#usual shit

[dead-mad]

New record for longest catatonic episode. hrray

[officinainfernale]

Hell win

[pikachupapi]

Y’all know why I woke up mad today

[go-away-im-deadd-blog]

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[officinainfernale]

Speed Metal Zine in the process character study

[rumbleonthemill]

if you need a reason on, why I left every HN related space and don't want to talk to people, then here is one.

this Michael Afton named person (I'm seriously not even surprised, ofc a fnaf fan) lies like crazy, and nobody is doing shit about it, despite they have too many mods. and this is not fucking delta, this is the "official" server...

I have no clue, who this is. at all. I have no idea.

all I know is, some people in every single community desperately want to get attention / find excuses, to blacklist the name of x people who have been there for ages, and don't exactly act as they like.

is she thinking differently due to being a totally different generation and having different level of knowledge? blacklist. is she drawing something they dislike, and despite the "20+ ONLY!!!!!!" warnings, still view? oh don't even say her name oh my gosh!!!! dude, war criminals are not treated the way some treat human beings. "innocent" and "not innocent" where are we, at the court?! why does anyone feel like they can judge me in anything? NOBODY knows me, and I mean, NOBODY, if they say they do, they lie.

so, once again, hopefully for the last time.

- I left every space on my own, bc I had enough. - drawing things you dislike WON'T make someone a bad person. - I have no friend who could've dm'd this person of all people, because I don't talk to people, the ones I still talk to, avoid HN and especially that server, like plague. so what the fuck. - the coma theory in prealpha was a theory that some kids made popular, Nikita in fact confirmed in 2025, that Player was dying in the Faust storyline, not being in coma. in Faust, the devil wants Faust's soul AFTER he is dead. once again lies and false info because of the fucking lore of a fictional game. +1 I call the prealpha characters Nicky and Theodore, despite they are not equal to the current Nicky and Theodore. - because so did the old fandom. this is confusing, but it is addressed in the FAQ on @loodgack

I don't talk in HNG. I only check Nikita's messages from an ancient account I never talked on (before one starts searching), because I need them for the videos and to submit them to the archive page, so people can get official confirmations on things. "trust me bro" is never official confirmation. there is already arguments above and below his messages on general basis, so I'm getting my ass out of that server immediately after I got what I need. I fucking despise that I "must" get back to discord, otherwise I'd know NOTHING about HN at all, this is horrible.

but now I was a fucking idiot and did the deadly mistake to search my name. never ever again, because what the actual fuck is this? or any shit they are spreading. get a life, touch grass. either watch the videos I make, or block me if you are "soooo convinced" that I'm the son of the devil. omfg, why couldn't this franchise be targeted at mature adults????? why ??? NONE of this has ever happened until it was!!!

edit: so apparently, my friend says that some people do it for attention, another says what I'm saying, to ruin people's reputation, simply because they disagree in something, either way, just fucking leave me alone, I'm barely active, I don't do shit, just go and talk shit about someone else.

[blueboysftw]

Book of the Blues

i. What In the World

"How in the hell did you do that…?" That's what I say to him more than I say his name. Sonny-5 is just that kind of Guardian. Deadly like the rest of them. Perceptive when you least expect it. Yet so…so…Ridiculous. It was supposed to be a whatever day. He was moaning and griping about Xur "doing him dirty" with Dares of Eternity. Even though he was lucky to get his hands on a /crafted/ Half Truths, Sonny insisted he wanted The Other Half.

So there we were, loaded into our space van, on our way to that freaky wormhole that somehow leads to Xur. And the…the Horse. I keep an eye on our course while Sonny spends the entire trip grumbling and looking through the arsenal he's got constantly packed in this ship. I look away. Once. To tell him for what had to be the fifteenth time to use something else besides his flaming knife to cut open things. I take my single eye away and somehow we…we're sucked in? Far too early than usual. This is not the hole we're driving toward. I'm cursing at Sonny even though he instinctively leapt towards me, my shell scraping against his armor from how hard he's crushing me.

…

Stupid, considerate, Hunter. I get my bearings in the now (more) trashed van. For a moment I can't find him except for the fucking thumbs up sticking out from a pile of guns that /thankfully/ did not go off. I sigh at him as I extend my Light forward and start to revive the idiot. My idiot.

[anaismed]

Me: * doing something stupid*

My little sister:*usual confusion*