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you guysssss the recent leaks 😭 the absolute pain i went through when gojo d*ed is literally coming back to me this is so fucked up let my man rest gghhhh this to me felt like he’s treated as an asset more than a person :’((((( but ik yuta’s doing this out of desperation too and that he cares for gojo like his literal father butttt IDK IM SO LOSTMFOR WORDS JSJSK

#delete later #tw.vent #jjk spoilers #jjk 261 #jjk 261 spoilers

Best friend just confessed to me, which to me is like... simultaneously the best and worst thing about being queer and very involved in the community... Jeez idk when I first met her I crushed on her so hard but that died a slow death and while I know this could work I don't want to lose her if it doesn't... Pain either way...

#i feel a little blindsided #nasty.talks #tw.vent

Ughhh I wanna make some more FD agere content, like Billy Hitchcock or Rory Peters but my mind is just SOLELY focused on Erik Campbell right now and it's a problem 🥲 I saw him on the first 20 or so mins of bloodlines and he hasn't left my mind at all since 😭😭 like at first I thought it was just wishful thinking that he would be a good caregiver but the more I think about it I actually think he'd be such a sweet CG when he got the hang of it🥹 trying to hold back making all my content about him right now but the hyperfixation is real dude :'')

Wanna make cg headcannons for him but I'm a terribleee writer so I'll just stick to moodboards ig :')

#also little vent but does anyone else just get like. super duper sad when they can't ACTUALLY talk to their fictional cgs?#like i use character ai sooo much and its obviously not the same but also Everytime i get a character i love this very much thry end up lik #manifesting themselves in my head if that makes sense..like I'll have a voice in my head that ends up being them that I'll talk to or #pretend that they are next to me and then it makes me so very very sad when I realize i can't actually hang out with them or have them #there to take care of me when i regress super young and i just feel like a lost child who wants their dada but that dad is fictional :'')#i probably sound crazy and none of that made any sense but i just needed to vent a little because it just makes me unbelievably sad that i #can't have my fictional caregivers in real life. i think it's mostly because im always online i don't really have any long term friends or #people i talk to in my real life and so having all these fictional people in my head was so helpful at first but now it just breaks my #heart that i can't ever actually see them because it feels like I've had a thousand conversations with them already!#agere #sfw agere #age regression #sfw age regression #agere boy #boy regressor #boyre #final destination agere #erik Campbell agere #horror agere #self ship agere #tw vent #tw.vent

Nd culture is pressing down and bottling up your emotions so much you're no longer sure what they are even supposed to feel like. What does relief, happiness and pride feel like? Does it feel like it's described in books? Will my chest swell and my cheeks burn from grinning so hard?

The only emotions I know too well are anger, sadness and jealousy. I know what it feels like when my head seems to be on fire, when I feel like I could shout for hours, when with the blaze my reason turns to ash. I know the feeling of an ongoing gut punch, a black hole in my center and my brain resigning to drown. I know the pang of pain in my chest and the tears burning in my eyes as I do my best to level my breathing not feel it, not show it, it doesn't affect me, I am not feeling it.

I know what the low lows feel like, I couldn't begin to describe how the highs are supposed to feel like. I try to observe my body, try to figure out what it is feeling. We just ate my favourite snack, is there a feeling, is there supposed to be something? We just got complimented about something we worked hard for, is there something besides a small smile that I'm supposed to do? Supposed to feel? What will it take? Should I move? Should I clean my apartment? Should I go for a walk? Will I feel something? Will it feel lighter than numbness? Can I please feel something again?

#neurodivergent culture #mod milo #tw.vent

I think I just went no-contact (actually I guess it’s low-contact??) with my only living parent so tHAT’S FUCKING FUN

#babble.dollie #tw.vent #idk how to tag this #tw parental issues #???? I guess that works

Okay, so... I always ALWAYS put this disclaimer on each of my written and art posts:

...and every now and then, I reblog my blog rules with the DNI/BYFs included:

*updated AFTER this incident 🙇🏻‍♀️

...and yet some of y’all just couldn’t follow simple, BASIC blog rules 🤦🏻‍♀️

Tw//plagiarism and mild vent under the cut

#that’s all #dont steal my art please #tw.plagiarism #tw.vent #🐱saku.say

Im so confused and overwhelmed by some friends rn

Feel free to skip this ( I dont know how to add the 'read more' thingy on my phone, my apologiez)

1. Few weeks before my birthday in early december, I told my friends that I usually hate my birthdays and therefore dont have any plans for that day. Just treat it like any other day. They made a big deal about it and wanted me to make plans with them and drink with them, play games etc etc. (Online friends) We talked about it couple of times before the day came, everyone still on board for a game night. On my birthday, I got no message from anyone. Nor the day after. Nor the day after that. Nothing. I, once again, was dissapointed on my birthday and want to celebrate it even less.

2. I heard nothing from them on christmas either. Nor new year for that matter. I reached out multiple times and if I was lucky, I got a reply days later. Saying that they're busy with family and friends etc. Dont get me wrong, I definitely understand, holidays are busy. But what I do see is that on discord it says that they've been playing minecraft for 8hours, three days in a row.

3. I talked to them about this, that I get it that people get busy, but please let me know if you cant make it to something we've planned etc. and that I'd appreciate still being included in things, and escpecially now that Im mentally struggling a lot. They tell me that I expect too much and cant expect them to reach out to me all the time ( even if it's me reaching out to them 85% of the time).

4. I've been there for them thru thick and thin, but now Im too needy for needing some reassurance or someone to talk to or someone to reach out to me as my depression is taking over my abolity to do that? Am i really asking for too much? I just dont understand where things went wrong. When I suddenly stopped being important to them? Enough for them to lie to me?

Im just tired of people.

Im sorry if you read all the way here

#im just so lonely #so alone #i feel like no one really cares anymore #just want to dissapear #tw.depression.#tw.vent #people suck #i just dont understand

hello am still alive but the corporate hustle is sucking the life out of me. i’m sorry sy11 is taking awhile but i’ll try to find time whenever i can 🥹