i never ever ever have gotten involved or posted anything to do with "stunts" or drama because my anxiety gets awful when these things happen, but honestly i feel so terrible and sick to my stomach right now at some of the things i'm seeing on my dash, the hate and the gross name-calling and everything else. ive been supporting 1d for six years, and never have i ever wanted to leave the fandom until now. this isn't the 1d fandom i grew up with and i understand things change with time but i think there's a point where you have to take a step back from things and say: this is not right, something is clearly not right here and i don't feel comfortable anymore. it's the most heartbreaking thing and it hurts because this band and these boys and specifically louis have basically kept my life going and been there for me through everything, so to see them hurt or to see the fandom doing what it's doing just makes me so upset. i don't really know what else to say, because i have so much that i could say and i don't want to lay it out here. i just need to get out some of my own emotion because this whole situation is terrible and i feel like i need to let something out