant to soothe.
A chill crawled up your spine.
"You played your part beautifully," he continued, his fingers pressing just a little firmer against your thigh. "Your mother adores me now." A soft chuckle. "Not that I ever doubted she would."
You kept your mouth shut.
His thumb stroked your skin absently, a quiet, rhythmic motion. "And your father… well. He’s still watching, isn’t he?" Another laugh, quiet, amused. "But that’s alright. He’ll stop, eventually. They always do."
A lump formed in your throat.
You wanted to tell him he was wrong.
That your father wouldn’t stop watching. That he had seen something, even if he hadn’t said it aloud. That maybe—maybe—this wasn’t over yet.
But you knew better than to hope.
Iori never let anything slip from his control.
And if there was even the slightest chance of a problem—he would take care of it.
The realization settled in your bones, cold and heavy.
"You almost slipped up," he murmured, so casual, so easy, like he was commenting on the weather.
Your breath caught.
"You thought about saying something, didn’t you?"
The streetlights flickered through the windshield, painting his face in sharp shadows. You couldn’t see his expression fully, but you didn’t need to. You felt it.
Felt the weight of his eyes on you, waiting.
Judging.
Your stomach twisted, nausea curling in the back of your throat.
"I—I wasn’t going to," you managed, your voice hoarse.
Iori hummed, tilting his head slightly. "Mmm." A sound of consideration. Thoughtful. "You’re lying."
Your heart slammed against your ribs.
The fingers on your thigh tightened.
Just enough to make you flinch.
The car slowed slightly, a deliberate action, as if he was giving you time to think.
"You wouldn’t want to disappoint me, would you?"
There was no malice in his tone. No anger. Just soft, patient expectation.
A choice—one that wasn’t really a choice at all.
Your nails dug into your palms.
"No," you whispered.
The car accelerated again.
His grip on your thigh loosened, returning to slow, gentle strokes.
"That’s my girl."
The city grew closer, buildings towering, the streets narrowing as he turned onto the familiar road leading home.
Home.
The word felt foreign now.
The apartment complex loomed ahead, its windows dark and reflective, revealing nothing beyond the tinted glass. You used to find comfort in the sleek, modern structure, in the quiet anonymity of the place.
Now, it felt like a mausoleum.
Iori pulled into the garage, the overhead lights flickering as the car came to a smooth stop. He shifted into park, then turned to you fully, his gaze steady.
"We won’t be doing this again."
It wasn’t a question.
It wasn’t a warning.
It was a fact.
His fingers reached for your chin, tilting your face toward him. His touch was deceptively gentle, his thumb brushing over your lower lip, a ghost of a smile tugging at his own.
"Tell me you understand."
The breath in your lungs felt too thick. Your skin burned where he touched it, every fiber of your being screaming at you to run—fight—do something.
But you didn’t.
You nodded.
"I understand."
His lips curled, satisfied.
"Good girl."
A quiet click.
The car doors unlocked.
And somehow—
That sound was more terrifying than anything he had said.
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You never should have agreed
Not to this. Not to her
But how could you have refused when she knelt before you, trembling, tears streaming down her face in the middle of a crowded café? When she clutched your hands so tightly, nails digging into your skin, whispering desperate pleas between gasping sobs?
"Please—please, you’re the only one who can help me! I swear, I wouldn’t ask if I had any other choice!"
People stared. Some murmured, throwing you concerned glances, but none of them intervened. A young woman on her knees, clinging to her friend, begging—what kind of heartless person would turn her away?
You swallowed hard, shifting in your seat. "I—I don’t know, this is all so sudden—"
"I’ll pay you!" Her voice cracked, barely above a breath, but the way she gripped you, shaking, made it impossible to look away. "Whatever they’re offering, I’ll double it—I swear, just please, Y/N. Please."
This wasn’t like her. She had always been the strong one—bold, confident, the kind of woman who never showed weakness, never let the world see her cry. And yet here she was, breaking apart in front of you.
She must have noticed your hesitation because she let out a shuddering breath and lowered her head further, forehead nearly touching the floor. A humiliating position.
