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( ®RET HEADCANONS ) → accepting !
✛ something they said
i’ve said a lot of bad things in my time, and i’ve made a lot of poor decisions. most of those kinda... relate to each other. i should probably learn from my mistakes, but i don’t know, it just seems impossible. pretty much everything i say, i regret at some point later on but, the first thing that comes to mind is something i said that night i spent with taehyung up on the roof. the opportunity was right there, right in front of me. he was saying things like, he was in love with me, that he totally and completely fell for me. i should have trusted him, but i didn’t trust myself enough to listen to what he was saying. so i told him that there was no love between us, nothing at all, and that he was just being ridiculous.
and we didn’t talk for weeks after that. it was like, my own circle of hell, those weeks without him. and i’m not stupid, i know he was avoiding me, so i avoided him as well. but then when we got set up on that blind date-- i knew. it was like, a sign from the heavens or something. my own shot at redemption. i couldn’t let him go that day, not again. and now that he’s actually, really mine, i don’t plan on ever going without him again.
✝ a secret they kept
answered.
✠ a relationship they had
answered.



















