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Thinking so much about Fujin and Raijin lately. I was never very close to either of them--both were very much afraid of me--but my Beloved loved them and as such so did I. They were so good to him, willing to abandon everything for their friend, even if it meant siding with the enemy they were trained to fight since childhood. I could tell how much they cared for him and worried for him. At first they thought I had enchanted him into serving me, but when they realized he was doing so willingly they began warming up to me.

Like Seifer, I allowed them free reign of my Castle. They didn't explore it as he did, but it was my way of showing them that I trusted them. I wanted them to be comfortable. They meant so much to my Seifer and I loved how much they all cared for each other.

I wish that things could have ended differently. That I hadn't begun to compress Time. That what I had done could be UNdone. I would have loved to simply exist with them--possibly with all of Seifers friends even. The way he talks about them after everything is so sweet. They all seem so wonderful, and I'm glad he had them all.

So: to Fujin and Raijin, to Squall, Rinoa, Zell, Irvine, Selphie, and Quistis--even to Edea and Cid--I wish you all well. I hope that your lives were good after I left. I hope that wherever you are now things are better for you. I hope you're all safe, and with people who love you and care for you. I wish you all the best.

Love,

Your Lady, Sorceress Ultimecia (#👁⚡️⏳️🔮)

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Do fickin still draw their kintypes wearing each others' clothes? Because I'm doing it right now, and it's SO much fun !!

- Sorceress Ultimecia & Lord Voryn Dagoth

( ￣▽￣ )ノ *☆°○☆ 👈 ME sending you lots of appreciation for your time in running this blog, mod party cat! !

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Being villainkin really IS the worst sometimes lol <-halfhearted !!

Like...I want SO desperately to find other FF8 kin--not necessarily canonmates, just sourcemates in general--but uhhh..... I'm Ultimecia lol. AND Adel. Like, from the same timeline. Ssssssssso, I highly doubt many people beyond my Knight would want to interact with me. Actually, I'm sure most Seifers probably wouldn't want to chat with me either; my Knight specifically is probably an outlier lmao! He willingly served me, and we both fell in love :') And fell in love again when I "became" Adel :')

But this is my oldest kintype! I didn't have the words for it back then, but I figured it out when I was about six years old (and I turn twenty nine at the end of the month). AND my oldest (and first!!) fandom. So I also just want to chat with other fans tbh, but I never know who's going to be Weird about kin and who's gonna be chill about it. Oh well :( Such is the life of a Sorceress, I suppose <-silly

Your Lady, Sorceress Ultimecia, First Born Daughter of Hyne and ruler of Time

SORCERESS ADEL president of Esthar 2: The Cooler Esthar

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Being villainkin really IS the worst sometimes lol <-halfhearted !!

Like...I want SO desperately to find other FF8 kin--not necessarily canonmates, just sourcemates in general--but uhhh..... I'm Ultimecia lol. AND Adel. Like, from the same timeline. Ssssssssso, I highly doubt many people beyond my Knight would want to interact with me. Actually, I'm sure most Seifers probably wouldn't want to chat with me either; my Knight specifically is probably an outlier lmao! He willingly served me, and we both fell in love :') And fell in love again when I "became" Adel :')

But this is my oldest kintype! I didn't have the words for it back then, but I figured it out when I was about six years old (and I turn twenty nine at the end of the month). AND my oldest (and first!!) fandom. So I also just want to chat with other fans tbh, but I never know who's going to be Weird about kin and who's gonna be chill about it. Oh well :( Such is the life of a Sorceress, I suppose <-silly

Your Lady, Sorceress Ultimecia, First Born Daughter of Hyne and ruler of Time

SORCERESS ADEL president of Esthar 2: The Cooler Esthar

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Laying on the floor softly weeping over Rinoa (POSITIVE!!)

She was such a wonderful young Sorceress, one I am so proud and honored to call my Sister ❤️ She had such a beautiful soul and absolutely radiated positivity. It was exactly what the world needed. What we needed.

She was endlessly kind and full of compassion. Willing to look out for and protect the rest of our Sisters, make sure they were not targeted and destroyed like they were in the past. Giving them a safe haven at Balamb Garden after everything.

There's so much more to say about her, but nowhere near enough space for it. Rinoa, my dearest little Sister, I do hope you are well. If you are here with Seifer and I, we hope that we may one day see you again. I can only hope your life is as wonderful as you.

