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[filmtvfandom]

The magazine | The Avengers (2012) & Loki (2021)

[cuntdallroy]

[buffysummers]

Once upon a time there were three very different little girls who grew up to be three very different women with three things in common: they’re brilliant, they’re beautiful, and they work for me. My name is Charlie.  Charlie’s Angels (2000) dir. McG

[jenniferlawrencesource]

Jennifer Lawrence photographed by Mark Seliger for ELLE France (Sept 2018)

[chris-evans]

robbstark → captainamericas

I’m terrified for my blog to get deleted by staff. 

I’m still tracking userchaitali 

I’m tagging some of my mutuals in case you guys unfollow me/ don’t recognize me :/ 💖💖💖.

[daminwayne]

tony + “They’re dead because of me - I can’t let myself forget that.”

ok I’m going to cheat for this one and paste a section from my fic Gone because I had this exact scenario ajshdsjakshd

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“I just… I hate it.” Bucky continues, his voice barely above a whisper. “I’m messed up, I know it. But I don’t want to be weak.”

“You’re not weak, James.” Tony assures him.

“No one else seems to think that.” Bucky says bitterly. “They want to support me, and I really appreciate it. But their support is… they act more like they want to… mute me down? I can’t speak up about how I feel, about the guilt that kills me, because Steve will jump to reassure me that it wasn’t my fault, that I shouldn’t be feeling this. But I am! I am feeling it. What do I do about that?”

Tony nods slowly, twirling the folded cane in his hands. “You learn to live with it.”

“How do I do that? My therapist tries to get me to forget what I did, to push it away. He thinks I don’t understand that I was forced into doing what I did. But… seventy years, Tony. Seventy years of killing, assassinations. I can’t just forget it.”

“Don’t forget it.” Tony says. “I don’t forget anyone that I’ve killed, whether or not I know their names or faces. I live every moment remembering that people died because of me, James, innocent people. I was called the Merchant of Death because of how many people my weapons killed and tortured. It’s unfair to them, to their families, that I forget about what I did.”

Bucky’s eyes soften, and he studies Tony’s face carefully. The man is wearing sunglasses now, even though the sky is very cloudy. His beard has been trimmed, but he hasn’t returned to the goatee. His hair is messy, sticking out in all angles and then draping down just below his ears. “So you let the guilt consume you?”

“I didn’t want it to.” Tony murmurs. “That’s why I signed the Accords. I thought knowing that I admitted to my mistakes and learned to follow orders from someone who kept those people in mind would ease the guilt. But look how that turned out.”

Bucky’s lips part in a soft gasp, one not quite audible, and he looks to the ground.

“But you’re different.” Tony continues. “You didn’t have a choice in any of what you did. You already had that higher power who commanded you to do things. You shouldn’t forget what happened at your hands, but don’t you ever feel guilty, James, not when you know that the bastards who made you do all of it didn’t feel a shred of guilt. The weight is not on you to carry.”

Bucky licks his dry lips, and runs a hand through his hair. “I have nightmares about them. They call out to me, telling me that I should have fought harder. That I should have resisted.”

Tony’s jaw clenches, remembering the vision Wanda had made him see back in Sokovia. Steve gripping his arm, telling him that he could have done more. He reaches out with his right arm, searching for Bucky’s thigh, and rests his hand on it. “And you did, when you could. You saved Steve after he nearly drowned, you told me that yourself, just a few days ago. You resisted the mind control… James, you overcame seventy damn years of mind control to save your best friend. That’s something.”

Bucky’s eyes widen slightly, and he exhales slowly. “Yeah. I suppose I did.”

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[filmtvfandom]

Ant-Man (2015)

[daminwayne]

PSA

If you guys have a lot of saved urls, please release them! Don’t save them for trade or sale or such. Yesterday two close friends and I were randomly suspended until we released our urls. This can affect anyone I think because I had around 6 (mostly previous urls) and my two friends only had 2 each, so it was odd especially for them to be suspended at only two saved urls. Regardless, I released all of mine and won’t save more urls (I never used to save urls until I started getting attached to past ones, lol) and you guys should be careful too 💕