#untitled thoughts

[untitledeverafter-if]

okay so there's still a few more asks still in my inbox that I need to get to, but before I go any further with them I need to officially decide on how I should be referring the ROs in the asks 😅.

Like, should I keep using their epithets like The Paragon, The Spymaster, etc...or is it easier for you all if I use their names like Oz, Vahnis, etc??

[aanasttasia]

im a happy person. i know i am. and sometimes i get lost in my head, like every other person. and then i freak out and start to break down and destroy every piece of myself that i healed ever since i started learning to fall in love with myself, and learning to trust again. and most of the time its because i forget that im a fucking human, like everyone else. and humans are messy, humans are crazy, imperfect, and slightly insane. we all are and its okay. no one has anything figured out. im sure no one really knows what the hell their doing with their lives. and i guess i just need to get that through my thick skull and learn to chill the fuck out.

—a.k.

[aanasttasia]

when i love someone

i end up falling really hard.

i cant help it . . .

my heart is so heavy,

and i have too much love.

—a.k.

[aanasttasia]

i think im gonna cry

my heart hurts

my chest hurts

my lungs feel like imploding

my head feels like exploding

i think im gonna die

but thats fine

i just wanna see you

one more time.

[aanasttasia]

sometimes i wonder

how oblivious you can be.

and sometimes i wonder

if you truly know and maybe,

you’re just messing with me.

—a.k.

[aanasttasia]

please don’t tell me you love her,

please, i don’t want to hear it.

all i want is to hear

you say you love me too.

—a.k.

[aanasttasia]

sorry im not around anymore...

i just kinda gave up on you.

—a.k.

[barabarahimblegemination]

The songs aren't about you, They have become you. They have become us. I hear our smiles And feel our laughter resonating in each chord.