i would love a reading if you have time!!
You also got the Ace of Staves.
For you, I’d say the card says that you should focus on new beginnings. Let go–of the past, of regrets, of guilt. All that dead weight can only crush you, and it’s only holding you back.
Not only that, new possibilities/beginnings have a wealth of potential that’s worth experiencing. If you have any artistic hobbies, now’s the time to get into them. Any books you’ve been putting off reading, any personal works you’ve been delaying–now’s the time to do it. Don’t worry about trying to justify it to yourself. The justification is that you deserve to try new things and to be happy.
A breath of fresh air and starting again can be terrifying for people who want so badly to reclaim something lost, but that’s just the thing. It’s lost. You owe it to yourself to look ahead at what’s to come, and make yourself happy both with what you have and with what you can look forward to.