"Y/N…" Her voice wavered, raw with something fragile and breaking. "If you don’t help me, I’ll lose everything. My family, my life—" Her breath hitched. "They’ll take them away. I can’t—"
Your chest tightened.
You weren’t naïve. Something was terribly wrong.
And yet…
How could you say no?
Her words rattled inside your skull, each one heavier than the last. You could hear the raw desperation in her voice, see it in the way she trembled, fingers clutching at you like a lifeline.
Your mouth felt dry.
"What…what exactly do you need me to do?"
She lifted her head slightly, eyes red-rimmed and glistening with unshed tears. The relief that flashed across her face was almost immediate, as if she had been waiting—praying—for you to say those words.
"It’s just…" she swallowed, shaking her head. "It’s just taking care of someone. He’s sick, Y/N. His family needs someone to look after him, someone patient and kind. Someone I know I can trust."
Something about the way she said that sent a chill down your spine.
"And no one else can do it?"
Her expression crumbled, a soft whimper escaping her lips. "I—I was supposed to…but something happened. I can’t anymore, and if I refuse, they’ll—" Her hands clenched into fists. "They’ll take everything from me."
Her body shook as she exhaled sharply, fighting back another sob. People were still watching. You felt their gazes burning into you, some with pity, others with quiet judgment.
She had you cornered.
And she knew it.
You chewed the inside of your cheek, fingers tightening around your coffee cup. "...Where is he?"
"In the countryside. A private estate. You’ll be well-paid, I swear. More than you’ve ever made before. His family is…wealthy."
Something gnawed at the edges of your mind, a whisper of unease. But it was drowned out by the weight of her pleas, the sheer desperation laced into every word.
"I don’t know…"
She let out a quiet, shuddering breath and reached for your hand again. "Please, Y/N. Please."
Silence stretched between you.
Then, before you could fully process the words leaving your mouth—
"Okay."
The moment you agreed, her entire body slumped forward, a choked sob escaping her lips. "Thank you—thank you, Y/N, you don’t know what this means to me—"
But as she squeezed your hands, relief pouring from her in waves, you couldn’t shake the feeling that you had just made a terrible mistake.
You sat stiffly in the chair, hands folded neatly in your lap. The weight of Nicholas Sterling III’s gaze settled over you like a second skin—unseen, but impossible to ignore.
He was still watching you.
For a man as outwardly delicate as he appeared, his presence felt oppressive.
"You hesitated before coming," he murmured, tilting his head. "Why?"
You forced a small smile. "I just… wasn’t sure what to expect."
A quiet hum left him, something thoughtful. His fingers traced the rim of the porcelain teacup beside him, his movements slow, deliberate.
"And yet, you still came."
He said it like a certainty. A fact he had always known.
You nodded, unsure what else to say.
He exhaled softly, the corners of his lips twitching—not quite a smirk, but something close.
"You're kind," he repeated, as if reaffirming an observation he'd already made. "Too kind."
You frowned slightly.
"Why do you say that?"
Nicholas’ dark eyes didn’t waver.
"Because only a fool walks willingly into a wolf’s den."
The words sent a strange, cold sensation rippling down your spine.
You let out a small, nervous laugh, forcing some lightness into your tone. "I wasn’t aware I was walking into a wolf’s den."
"Most aren’t."
Silence stretched between you.
For a brief second, something unreadable flickered across his face. Then, as if a switch had flipped, his expression softened, and he let out a quiet, breathy chuckle.
"Forgive me," he said lightly, waving a hand. "I suppose my humor is a bit... unconventional."
Your shoulders loosened slightly, though the unease still lingered.
"It’s alright," you murmured. "I just wasn’t expecting it."
He smiled—small, polite, composed. "Not many do."
There was something unsettling about the way he said it, like he enjoyed the idea of catching people off guard.
You swallowed. "So… what exactly will my role here be?"
Nicholas’ eyes darkened.
"Everything."
The answer came too quickly. Too easily.
You blinked. "I—"
His lips twitched again, amusement dancing at the edges.
