#urgencyforunity

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I've rarely (almost never) questioned my husband's loyalty n we r both gr8ful, certainly. However when I have questioned it, it almost always turns out to be my own shadow finding it's way into the cracks that shine light through and expose things for what they truly are in their raw, sometimes yucky form. I am grateful not have had the connection/loyalty issues I had in previous relationships.I suffer major insecurities and wobbly confidence, low self esteem. A dear heart once told me, to give a hug, was to give of yourself. I always felt that hugs were mutual and that - if anything - I have never got enough to give. I'm always trying to give more. I never feel worthy - really - of the love people give me. I feel like - it's not really for me, it's for them. Good shadow stuff in this post for me, I can tell. Radical s Acceptance invites you to see the situation as it truly is. No more faking. No more farce. No more too much or not enough. Just humans, critters, trying to get by. . . . That being said... Demons are unmet needs. If you are ignoring your own needs, or your partner's needs, and you are just content to go on being miserable - those needs will meet themselves - even unconsciously or subconsciously. Allow yourself to see yourself truly, so that you may redirect your energy, reclaim your autonomy, and release your subjectivity to the benign and mundane. That - is not the point and never had been. You are always the point - you always have been. Love yourself, yes. But don't be afraid to look for a new watering hole if yours is dry. We are in this together, after all. . . Also. Totally saw these boxers in our bathroom and immediately thought "what spank did drew have over and why did she leave her nasty leggings!" ☕🐸🙏😂⭐💁🐼💚🌞🌔 #married life #thattruelove #thatDrewlove . #tarot, #tarotreader, #foolsjourney, #lightworker, #shadowworker, #selflove, #selfcare, #selfdiscovery, #spiritualjourney, #chaoswitch , #mystic, #gypsy, #chaote, #chaosmagick, #theCreatorClass, #gratefulmama, #motherhoodbliss, #motherhoodrising, #theartofmotherhood, #mamayogi, #yogi, #yoga, #chakras, #urgencyforunity, #staywoke, #selfcareissacred, #tea, & #teareasons🍵🍃💙🌌 (at Fairfield, Iowa)

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HA! My glasses may my face look so distorted. Thankful for the money to buy new shoes affordably, and thankful for all of the hands that helped to make them. Thankful for the space to get in a short #solo #run. Thankful for the bed I am hopefully going to receive tomorrow if I can find some body with a truck willing to help us move it, thank you Nikki. Thankful for @de_spite & @bearthkeeper & @ashleyntribe Thankful for paradiso coffee. (?) Thankful for Tarot, @kellyann_maddox, & spiritual friends and inspirations... Gabbi, @tzaboath, @renee_rlyeh, @agent139, @ataraxium, joseph g & your fam & sis, @turner_rae, @erctrnr, @kirstenforsomedunn, @debique_brent, @amandamercedesmazzeo, and everybody who continues to love n support me: my gratitude for you is deep, as the oceans and galaxies that we so love 🌊🙏😍🌰🌱🌳 Thankful for my AMAZING HUSBAND, @digitalisetherium, for continuing to love and support Emmeline and I on our journey to integration and individuation and health and happiness and wholeness. Thankful to universe for the lessons. Thankful to myself for learning them. 👽🌞🌓💫🙆🔥💚😍🌊🌰🌱🌳👽⛅🙉😊😘😄🙏🙏🙏 #tarot, #tarotreader, #foolsjourney, #lightworker, #shadowworker, #selflove, #selfcare, #selfdiscovery, #spiritualjourney, #chaoswitch , #mystic, #gypsy, #chaote, #chaosmagick, #theCreatorClass, #gratefulmama, #motherhoodbliss, #motherhoodrising, #theartofmotherhood, #mamayogi, #yogi, #yoga, #chakras, #urgencyforunity, #staywoke, #selfcareissacred, #tea, & #teareasons (at Fairfield, Iowa)

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More than 1 magickal thing happened today. That's how I know things are registering in my personal unconscious and subconscious and taking form in the tangible realm. . . . Thank you, gods, goddesses, universe, and infinite form and formlessness of all that is. I'm grateful to myself for coming today and registering some time in the midful zone and taking advantage of all the yummy energies in retrograde right now and those manifesting with moon and sun power. It's freaking sweet. The downloads are blissful and so many and I'm getting good stuff out of the ether. Thank you ether. Thank you self for seeing. Thank you sacred transformation and sacred space for exposing me. . . . More to come with detailed downloads 💜😍🌰🌱🌳🙏🌠☀ . . . #tarot, #tarotreader, #foolsjourney, #lightworker, #shadowworker, #selflove, #selfcare, #selfdiscovery, #spiritualjourney, #chaoswitch , #mystic, #gypsy, #chaote, #chaosmagick, #theCreatorClass, #gratefulmama, #motherhoodbliss, #motherhoodrising, #theartofmotherhood, #mamayogi, #yogi, #yoga, #chakras, #urgencyforunity, #staywoke, #selfcareissacred, #tea, & #teareasons (at Fairfield, Iowa)

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Feeling extra Goddessy today. Excited about the future. Feeling the warm, loving embrace of the universe today. A beautiful complimentary feeling to all the hard feelings I had yesterday morning. The universe is an expression of all of ourselves. Finding myself in it today. Seeing myself as the struggle and the triumph, the oppressed and the oppressor. In our own way, we can find solace. Allowing myself to have hard time yesterday was partof the journey to get tothis liberating moment, hereandnow, where i feel so powerful and humbled by the all that is. Thankful that I get to dance in this round. Thankful to know that i can dance! Thankful to all of you for witnessing my exploration and discovery of self. ❤🌷🌿🌾🔥🙏🐣🌻🐝🌐🌺 #tarot, #tarotreader, #foolsjourney, #lightworker, #shadowworker, #selflove, #selfcare, #selfdiscovery, #spiritualjourney, #chaoswitch , #mystic, #gypsy, #chaote, #chaosmagick, #theCreatorClass, #gratefulmama, #motherhoodbliss, #motherhoodrising, #theartofmotherhood, #mamayogi, #yogi, #yoga, #chakras, #urgencyforunity, #staywoke, #selfcareissacred, #tea, & #teareasons

