#unuberwindlich

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For you, from me ♥

Hey booo. Je tumblr stond nog open en ik kon het gewoon niet laten.. De laatste dagen met jou waren geweldig. De laatste maanden met jou waren perfect en het laatste jaar was een jaar dat ik niet snel ga vergeten. Nooit had ik gedacht dat er zoveel kon veranderen in één simpel jaar. Maar ik blij zoals het nu is. jij en ik ♥ Ik hou van je meisje, zoveel.. ♥ Kusjes, jou Ulrike

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Had such an amazing time! ♥

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with Hyukjae on the stairs yesterday ♥. (no zoom here, he was just standing right in front of me)

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Meeting Eunhyuk in Brussels [17.10.2012]

so okay this morning I woke up around 9 am because I still didn't know if I would go to Brugge or not to find him. so i thought, i'm just gonna wait at my dorm till he tweets a picture of where he is right now and then take the first train to that place. somehow, while i was making myself ready, i got a textmessage from a friend who told me that her friend saw Eunhyuk taking the train this morning to Namur. so the first thing I thought was ' shit, i need to go '. And that was what I did, together with another girl I met up again with some of the girls I met at the airport on monday + a few other nice ELF's that I didn't see before but anyway. After almost 3 hours on the train we finally arrived in Namur and hmmm, let's just skip this part because it is boring as fuck. We just walked around for less than two hours there and gave up and the only logical thing we could do was go back to Brussel-Zuid station to wait there because he didn't had any bags or something with him when he left in the morning. However, when we were on our way back to Brussels we suddenly all got textmessages that Eunhyuk uploaded a picture that he was in Luxembourg. So frustrating because in fact we could have been to Luxembourg if we knew that when we were still in Namur. Anyway. We arrived in Brussel-Zuid around 5 pm and alot of us were tired and wanted to give up searching but still at the same time we didn't want to give up. We waited and waited and waited till the first train from Luxembourg arrived. No Eunhyuk to see. We waited another hour, with the same result. No Eunhyuk. We waited another hour and then there he was. We decided not to all stand at the same place but at every exit one person so we would def not miss him this time. I was standing the most far away from where he was, so when I heard one scream I knew that I had to go to the other side of the train because he was there. The first thing I noticed was that he really isn't that tall. But gosh, so goodlooking. He was wearing red vans and a skinny jeans and actually very normally dressed. The girls who bought chocolate for him gave it to him and he replied with a very sweet, but oh so shy smile. I think he was kinda shy/amazed because we were there. We were very quiet and didn't scream at all, just some happy noises that escaped our mouths from time to time. Someone asked the translator if we could make a picture all together with him and she asked him and he said it was allright. My heart was beating so fast and everyone was so happy and smiling so bright, it was just amazing; I was standing right behind him on the stairs when we went down the station. And to be honest I really didn't believe that it was actually him standing in front of me. Oh by the way, his hair looked so soft osfjmqfiqj. When we were down in the station, it was picture time and the women who was with him to translate everything was so nice to take a picture of all of us with our beloved dancing machine. It was still a bit awkward for him I guess because he didn't expect us to be still there waiting for him, but he looked happy. After signing our stuff and bowing for him and thanking him 1872897 times (the translator as well and the family members) we left. Well.. left is kinda weird in this situation because we just started walking away in front of him and we were hugging and smiling and making happy noises. But the best moment of the night was, at least for me, when he and his family members where still standing there a bit behind us, we decided to do a grouphug. Before hugging everyone very tight in one big circle we screamed "EVERLASTINGFRIEND!" and I really really really think that Eunhyuk must have loved this moment. Seeing us as group hugging and being happy and not stalking him anymore even tho he's only 5 meters behind us. I think we really did a good job. We met him and stayed very polite and also told the translator that we are sorry to disturb his holiday. Eunhyuk said it doesn't matter so it's a big relief that we didn't annoy him or something. I'm proud on the fact that we behaved and met him as Hyukjae and not as Eunhyuk from Super Junior. And I also wanna thank the ELF I met last days, without you guys it wouldn't have been the same! Saranghae!

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**PLEASE READ THIS FIRST!!!** so yeah, maybe some of you might know this, others prob won't but i've been bullied at in primary school because I had alot of acne in my face. I still have it today but it's alot alot alot better now. However still it makes me so insecure about myself. This is actually the first time I had the power and straight to keep sitting in front of my webcam and staring at myself for almost 3 minutes. You need to know that before I met my girlfriend I just went to bed after removing my make up because when I saw myself in one of our mirrors in the house I would just totally tear up and cry for hours. When I met my girlfriend she was the first one that really forced me to watch myself in the mirror without wearing any make up. I'll never ever ever forget that moment that she took my hands and was standing behind me, looking over my shoulder in the same mirror as I was looking in. She whispered: "you're really pretty" and that moment was really one of the moments I'll truely cherish so much. I think she doesn't even realize how important that simple thing was for me. I don't go to bed straightly after removing my make up and I don't mind sitting in the sofa with my girlfriend while her parents or sisters see me without make up. Kinda funny if you know that last year I almost lived with my make up on. It's just so weird how bullying can change someone his life so dramaticly and for so long. I was 7/8 years when bullying started and it ended when I was around 14 years old. And even know, after 4 years not being bullied I'm still so insecure. But right now I see myself as someone who is worth to live and worth to show myself as who I am right now. That is why I decided to make this video without make up. I'm still kinda thankful that my laptop has bad quality that you can't see that much of my acne but still.. I hope you guys somehow learned from my video or if you feel the same way or have felt the same way, please share your stories. I'm always here to listen ♥. Thank you for watching and don't forget to smile, okay? ♥

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so i'm back home from the city with my friends and i'm kinda tired. it was nice but at the same time i wished my girlfriend was with me then. i just miss her so much already and it's been only one week without her. next week i'm finally moving out and then i'm gonna see her again ♥ i'm just so happy with her, even now after almost one year of close friendship and almost 4 months dating, i love her more than i already did before (if that's even possible?). however, she just makes my life alot alot alot better and happier ♥ time to go to bed now, tomorrow chill day so yeah ^^. goodnight!

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30 day teen top challenge

Day 20 - Favorite performance of Teen Top .

So yeah, this one is my favorite performance ever. I watched this when my girlfriend was with me during new year and I don't know why but from the first note I heard and the first frame I saw, I started crying like a baby. Somehow this performance touched me so deeply and even now, when I watch it right now, I still get tears in my eyes without even trying to be emotional. I think this was the first time I realized that my babies are growing up and making their own way to the top. I would do anything to have the clear audio of this perfume remix but apparently there isn't an audio of this one. I'm so proud of them.