"I’ll need assistance with daily tasks," he elaborated smoothly. "Simple things—helping me dress, bringing me my meals, ensuring my space remains orderly."
That all seemed reasonable.
"And…" His fingers tapped absently against the armrest. "Your presence."
Your brows knit together. "My presence?"
Nicholas inhaled slowly, as if carefully choosing his next words.
"Being bedridden can be… lonely," he murmured. "And I find your company quite pleasant."
You didn’t know why that made you uneasy.
Maybe it was the way he was looking at you.
Maybe it was the certainty in his voice, like he had already decided you would stay.
You shifted slightly in your seat. "I’ll do my best to help however I can."
Nicholas' smile deepened, just barely.
"I know you will."
The next few days passed in a strange blur.
Nicholas wasn’t outwardly demanding, nor was he cruel. If anything, he was polite. Charming, even.
But there was something about him.
Something you couldn’t place.
He was always watching you.
Even when you weren’t looking, you could feel it—that subtle, unwavering weight of his attention.
And when you woke up one morning to find that the door to your room, which had never been locked before, suddenly wouldn’t budge—
That was when you knew something was very, very wrong.
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The first time you tried to run, you barely made it past the estate’s iron gates.
Nicholas had been asleep, or at least, you thought he was. His breathing had been even, his grip on your waist loose enough for you to slip away without waking him. You had to bite back a cry when your bare feet hit the cold marble floor, legs trembling as you tiptoed across the vast bedroom. The moonlight filtering through the sheer curtains cast eerie shadows against the walls, stretching the ornate carvings into something monstrous, something suffocating.
You reached the door, hands shaking as you twisted the knob as slowly as possible. The quiet click of the lock disengaging was deafening in the silence.
Don’t look back. Don’t think. Just move.
The hallway was empty. The security detail had been light that night, an oversight or maybe a twisted game on Nicholas’ part—dangling the illusion of freedom just within reach, just to see what you would do. You didn’t care. You bolted, heart pounding in your chest as you navigated the estate’s endless corridors.
Down the grand staircase. Past the dimly lit foyer. Through the kitchen, where the scent of something sweet and expensive still lingered in the air. The back entrance was just ahead. Almost there. Almost—
Strong arms wrapped around your waist, lifting you off your feet as if you weighed nothing. You screamed, a raw, desperate sound that was immediately swallowed by the darkness.
“Where do you think you’re going, sweetheart?”
Nicholas' voice was steady, almost amused, but there was something beneath it. Something dark. Something dangerous.
You thrashed in his grip, heels kicking against his shins. “Let me go! Please—”
“Shh.” His lips brushed against your ear, his breath warm against your skin. “You don’t want to wake the whole house, do you?”
You didn’t care. You wanted to wake them all. You wanted someone—anyone—to see you, to help you. But the only people who lived here were his. Loyal. Obedient.
Silent.
Nicholas sighed, as if you were an unruly child rather than a captive woman fighting for her life. “You know, I was hoping you wouldn’t do this. I really thought you were starting to understand.”
Your body trembled as he carried you back through the halls, his grip firm but careful, as if he were holding something precious.
When he reached the bedroom, he didn’t throw you onto the bed. He placed you down gently, brushing a tear from your cheek with his thumb. “I forgive you,” he murmured, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. “You were scared. Confused. But that’s okay. You’ll learn.”
His fingers trailed down your arm, stopping at your wrist. Before you could react, something cold and metallic clicked into place.
A shackle.
Thick, silver, attached to the headboard by a chain that rattled as you jerked against it.
Your eyes widened. “Nicholas—”
“Hush.” He tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear, smiling in that soft, patient way that made your stomach churn. “Go to sleep, sweetheart. You’ll feel better in the morning.”
And with that, he turned off the lights, crawling into bed beside you, draping an arm over your waist as if nothing had happened.
As if you hadn’t just tried to escape.
As if you weren’t chained to the bed like an animal.
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You lay rigid in his arms, your breath coming in shallow bursts as his words settled deep into your bones.