We love you, dearest Sister. Be safe 💙

Yours,

Sorceress Ultimecia, First Born Daughter of Hyne

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Ok, might as well shout out the whole "Cast:"

Zell: You were very funny and charming, and we are honored that you invited us and Seifer to your wedding. I do apologize for Adel continuing to tease you about your teenaged self's obsession with hot dogs--and that I once referred to you as "the Hot Dogs Boy." You were smart and a force to be reckoned with, one of the few mortals brave enough to face me in my own Dimension with nothing but your firsts, and on top of that you have impeccable taste in fashion. I have a very deep respect for you.

Selphie: You were such a brave girl. Adel considered you as a Host and you two would have bonded well, but I am glad we had the honor of meeting you as Yourself. We are also pleased our Knight gifted you with a gun for your wedding, and hope it served you well. I congratulate you and Zell on your union, and you on your position within Balamb Garden's SeeDs. I always admired how you didn't take shit from anybody, even myself.

Irvine: Dearest Irvine, Adel's close friend. How I wish I could have met you before I Dissipated, but I am honored to have met you through Adel. Thank you for being her staunch ally, and for pushing back against Esthar's attempt at mobilizing its army against her. I know she deeply appreciated you being a part of her support group. Thank you for caring for her. For easing her pain. Your compassion is infinite, and you made the perfect leader of Galbadia Garden. And you were a wonderful guitarist!

Quistis: You were so strong. So brave. So selfless. You sacrificed yourself so that your friend may live, and for that kindness I apologize that the pain of being taken over was so great. I did not want it to hurt. You were so headstrong, so much like myself, that I hated the thought of snuffing you out. Seifer remembered you always as a strong opponent without a shred of cowardice in her body, and few are brave enough to stand up to Sorceress Adel of all beings. It was an honor to have you as my Host.

Squall: You are a strange one. I never could figure you out--you were of the Void, and as such could not be Perceived by me. But. I know you loved Rinoa deeply. There isn't another person in the universe worthy of being her Knight. You served her well. Second only to Adel and my Seifer~ Apologies for teasing, I simply could not resist. But getting serious again...thank you. Thank you for protecting Rinoa. For being her Lion. For caring about her. Few Knights ever truly *loved* their Sorceresses, serving them only for their own vanity I suppose, but not you. You loved her. And I know she loved you. I'm glad you two had each other.

I hope all of you are well, wherever you are. And should fate have our paths cross again I hope there will be no animosity between us, but I understand if you wish to keep your distance.

Yours,

Sorceress Ultimecia, First Born Daughter of Hyne

Sorceress Adel, First Knight of the Sorceress Ultimecia, Exalted Ruler of Esthar, the Great Tyrant, Devourer of Hyne

(I just decided to send all these off anon instead of using custom tags. Mostly because I can never remember them OTL)

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Some funny things about I've noticed that have carried over across multiple lifetimes:

Debilitating workaholic: I never stopped until I was ready to collapse, and even then it was only because my loved ones had to step in and tell me im burning myself out and doing too much

HORRIBLY messy workspace: I consistently only keep the barest minimum amount of space clear on my desk to do whatever Task I need to do. BUT. I know where everything is so it's fiiiiiiiine :')

REALLY obsessed with how my hair looks: In previous lives I was *dedicated* to keeping it neat, clean, and well-styled. Nowadays I want my hair to look as weird as possible and get me Odd Looks (I'm in my most base form right now: Swag Mullet). I still need to wash it every day or I get cranky tho. 'Tis a sensory issue for me now, unfortunately.

Claws: For many lives I just had natural claws (Starscream, Adel, and Ultimecia) but others I specifically manicured my nails into being claw shaped (Voryn, Tyvyll). And I do that now~~ I've had "claws" for nearly 10 years now, and when they've broken off and I have to let my nails grow naturally it feels so WEIRD now lmao.

Love piercings: I only have my earlobes and septum pierced right now, but that's more from lack of funds than anything else, your boy would ABSOLUTELY have tons more if I could afford them (I know I can self pierce but I REALLY can't afford having an infection if I fuck it up. RIP to my fellow uninsured, poor, USAmericans )

There's DEFINITELY more but those are the biggest ones. My husband that I share multiple lifetimes with has noticed all this too, so she can confirm all this lmao. And just like old times he's the one that catches me when im working myself to the bone :")

(I have multiple tags I use for multiple kintypes but. Too lazy to find them all so I'm just sending this off anon so I can find it yaaaaay!!!)

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I dont think the Final fantasy 8 kin community is very active. Or big, for that matter. so I can post whatever to my kin blog (I mean. I'd do this even if it WAS big and active)! But sometimes I wonder what people might think when they see me tagging silly images of ferrets with #Seifercore hehe :3

Yours,

Sorceress Ultimecia #👁⚡️⏳️🔮/SORCERESS ADEL #🫀⛓️⏳️🩸

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