On the night of her re-emergence, Abigail had run off into the night. It had been sudden -- instinctual -- and as soon as Hannibal had withdrawn his blade, she’d fled to the sound of Will’s strangled cries.
Despite Hannibal’s promise that no one would ever believe her, and that only he could protect and watch over her, the Bureau had been surprisingly eager to cut a deal. And she’d taken it. Because as with all things, she chose her life first. Sometimes, a part of her felt ruthless and cruel for it. Or perhaps that just was the guilt talking. And it didn’t just talk, it screamed.
Will was presently in the hospital recovering, and Abigail couldn’t help but feel the gnawing, agonizing reality that she could have done something -- perhaps not fully prevented it, but she could have stayed and tried to help. And in a way, a part of her thought she had been helping whenever Hannibal told her everything they were doing was for Will. Why hadn’t she been able to see that he was wrong? Why hadn’t she been able to fight back? Was she truly so weak and delusional?
“You’re able to see him now.”
Looking up with a start, Abigail smiled feebly at the nurse and rose from her seat. “Is he doing better today?”
“Not by much, but his spirits seem better.”
With her heart in her throat, Abigail followed toward Will’s room until she was left alone, her teeth gnawing into her bottom lip as she lingered awkwardly in the doorway. Before now, she hadn’t bothered to come see him. She had been content to learn from Freddie’s blog about his condition, mood swings, and some rather unsightly pictures to justify staying away. But now, it felt...appropriate, somehow.
“Hi...” Still unwilling to cross the threshold, Abigail shifted with discomfort. “How are you feeling?” When their eyes met, she quickly added, “If it’s not okay that I came, I can go...?”