You’re not going anywhere now.
The weight of that truth pressed down on you, suffocating.
Nicholas exhaled, slow and patient, as if he could feel the way you trembled beneath him. His hand never moved from your stomach, palm warm, fingers splayed possessively over the barely-there swell. You weren’t even showing yet—had barely begun to grasp the reality yourself—but he had already claimed it.
Claimed you.
"You still don’t understand, do you?" His voice was gentle, but there was something dark beneath it. Something dangerous. "You’re mine, sweetheart. Both of you."
His thumb brushed slow, lazy circles over your skin. You hated how effortless it was—how he touched you like you already belonged to him, like he had every right.
"You ran." The words were thoughtful, absentminded, as if he was working through the pieces himself. "Twice."
You swallowed hard, unable to speak.
Nicholas shifted, pressing closer, his body heat bleeding into yours. "I should punish you for that."
A fresh wave of panic shot through you, your body tensing on instinct. His fingers flexed in response, gripping your hip, keeping you still.
"But," he murmured, his lips brushing the shell of your ear, "you need to be careful now."
Your pulse pounded in your ears.
Not a threat. A warning.
"You wouldn’t want to do anything… reckless." His hand pressed firmer against your stomach. "Would you?"
Your breath hitched.
He was smiling.
He was enjoying this.
You tried to jerk away, but the shackle around your wrist dug sharply into your skin, yanking you back. Nicholas’ grip tightened in an instant, his fingers curling against your waist as he let out a low, displeased hum.
"Still so stubborn," he mused, tilting his head. "I should break that."
The words sent ice through your veins.
"But," he continued, as if the thought was amusing, "not yet."
A slow, dragging silence stretched between you.
Then, his hand moved.
Lower.
A deliberate, agonizing descent down your stomach, fingers ghosting over the curve of your hip.
You froze, every muscle locked in place.
Nicholas chuckled, the sound soft—too soft. "Shhh, sweetheart." His touch skimmed back up, tracing the shape of your ribs. "You’ll learn."
A breathless, shaking exhale slipped from your lips.
"One way or another."
The room felt smaller with every passing second, the air thick with something oppressive—something inescapable. Your pulse pounded against the weight of Nicholas’ hand, still resting over your stomach, his grip firm yet deceptively gentle. Like a collar around your throat, a leash you couldn’t pull away from.
He knew.
And now, there was nothing left to hide.
His fingers curled slightly, pressing against your skin, as if savoring the feeling of your body beneath his touch. You could feel the satisfied hum reverberating in his chest, a sound that made your stomach twist in knots.
"You’ve been so difficult lately," he murmured, his lips brushing the crown of your head. "Running. Lying. Acting as if you had a choice."
A slow, deliberate exhale left him, warm against your temple.
"But now," he continued, fingers tracing slow, idle circles against your stomach, "you don’t."
Your throat felt too tight, like you couldn’t get enough air.
His grip shifted, splaying wider across your abdomen, possessive. "Do you even realize what this means?" His tone was almost soft, but the quiet undercurrent of dominance sent a fresh wave of fear through you.
You tried to twist away again—instinct, desperation—but Nicholas’ other hand slid up, wrapping around your throat just enough to still you. Not squeezing. Not yet. Just holding.
A warning.
"Don’t," he said simply.
The command settled over your skin like iron.
You swallowed, pulse fluttering beneath his palm, and Nicholas sighed like a man indulging a child’s tantrum.
"You never should’ve left," he murmured, thumb brushing along the hollow of your throat. "I was going to be patient, you know." A quiet chuckle, dark and knowing. "I was going to wait."
His fingers flexed.
"But you made this difficult for yourself."
A shiver wracked through you as his lips ghosted over your temple. "I wanted to give you time," he continued, as if he were confessing something intimate, something vulnerable. "Time to come to me on your own. To realize that there was no one else who could take care of you the way I do."
His grip on your throat tightened—just for a second, just enough to make you gasp.
"But now… I can’t trust you to make the right decisions."
The truth behind those words settled in your bones like a sickness.
