I'm just having one of those days; my stomach problems have been slowly acting up again, and that means I'm going to need to start calling up specialists again -- time for more tests and procedures that will come up inconclusive.
I had big surgery about a year ago, they thought removing my gallbladder would help me, and it did, for awhile, but it's gradually starting to come back again.
It's been like this on and off for about six years, and whenever the bouts start up again, my depression kicks in -- hence the feeling to delete.
idk; I need to work on not letting myself get so down but it's really hard and I'm very easily frustrated after six years -- so there might be a chance that I'm just gonna stay off tumblr for the rest of the evening if my mood doesn't pick up.
i love u all a lot, mmkay?