Jul 18, 2021
that time of the day when i think about love and wish my inspiration would kick in again
#i am in a creative block#i dont only have an art block i have an art block a writers block AND composers block if that exists#nothings really happened and i feel a bit disconected from everything#my lifes been really boring these past few days#not just these days but in general#i think im going to go on a tangent here#ah who cares anyway#ive just been#unfeeling.#is that even a word...#i dont know#i dont think this is a surprise to you but i do have an online persona#the person who usually makes my posts and interacts and has the big funny stashed in their pants is me but its a different me#for example right now? right now its the real me talking.#the me who goes back to edit the tag if there are any typos and the me who thinks 'hyup lets make a tumblr post and expose our whole--#-- butt ass naked self on the interenet to out 150+ followers'#yknow#im starting to think im going through an exisyencial crisis over here#damn huh#anyways back to my tangent#hey would it be ok if i was unfunny for like a couple hours#pretty please#i am getting on my knees and holding my hands toghether in front of me#shaking them and pleading like a poor old lady#please....please let me drop my funny for a couple of hours...i beg you....#and yall are like#a very tall and rich man#towering over the poor sick old lady standing at the edge of the road you pass by togo to work#you look at me and your face twists in complete disgust over my old shriveled figure#you spit at my feet with a sneer painted on your face