Nicholas’ touch drifted downward again, possessive and slow, fingers skimming across your stomach. His breath fanned against your ear, voice sinking lower.
"I won’t let you make any more mistakes."
Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes.
"You’re staying right here, sweetheart." A pause, his lips pressing just beneath your jaw. "With me."
A sharp, shuddering exhale slipped from your lips.
Nicholas only smiled.
"Don’t fight it." His hand flattened against your stomach once more, pressing firm and unyielding. "You already belong to me."
The days blurred together after that night.
Nicholas kept you close, never letting you out of his sight for long. If you weren’t in his arms, you were within reach—tethered by the invisible leash he had placed around you the moment he discovered your secret.
And now, everyone knew.
His mother had been the first to call, her excitement so palpable you could hear it through the speakerphone. “Oh, darling, why didn’t you tell me sooner? We have so much to prepare! You need maternity clothes, baby supplies—Nicholas, be a dear and bring her to the mall this weekend. We’ll get everything sorted.”
He had been reluctant at first, but she had a way of insisting that even he couldn’t refuse.
So now, you found yourself seated in the passenger seat of his car, staring blankly out the window as the city passed by in a blur. His hand rested lazily on your thigh, thumb rubbing slow, absentminded circles against your skin. A constant reminder that he knew you. That he could feel the tension in your body.
That he was waiting for you to try something.
You forced yourself to breathe evenly, fingers curling against the hem of your sweater.
You had planned this carefully.
Your excuse was simple—restroom. A normal request. Something he wouldn’t think twice about. And the moment you were out of sight, you would slip into the crowd, blend in, disappear before he could stop you.
Nicholas turned to glance at you, his sharp gaze assessing. “You’re quiet.”
“I’m just tired.” The lie came easily, your voice smooth despite the pulse hammering in your throat.
He hummed, fingers flexing slightly. “You should be taking it easy. No unnecessary stress.”
You swallowed. I know.
The mall was bustling when you arrived, filled with families, couples, people too absorbed in their own lives to notice the woman quietly planning her escape.
His mother greeted you with a warm hug, her excitement almost dizzying as she led you toward the baby section, chatting about cribs, strollers, things you couldn’t bring yourself to think about.
Nicholas stayed close, his hand never straying far from your lower back, his presence a shadow at your side.
You waited.
Bided your time.
And then—
“I need the restroom.”
Nicholas barely glanced at you, too occupied in conversation with his mother. “Go ahead. I’ll be here.”
You nodded, turning on shaky legs, moving with forced calm toward the restrooms.
Then, the second you were out of sight—you ran.
Heart pounding, you weaved through the crowd, slipping past distracted shoppers, turning sharply into an empty hallway leading to the emergency exit.
Freedom.
You could taste it.
Your hand reached for the door—
And then—
A sharp vibration.
An unmistakable chime.
Your stomach dropped.
Panic seized you as you heard it—his smartwatch. The alert echoing like a death knell through the air.
Nicholas had stopped talking mid-sentence.
The realization was immediate.
You barely had time to react before his voice rang out from somewhere behind you. Low. Unyielding.
“Where do you think you’re going?”
A choked gasp ripped from your throat as a firm grip closed around your wrist, yanking you backward. You stumbled, breath hitching as Nicholas caged you against the wall, his body pressed flush against yours.
His expression was unreadable.
But his eyes—his eyes were burning.
He lifted his wrist slightly, letting the dim glow of his smartwatch cast a cold light over your face. The screen displayed a blinking red dot.
Your tracker.
The one implanted in your arm.
"You really thought I wouldn’t notice?” His voice was dangerously soft, his hand sliding up to grip your jaw, tilting your head just enough to meet his gaze. “Did you forget what I told you, sweetheart?"
A slow, deliberate pause.
"You can’t run from me."
Your pulse thundered against his grip.
His fingers tightened.
His lips ghosted over the shell of your ear, his breath warm as he whispered—
"You’re never leaving me again."
