#update again

[sisterlilybug]

Another update (like I haven’t made enough of these)

I’m going to get some free time this weekend, so hopefully I’ll be around more from now on. Things are getting pretty rough for me with my school work, but I’m getting better at balancing it.  Anyway, I wanted to say that tomorrow or on Sunday, I will probably be able to get to the asks and chat I’ve been putting off. I might not answer everything, but I will try my best. Whoever sent me that chat message, I swear I’ll talk to you this weekend!  I’m sorry I’ve been so busy. I didn’t like having you ignore everyone, and put everything on hold. I’m not happy with ignoring all the messages I was getting, but I had to focus on my work. I’m really sorry. I know how stale “I’m sorry” is, but I’m not sure what else to say at this point since it’s 1 in the morning.   

[astraastro]

Update again...

So I finished chapter 3, but now I need to edit it and it should be up by tonight as soon as I can edit it...

But bad news is...I need help editing it XD

[monstergoreguts]

updated commission info again so yeeeeeeee ‘

Commissions are open! I WILL NOT DRAW: in/cest adult/minor ships (discuss with me if you aren’t sure) furry r/ape or nonconsensual sexual content of any kind hate speech/slurs/bigoted stereotype

[sunriseabram]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 5/9 Fandom: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic

Special detective Andrew Minyard is tasked with infiltrating the infamous Wesninski household as a servant. Surrounded by pureblood vampires, his mission to uncover and tear down a suspected child blood smuggling ring is no easy feat.

It's a good thing that Nathaniel is nothing like he expected.

[atzfilm]

38k xx

[alanzz]

please read, it's important for me

or don't, idk

I know it's been a week or so but I kinda wanted to update on how I'm feeling. I don't know. I kinda feel like leaving this site cause I don't like the interactions I've been having with my friends. I don't like how I am here anymore. I'm just a ghost that shows up on weekends to drop heart pics and that's all. I don't get to send annoying asks to my friends or tell them I saw the biggest bug ever. I hate that their answers feel bitter and pitiful as if they don't want me upset if they don't talk to me. I know it's not like that and I'm so sorry for thinking like this, but deep inside in my brain just keeps telling me it's like that. I know it's annoying to see me complaining all the time, but the ones who really know me here, know that I am very insecure. so I don't know anymore. I don't know how to improve that. I just don't like what I turned into. it's not my friends' fault, it could never be. I am the problem. I feel like I don't treat them the way I should. I hate that they tell me it's okay. I know it's not. I really feel like deactivating and just disappear from here. maybe I'll get better and regret saying all this but this how I'm feeling at the moment.

thanks for the patience, I appreciate it.

[ask-just-shapes-and-beats]

*inhale* Okay y'all I promise that once my finals are done after next week, I'll start working on this lol-

I'm pretty lazy but also I need to like, work on character references for artfight atm and I gotta finish art for some people-

I hope that once I go active, people will actually be active along with me azdzfhv-

Might even consider making a JSaB RP discord server for whoever is active *eyes emoji*

Though the discord server will take a bit as I'll take a while to work on permissions and stuff, though it'll probably only be a rp server, maybe an art channel, general channel and meme channel will be there

I'll make a non-rp hangout server sometime, though that'll take more effort

And as always, pspspsps feel free to dm me if you follow me or I follow you, I don't bite but I may not reply quickly lol