Unsent #2
I think I will keep on doing this hangga't nasa isip kita. I will continue to write about you. Kinakabahan ako kasi baka magalit ka na nagsusulat ako para sayo pero hindi mo alam. If ever malalaman mo baka matagal pa, pag naisipan mo lang magbukas ulit ng tumblr. Yun naman lagi ang dahilan. Nakakatawa ng slight kasi siraulo ako. I laugh at the worse situations, I enjoy creepy and gore things. I love horror movies, having the feeling of being scared and will laugh at myself for screaming so loud. Medjo weird no? Anyway I miss you, I miss us. Having small talk, no gaps at all. Siguro totoo that Im the one who's making the gap between us. Im too secluded with myself, with my own selfish emotions that instead of me letting you in I tend to push you away. Classic drama. But Im trying and I will continue to try to shut off those emotions -- actually no, intead to be vulnerable, honest and open with my emotions with you. I want to have that intimacy with you wherein I am completely naked. Im sorry it takes a lot of courage for me to take my clothes off. Slowly but surely I assure you. I just pray that you would be patient enough to witness and exprience it. I love you so much. Please wait for me.