baby blues , normally reflecting strength now dull with dread. with fear. weiss should’ve known vernal would leave eventually , like most good things do , but why did it have to be now ? weiss schnee , the girl so used to obtaining anything she desires , though now it seems what she wants the most is just out of reach. funny. ❛ y - you don ‘ t have to leave , you know — !! you . . . have a place here with us. with me. ❜
unprompted @unroyale.
“ don’t do this. ” her voice is firm, however, tears stinging her eyes defy her verbal wishes. “ that’d be like — like me asking you to leave your team — it isn’t fair, weiss, and you know it! ” the brunette’s distress overtakes her, and she turns to face weiss fully despite not wanting to do so. the more i look at her the more i’ll want to stay. torn between her origins and her future, between those who made her who she is and the one who loves her for who she is. no, fuck, shit. she can’t refrain from comforting that shaking voice, and those big doe eyes. vernal’s quick to run back to her across the gravel path, wrap her arms around her, hold weiss’s head to her chest. the false maiden is like a wild animal, being re - released into the wild, but unable to part from the connections she’d made. she’s suffering for it, her stupidity, her feelings for a girl far out of her league.
“ weiss … ” i love you. no, that’s stupid, don’t say that. make it easy for her to hate you. “ i know i’ll never mean as much to you as your team does. ” she says it matter of factly, so that her lover cannot argue, and her voice is colder than weiss’s typical exterior. “ it would be much easier if you forgot about me, i promise you— ” she starts, parting slightly from the embrace to cup ice - knight’s cheek and look in her eyes. ah, but vernal’s own baby blues are vulnerable, and a lump of emotion forms in her throat like a rock. trembling fingertips brush schnee’s bangs from her eyes, and back behind her ear. “ i don’t belong here, babygirl. with your team, ozpin— i don’t belong with you. ” she says it through the tears nearly blinding her, shaking her head and allowing sobs to come up. no matter how she tries to swallow them down, they persist, and she’s back to holding weiss against her chest, whole body damn convulsing.
“ gods damn it— ” she leans in, thumbing weiss’s chin and lifting it to meet her own visage. spring lips meet winter in an equinox kiss, april rain fluttering down vernal’s cheeks from her tear ducts as she kisses her with the ferocity of an earth born again. “ weiss, i swear to god, i— fuck. fuck. i can’t stay with you. i can’t, baby. ” raven looks impatient, annoyed across the way, still waiting to greet her thought - to - be - lost soldier, and vernal has half a mind to shoot her a death glare. her eyes fall back to her lover. vernal’s voice cracks amidst her flower - fragile heartbreak. “ you deserve the whole gods damned world. don’t you dare let anyone give you less. ” and like that, she’s gone as quickly as she’d come, turned away and running into the wilderness and not looking back.










