#twibitches

[phil-dwyer-stan-account]

[jasperwhitcock]

the time yet again has come to reflect upon the way @inthemiddleofmymidnight has unequivocally, irrevocably brightened up my silly lil life EW

today is our two year friendship anniversary, and kim was my first real friend ‘round these parts & i was so nervous and shy to talk to her. i wanted kim to like me so bad sdfjhjfjgf

my lil gateway special brand of heroin to many wonderful friendships i formed here that have really impacted my life in the most lovely, warm way. i was doing EMDR therapy last week ahdjsfdj and we were trying to neutralize some of my anxieties and distress i feel when thinking about the pandemic because the imagery that often comes up is how i felt so shrouded in darkness as literally the room i lived in didn’t have any windows. i felt such sadness and loneliness and lack of belonging like this wilted flower, and it makes me sad to think of that time. kim and the rest of my sweet friends here didn’t know it at the time and didn’t know it for a very long time, but i was in an emotionally abusive relationship that really weighed on me. but when i think of kim and the pandemic, i get teary-eyed thinking of conversations lasting until 4, 5, sometimes 6AM about stupid things like the church clap or thunder clapping ass cheeks or animal crossing tarantulas, and i remember moments of joy and laughter and happiness. kim and many of my friends here are the only things that brought me any sense of joy in that time despite not knowing it, and i feel so grateful for friendship because friendship is the sweetest, most fulfilling relationship there is. when i think of 2020 in that respect, i feel such nostalgia and fondness for what my lovely friends and my lovely kimmie gave to me, and i miss all the time we spent together. now i work so much UGH i wish i could go back for a week and just be silly and zoom with all my friends and chat all day and play animal crossing and watch twilight. i adore u all so much

friendship really is the most underrated love. the rapidity with which we will dish out i love you’s to someone we hardly even know, the ease with which we share intimate details of ourselves because we immediately feel that we’ll be accepted as we are, it’s this pure, lovely sense of comfort and fondness. true friends love you and support you without question and condition, and they’re a rarity to find, and that is my lil kim kim. i’m so thankful to have known kim these past two years, and i sincerely hope everyone has someone half as wonderful in their lives.

all that being said, none of it matters because this fucker barred me from coco bongo (acnh island), teased me with coco bongo, made false promises on top of promises that i would be the first to see coco bongo, but was i the first to step foot upon that island sand? fuck no this bitch flipped me off and yeeted to alaska i will NEVER recover from this hurt and betrayal in my heart it was worse than the damn broturi fiasco a fucking dagger in the HEART but I DIGRESS

[the-golden-onion]

just want to say how much i love @cdllen-collective 🥰💗💕

[the-golden-onion]

just want to say how much i love @cdllen-collective 🥰💗💕