Tagged by @radiolariia : last selfie, song you played, and your lock screen I tag: @twincarcinos @soithoughtthis @hollyknight and whoever else wants to c:
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1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.
hm i mean if i had to pick a fave movie, i guess i would pick captain america 2 really and i saw that in theatres with logan not really expecting much but jesus christ was that a good movie. i remember me and logan walked around the mall at like 9:30 even tho everything was closed literally just raving about how good it was we were literally geeking out like crazy damn what a good goddamn movie
5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.
oh jeez im not really sure, i dont have any memories of any of my birthdays to be 100% honest ummmmmmm all i remember was having like 3 birthdays of mine at like mcdonalds cause i was the fattest kid alive
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
uuuhhhh i cant really think of anything im even proud of???? hm actually u know what, im proud of my grade 12 history final tbh. our world history final was we had to make a textbook that covered the 1500′s to present day and we had all semester to do it and i was partnered with a close friend of mine and damn did we go ham omg. literally this textbook she was THICC i think it came out to be around 170 pages in total holy shit like we included as much as we could and used like we worst, most meme-y photos for this textbook and damn im pretty sure we got like a 96% on that project so
11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had.
i dont really dream :o ummmm yeah i barely ever dream and when i do i forget it within 24 hours, sorry!!
12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.
ummmmmmmm i cant remember any bad dreams ive had :c
14: Talk about a vacation.
lmao so ive barely ever been on vacation, like ever, ive only been on 3 vacations maybe? but the one i remember best i guess was my familys trip to cuba 4 ish years ago to celebrate my parents 25 yr anniversary but literally it was the worst week of my life tbh. i hate hot places, i hate beaches and beachwear, my cousin like hated me at the time and it was really awkward, i had a lot of body issues at the time and like i literally begged my mom to stay home and leave me be but noooo. and to top it off, i got food poisoning from poorly cooked beef on the first day and spent the second day puking my guts out and for the rest of the week, the only thing i could stomach was fries and grilled cheese sandwiches and i didnt even drink bc my cousins always got hammered and i had to watch over them so ya it was a horrible vacation and i havent been on a trip ever since eeyyyy.
15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.
the time before i was conceived tbh
18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school + 19:Talk about something that happened in middle school.
i never had to go to middle school so i will combine these two into one. ummmmm hmm my memories are very limited but i remember having to sing taylor swfit infront of a class of upper years with a friend and it was one of the worst thing ever oh my god
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
hm well in high school i managed to go on a field trip to the ROM (royal ontario museum) 4 times in 2 years omg. i had gr 11 world history in the first semester adn we had a class trip with his upper year class to the ROM, he does it every year right and so we went, but second semester i wasnt in his class but he had some kids bail that term so my teacher invited me to go again bc i had the highest mark last term and also he was a doctor who enrd and unfortunately so was i at the time, anywho in grade 12 i had him again and we went on the trip again and i gues the fourth time doesnt rly count but my parents took me to the ROM the summer like immediately after and like idk how i never got sick of the ROM but
22: Talk about your worst fear.
hooo boy so im actually 5 years old and am horrible freaked out by thunderstorms and tornadoes and like its so stupid but idk like i always fool myself into thinking im not when its not present but the minute some crazy storm rolls by, especially at night (its always i night i s2g) and like i get a spooked and cant sleep and have panic attacks and like ya its stupid and im 5 years old its embarrassing
26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.
hmmmm when im sick i usually bundle up in everything and drink hot chocolate, and when i was in elementary school i had a weird habit of always watching the lord of the rings return of the king bc it was like one of the only dvds i owned and the first 2 movies were on VHS and i couldnt watch them upstairs so i basically had that movie memorized at the time omg
32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
damn i barely have much memories of my childhood but i remember there was a river by my cousins old house in windsor and we never really actually went there often but one time we all went there during the winter and were walking on the ice (except me bc i was like 6 and also a big baby) and like things were fine but one one cousin found this bubble in the ice and was dumb and was like “hey i should jump on this” and she literally boke the ice and fell inside like waist deep
33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.
when im sad, i usually lie in bed with all my lights off and listen to jack johnson bc it usually helps me feel a little more peaceful idk
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
ive never broken any bones or anything but i am a very stupid person and manage to literally hurt myself so much like i literally fall down the stairs, like full on fall, around 10-15 times a year on average and overall have no fucking balance so ive hurt myself an lot but have gotten really numb to it. hm but in grade 8 we went on a trip to this place called camp brebeouf or somthign and we did like activities like shooting arrows and what not, and one of the activities was walking across these planks like 10+ feet in the air and a lot of people were chickening out but i was like nah fam lets do this. and like ur stapped in to all that gear and what not so you dont die but i waled all the way across and thought i was some bad ass at the time and they told me to walk back to the middle so i they could let me down so now i was all cocky n shit but of course, me being me, tripped on one of the planks and got this like 5inch long gash across the front of my calve that was so gross and bleeding everywhere and looked like some shit out of some gore movie, but it didnt actually hurt? but ya
35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.
hmm probably stop biting my nails idk its really gross and i hate it so much and im so insecure about it but i always do it bc of anxiety and what not
39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
uuuuuuuhhh this is tough. idk i wish i had known about my sexuality a lot earlier tbh bc i used to fight it when i was elementary school and convinced myself i was 100% hetero and like it made high school really confusing for me and im still not even 100% adjusted and feel awkward about a lot of it because i still am so freaked about it sometimes and idk i wish i had known years earlier so i could be more confident about that aspect of me now bc i still feel rly lost
40: Talk about the end of something in your life.
ummmmm this is hard idk really, i honestly cant think of a solid answer to this question
