#um basically

[mag184]

i think, out of all the computer guys, Norris being the voice to play out a statement all about a mother’s complete devotion and loyalty to her child, so much so that it literally destroys her. is very important to me.

[tinydeity-moved]

Please Understand

No, my dear, you don't quite understand My feelings for you right now. No, my dear, I don't quite understand My feelings for you right now.

Did you think me a joke? With a small little schoolgirl crush? I admit I believed that as well. I admit I wish that was true.

But my affections seem to be much greater than that I had first assumed. For three months I thought nothing of it. For three days, I stood alone and wept. For this single day, I confessed I hoped But I broke And I promised to move on. And with time, I shall.

And to both of you, I hope you understand The pain I feel inside The days I stood in confliction  The emotions I hold that will not leave And the affections that refuse to leave

I hope you will forgive me. But I hope you do not dismiss me.

[shesaidreallifesuckslosersd-blog]

[magicmp3]

in other news i actually did bring my tsn dvd to my choir bonding day

and before sharing it we stood in a circle and went around and introduced ourselves with "hi my name is _________ and if you knew me you would know that ______________."

there was a really cute one where a girl was like "if you knew me you'd know that i don't eat anything without hot sauce" and then a couple turns later her boyfriend was like "if you know me you'd know that i carry hot sauce with me everywhere" and my heart MELTED

anyway so when it got to me i didn't really know what to say so i was like "um... hi my name is jackie and if you knew me you would know that i have a ridiculous obsession with the social network..." and then one of my friends rolled her eyes and then two girls that i went up to santa monica with for honor choir were like "that is so true" cuz it's like all i talked about on the ride back from one of the rehearsals and then one of them was like "also girl with the dragon tattoo" because there tons of posters of it in the los angeles area at the time and i told them to watch it cuz it was going to be awesome.

anyway so after that someone asked if i liked facebook and then i kind of went into this rant about how amazing the sentiment and the reasoning behind the original facebook was and how stupid we have made it even though it really is quite amazing and it was just a mess because this is what happens when you try to ask me my opinion of facebook.

and then we finally did the share something of sentimental value thing and when no one was surprised when it turned out to be my tsn dvd and there were of kids who were like "yes omg that is a great movie" and that was super awesome

and then this girl who i am not a huge fan of was like "oh hey i haven't seen this yet can i borrow it?" and i really didn't want to lend it to anyone because hell this thing is fucking important to my life so i basically reluctantly lent it to her and she's one of the girls who likes andrew but not really for his amazing acting but mostly for his looks and cuz he's playing spider-man and i don't think she's grasped how amazing the movie was and how flawless basically every single aspect of it was and ugh

feelings

ALL THE FEELINGS

i just want my dvd back

now

please