#unimportant personal stuff

[alightabovethearbys]

I’m just so glad I haven’t enjoyed all the 3x19 episode stuff here yet ‘cos I can do that now and feel better. I’m disappointed, to put it mildly. Not just with Nygmobblepot, with a lot of things.

[alightabovethearbys]

there’s too much going on on tumblr rn so i’ll just have my oreos with a glass of milk and leave to bed

[thestereotypebuster]

hey, somebody should get me one of those weird death star things with the boxers inside for Christmas

[thestereotypebuster]

Ahhh, so i have transfer orientation in the morning and I'm nervous af even though I've already been through orientation before, so that's happening haha

[thestereotypebuster]

I have the worst head cold, i wanna rip my own fucking head of so i can rub my neck

[thestereotypebuster]

ugh, i want to write 1.2, but at the same time I don’t. But I can’t write 1.4/5 if i don’t write Horatio and Hamlet reuniting of the first time, but I can’t write that until I write the solliloquy before it, and I can’t write that without writting all the boring political stuff, and my GOd, I hate writting for claudius

[halftruthsandhyperbole]

at work today i found out that the department in burbank might fill in for the empty positions in the department i want to transfer to

i was assured that there might still be positions open and that nobody knows anything and that anything could still be on the table

i was told that i need to prove myself to the boss that i was a go-getter as if i haven’t proven that already with all the work and overtime and constant effort i’ve poured into my own department to improve it without being its lead or being fairly recompensed for the work i’ve put into it (but i guess it won’t count since it’s not his department)

i was told that a good place to start would be to self educate myself on network configurations and microsoft office. 

i know nothing about the former and only word in the latter

i don’t know when i’m going to have the time to do that and write and self care with diet and exercise and work fulltime especially when there is zero guarantee that it will pay off

i self-educated myself throughout my entire pre-college career. sometimes i’m afraid i’ve forgotten how to self-educate because it’s been so long since i’ve done. every day it feels like i learn new terms for something on tumblr and i feel immense guilt that i’m unable to keep up with the social justice rhetoric here on tumblr. i feel guilty every time i want to reblog something but i can’t because i need to fact check it and i don’t have the energy to do that, so i let it go (and sometimes i still end up reblogging inaccurate information)

i was so fatigued today and i barely had enough energy to bring my car to the wash to wash the salt from the underside so that it wouldn’t corrode and rust. 

time to go to bed

[thestereotypebuster]

I realized today that I probably wouldn't make the noblest of superheroes. In fact, if i had superpowers, I'd probably very quickly succumb to villainy.