You wanna chill with the big kids, Act like a big kid, But there you go sittin wonderin' why you feelin sick. This shit ain't a game this is real fucking life, you wanna disrespect and still asking why you got me so tight. I figured after all we been thru you would've learned your lesson, but instead you flipped the show and got me sittin here guessin. This shit is dumb, 5 years and you still ain't ever changed. Won't even make it 5 years cuz to you this just a game. I need to get some rest, I need to go to sleep but with all this heart break you got my bones fucking weak. I thought you would've done it since you said you loved me, but you only love yourself I guess this is the way it should be. So I'll think a little more just to get the words right but I just can't sleep I'll be smoking all night. Good night