#ugh jane

[snakelover27]

Did I make the dumbest thing in the world? Yes I did. Is jane russel attacking merilyn monroe? Yes she is. Why? Maybe later

[allyriadayne]

It's out of my hands. Always was. After he died, I shouldn't have gone to Demeta. I actually didn't think for a minute it would interest her, only that she might find it funny to buck the system. God, I've never understood her. So I let her—I asked her to read my book. It's vile, but I think I still somehow wanted her approval, her reassurance I'd been right—after everything I'd learned, all he showed me—I still made that bloody stupid mistake. I let her know just how much my time with him had meant, just what he had been, not only to me, but to everyone he met. I explained to her I wanted my book read as a monument to him. And to show—I don't know—what love could be like. And when I saw I'd gotten her intrigued—God forgive me, I was glad. She is a bitch, an evil bitch. As soon as I knew what she was up to, I broke all communication with her. Until six weeks ago, I hadn't seen or talked to her for nine years. I've been in Europe. It was Clovis who warned me. And then I got her call. And I—I had to come back. I wanted to hide, but I had to come here, and see—him. It's like those dreams—do you ever have them?—when you try to run away, but you're running on the spot, or worse, you're running backwards, straight towards the thing you need to escape.”

Metallic Love, Tanith Lee

[skparfaits-blog]

I am literally so happy this happened

[downeyevans]

I haz an extreme sad right now. :(

Chris, you won in my heart, bb.