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No mistakes! . . You take whatever you want from the basket of life. . . Infinite potential in any direction. . . You choose how to utilize your unique set of skills, perspectives, and wisdom. . . Nobody owes you their love. . . You are the keyholder. . . Give yourself permission to give and receive love freely, and watch it unfold around you. . . Tell yourself you don't deserve love and are not worthy of it, and the universe will grant you that affirmation. . . Our subconscious... unconscious mind is more powerful than anything in this world. You can feel it sometimes. If you allow yourself to accept that you are the master of your sea and the captain of your own soul, then you acknowledge that when you are asleep, the ship is still moving. . . To keep moving forward and allowing things to unfold in their natural form is acknowledging that yout progress is either strengthening you, or weakening you. . . Every single moment is ripe with potential. . . Every unfolding second is another choice to make. . . Allow yourself to make a better choice. . . Allow yourself to forgive old habits and hurtful, wounded patterns. . . Allow yourself to love yourself completely. . . Move beyond limiting beliefs: love and accept yourself totally. . . Thanks for reading. . . #tarot, #tarotreader, #foolsjourney, #lightworker, #shadowworker, #selflove, #selfcare, #selfdiscovery, #spiritualjourney, #chaoswitch , #mystic, #gypsy, #chaote, #chaosmagick, #theCreatorClass, #gratefulmama, #motherhoodbliss, #motherhoodrising, #theartofmotherhood, #mamayogi, #yogi, #yoga, #chakras, #urgencyforunity, #staywoke, #selfcareissacred, #tea, & #teareasons (at Fairfield, Iowa)

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Today's affirmations. Remember that your words and your relationship (ability to show up) with yourself have power whether you feel particularly driven to engage or not. Allowing yourself to ritualize your devotion to yourself, your relationship with yourself, your ability to take action, your clarity and dedication to consciousness/awareness, and your presence and awareness and dedication to YO BODY allows for fricking magick to happen. Don't underestimate the raw and refined power of a fully integrated, aware, and engaged human being. Let yourself BE that human being. #HAVEAGOODDAY #FFS 💙 I trust more, and fear less. 💚 I make choices that are healthy and good for me. 💜 I nurture my body with healthy food, exercise, clean water, relaxation, and connection with nature. ❤ I am open to possibilities. 💛 I am grateful for all of the challenges that help me grow and transform. 💚 My awareness is in the present moment. 💙 I am one with the divine. 💜 I belong, and I am nourished. ❤ I have healthy boundaries: ESPECIALLY with myself. 💛 I allow myself to be nourished. 💚 I am a sensual and creative being. 💙 I honor my body as the temple that nourishes my soul. 💜 I am open to receive all good things in life. ❤ I value myself and I am worthy. 💜 I learn from my experiences. 💙 I create my reality (I though that said 'art' at first... Subliminal message... Same thing?? 😊😊) 💚 I am healing: mind, body, and spirit. 💛 It is SAFE for me to see the truth. ❤ I allow myself to express freely and creatively. 💜 I go beyong my limiting beliefs and accept myself totally. ❤ My heart is softened and filled with love. #tarot, #tarotreader, #foolsjourney, #lightworker, #shadowworker, #selflove, #selfcare, #selfdiscovery, #spiritualjourney, #chaoswitch , #mystic, #gypsy, #chaote, #chaosmagick, #theCreatorClass #gratefulmama #motherhoodbliss #motherhoodrising #theartofmotherhood #mamayogi #yogi #yoga #chakras #urgencyforunity #staywoke #selfcareissacred #tea #teareasons (at Fairfield, Iowa)

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Don't ever forget your core. Don't let anybody or any situation or any outside circumstance that is not your core deter you from your inner worth and value and belonging. Don't forget that you are always greatly loved and cradled in the belonging arms of the universe, from the moment of your conception until your last earthside breath. Know that everything in your life is unfolding exactly as it should, for your refinement and understanding. Know that your word is your power and speak your power with conviction, clarity and love. You are the author of your story, and you can renavigate the direction of your life's path as the pages are unfolding, every moment of every day. Each happenstance, joyous moment, and challenge presents a unique opportunity to extend more compassion, to employ more constructive rational thinking, and to embrace more fully our authentic and true self at our core in every situation so that no matter how we respond or what we engage with in life, we are still moving forward in life and making progress, each day becoming more and more truly ourself. We can be free, we can learn to care for ourselves holistically and provide ourselves with the best preparation to fully be in each moment, to fully engage our personal power and live with courage and love. Life is in these moments, every single day, in each breath we take 💜💛💚💙🐈 #theconsciousparent . #thecontinuumconcept . #momswhofeel . #empoweringParenthood . #loveyourself . #theartofslowliving . #wildandfree . #littleandbrave . #ThoughtfulJane . #EmmelineJane . #theCreatorClass . #gratefulmama . #motherhoodbliss . #motherhoodrising . #theartofmotherhood . #mamayogi . #yogi . #yoga . #chakras . #urgencyforunity . #staywoke . #selfcareissacred . #selflove . #selfcare . #tea . #teareasons . #tarot . #tarotreasons . #inspiredliving #intentionalliving (at Fairfield, Iowa)