Feb 9
Unrequited 1st House Synastry
It hurts so bad to have your planets in your lover's 1st house with positive aspects all over their ascendant and them not having any planets in your 1st house or just weak aspects to your ascendant.
You would be looking at them not able to look away, admiring their beauty and how perfect they are even with all of their imperfections. Even years into the relationship. When they talk, you get lost in their eyes but they don't look at you when you are talking. or when you admire them they look away. They don't stare at you like you do. You don't feel seen physically no matter how much they say they love your body. It cuts deeply, it makes me want to cry...