A shudder wracked through you as Nicholas’ grip tightened, his fingers digging into your wrist like iron shackles. The emergency exit loomed behind you, so close yet completely out of reach. Your pulse pounded against his touch, a frantic drumbeat that only seemed to amuse him.
“You must be getting desperate,” he murmured, his voice a dark hum of amusement. “Running in broad daylight? In public?” His fingers flexed against your jaw, his grip firm yet unhurried, as if he had all the time in the world to teach you the lesson you clearly hadn’t learned.
He tilted his head, studying you. “Did you really think I wouldn’t notice the moment you left my side?”
A harsh, shuddering breath slipped from your lips. Your free hand pressed against his chest, trying to push him away, but he didn’t budge.
Nicholas chuckled, low and knowing. “Sweetheart, you really don’t understand, do you?” His other hand lifted, the cool metal of his smartwatch grazing your skin as he traced the faint outline of the tracker buried beneath your arm. His touch was deceptively gentle, a sharp contrast to the possessiveness in his voice. “I don’t need to follow you.” He exhaled, slow and deliberate. “You belong to me already.”
Your breath hitched, panic clawing up your throat as you fought against the growing sense of dread.
“Let go,” you rasped, twisting in his grasp, but his hold only tightened.
Nicholas’ expression darkened, the amusement flickering from his eyes like a candle snuffed out. "Is that what you want?" he asked, his tone dropping to something colder. "To make a scene?"
Your stomach churned. The hallway was deserted, the noise of the mall a distant hum beyond the corridor’s walls. But if you screamed—if you fought—someone would hear.
Wouldn’t they?
Nicholas smiled as if reading your thoughts. "Go ahead." He leaned in, his breath hot against your ear. "Scream for help. Let’s see who comes running."
You froze.
And he knew he had you.
His hand slipped lower, pressing against the small swell of your abdomen, his touch infuriatingly gentle despite the cruel mockery in his eyes. "What do you think they’ll do when they see you like this? Hmm?" His thumb traced slow, idle circles. "A pregnant woman, being rescued from her loving fiancé?”
The word fiancé nearly made you flinch.
"Or maybe," he continued, tone softening in a way that only made the sick feeling in your stomach grow, "they’ll see a hormonal little thing having a panic attack while her partner just tries to calm her down?"
Your throat closed.
"You wouldn’t," you whispered, barely able to force the words out.
Nicholas chuckled, the sound vibrating against your skin. "Wouldn’t I?"
And then, before you could react—
A sharp tug.
Your stomach lurched as he pulled you forward, his arm locking around your waist as he all but dragged you out of the hallway. You stumbled, legs nearly giving out beneath you, but Nicholas didn’t slow. His grip was firm, unrelenting, his strength a quiet reminder of just how little power you had in this moment.
You barely had time to register your surroundings before you were back in the store, back under the warm, artificial glow of the overhead lights.
His mother turned at the sound of approaching footsteps, her face brightening. “There you are! We were just—”
She paused, her gaze flicking between you and Nicholas.
Nicholas, who still had his arm wrapped so tenderly around you.
You, who couldn’t stop the slight tremble in your frame.
For a brief, fleeting second, hope sparked in your chest.
Did she see it? Did she notice something was wrong?
Then Nicholas sighed, the sound heavy with exasperation. "She got overwhelmed,” he said smoothly, shaking his head as if you were nothing more than a silly, emotional thing. “I told her to take it easy, but she insisted on rushing around."
His mother tutted, concern flashing across her face as she reached for your hands. "Oh, sweetheart, you should’ve said something!"
You opened your mouth, but—
"It won’t happen again," Nicholas murmured, his grip on you tightening in a way that sent an unmistakable message. "Right, love?"
Your stomach twisted.
The words sat heavy on your tongue, the weight of his threat pressing against your skin.
You could say something.
You could try.
But then—his hand slid against your abdomen, a silent warning. A cruel reminder.
And suddenly, you weren’t sure if you could risk it.
So instead, you swallowed the lump in your throat, forced a weak nod, and whispered—
“…Right.”
Nicholas smiled.
And just like that, any hope of escape slipped through your fingers.
