#uladkin

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Canon squicks? Being drawn as skinny. However I suppose I can't be too judgemental of that because my canonical counterpart is skinny, yes, but as I remember myself I was quite.. Pudgy. I tend to try to encourage others to draw me plus-sized but it's hard when I'm masquerading as the average fandom-goer because I don't need the fandom dogpiling me.

- Ula (#battyy🎀🦇💕)

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[fictionkinfessions]

I wish the fandom would stop fatshaming me. As much as I am an AU kin, it still hurts immensely to see my canon self get bashed for her weight and she is still not as big as I am. It is sad and I feel like the fandom is constantly full of quarreling among the g1 and g3 fans. I don't understand the divide, but whatever is the reason I choose not to be a part of it anymore. I don't like a lot of the fans.

- Ula D (#battyy🎀🦇💕)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Constantly I see Monster High fans complain that it's wrong to draw Draculaura with blood, that it takes away from one of her integral traits. I hate to say it but since Monster High is a multiverse, she is not always going to be the little sweet vegetarian they expect her to be. I know this. I know this in my heart and in my memories that I was nothing like their precious little vampire as I would willingly maim for the slightest droplet of blood. I think it is fair to get mad at art like this but it also isn't their own art and drawing my canon self with blood is not the end of the fucking world. I love seeing art like that because it reminds me of who I was. Because I wasn't like the Draculaura they love. And I don't care that I am not.

- Ula D (#battyy🎀🦇💕)

p.s. it is also so hard to not expose myself as fictionkin because when I try to counterpoint I almost slip into saying “Well I did drink blood in my universe so what is your point?” and I do not need the fandom coming after me because some of them are like a hivemind.

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[fictionkinfessions]

I do not like Mother's Day because it reminds me of the child I left behind due to my death. I miss my child too much for this holiday to bring any ounce of happiness to me.

- Ula D. (#battyy🎀🦇💕)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Every time someone draws my canon self in Victorian era attire I love it. Bonus points if they draw my canon self as plus sized too. I LOVED the Victorian era and as much as that is a "stereotypical vampire" thing, truly I don't remember much but I remember the fashion and the architecture. Rest of it was probably shit but ehhh.

- Ula D (#battyy🎀🦇💕)

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