Nov 6, 2025
haii everyone... i have sad news
im gonna be taking an (official and announced, for once) break. recently ive been having a very hard time mentally & staying on top of my daily real life tasks has felt impawsible, so there's been no fuel left for managing the silly gif account on the side... and the guilt from all the piled up requests from this (100+ atm (ʘᗩʘ’);) doesn't let me relax even on days when i should be able to
so its break time!!! i won't be gone too long, but for my own sake i wont set a deadline. asks will be off and i wont be posting, but dms are still open for chatting and stuff (^～^;)ゞ
i am very sorry to everyone that's already been waiting a long time (；^ω^ ) i will be back soon! bye for now!
#who knew gifs would be so time consuming... (´-﹏-`；)#ill probably try and work out a system for when requests are open too... but one thing at a time.#like i said before i am just one person and even though it doesn't seem like hard work!#somehow finding & making & cueing gifs ends up taking like. 5-6 hours?? and thats for like. posting from 7am to 5pm...#i dont even know how long doing the full 12 hours i tried to do before took... i guess i am really slow at this (*・～・*)#and then i fall behind a little and the whole day im stressed cause i didn't cue the posts i needed to for the day and i should really do it#but im so tired and i dont...#and then the next day i just feel guilty over not doing it yesterday i dont wanna Look at all the new ones#new requests i mean#and then the next day im just stressed about how i need to catch up and then i turn asks off to do it#and then i feel guilty for turning them off and ABBFBFBBFFFHHHHFFFH#cycle. repeating. aughhh#so im taking my damn (u)pto#thats un-paid time off. for everyone that didn't get my brilliant joke.#aaaand resting + figuring out a better way to do all this!!#ive tried doing 1 gif per request which IS more manageable but i don't like#i like to give both the person or system who asked me for stuff more than one thing#and everyone else at least a couple gifs they can just reblog without the ask attached. i dislike doing just one gif.#but whatever yannow whatever ill Figure it out ive been rambling#closing tags now#not a gif#uma meows#psa#sorgy....
