all this anger was once love.

🔞 adults only! 💠DM'S CLOSED!💠 LG // 30+ // girl 💠 #1 Neighbor fan (Hello Neighbor / Hello Guest stuff spam) 💠 depressive disorder. 💠 ships are unrelated adults.

[rumbleonthemill]

💕 Men in the love 💙💚

💕💕 loodgack + she + adult ++ for info, read "about me" 💕💕

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original Hello Neighbor / Hello Guest fan. idc about newer media (eg. books, cartoon).

🛳️ ships - unrelated adults.

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🔞 I'm adult. I often post / reblog content that is targeted at adults. you have been warned. 

will block m!nors. also, your lack of knowledge in character / lore / ships isn't my issue.

I draw what I want. dislike, scroll past.

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DNI blind judgers and people who fall for every shit they hear / never do research / got zero respect. also people with endless DNI lists lmao ain't nobody is reading ts.

[privet-sosed]

holy shit bro, congrats

[rumbleonthemill]

🙏🌈

[loodgack]

new video out

please share, if you can

[theforgottenbuu]

Peak vid I was there the whole way through fr

[rumbleonthemill]

thank you! very happy to hear feedback 👀❤️

[rumbleonthemill]

fuck everyone who's enjoying people's humiliation and struggle

idk why I'm writing this post. tumblr will fucking hide it too, just like it hides my art and my lots of work because hihi haha

[loodgack]

reminder that I have a patreon too!

I put the yt videos, wip stuff and exclusive art on there, there's many treats. please check out!

Patreon

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[loodgack]

Buy LG a Coffee

Please support me!

reblogs help too / if you spread the word that I'm looking for home office job!

[rumbleonthemill]

people have killed everything in me. everything #end

[maswartz]

Fans ruin fandoms.

[rumbleonthemill]

I've been parroting this shit since 2019 and nobody listens

what happened to gooseworx now, has been happening with us, fanartists too. every creator, who isn't a fucking fandom police asshole, is treated like this. it happens to all of us

[rumbleonthemill]

the fact that around 2020 I had to "prove" to complete strangers that I despise things like inc_st, pr_ship and p_dophilia - because some idiots had (have!) nothing better to do, than falsely accuse people with these - is sickening.

it was nothing but witchhunting of complete strangers and pushing the accuser's weird fucking fantasies on the target. there's clear objective evidence to things that I say or support. a sane person can see them. but instead I must write to ALL of my bio /pinned that "I ship unrelated men as it's obviously showing for over a half decade, here's their ages which is both above 30" 🥱 bitch it was AND IS all because of them shipping something else and there's literal posts proving it. there's evidence of THEM starting this useless war, dragging it on endlessly, and then playing a victim when the target REACTS on their accusations and is rightfully angry. them playing the dictator that "different thinking people cannot belong here they're the children of satan we must destroy them to save our holy fandom cult"

and then the ENTIRE old HN community, creatives, shippers, fans, was harassed away, because people usually leave toxic places.

[rumbleonthemill]

lmao someone blocked me after I reblogged their art and considered it nice, this community is still retarded, good to know idk I thought people matured a bit, but apparently not. blocked back.

[rumbleonthemill]

jun 2 -- I've got a few tries behind my back, I'm FINALLY going to do a successful try. I wanted to say that I fucking despise humans. they ruin the lives of peaceful people of the same species. I fucking despise fandoms, the asshole dogshit people in the HN one, those which ruined my reputation, accused me with shit I was the real life victim of,triggering traumatic experience every. fuckass. time. and I fucking despise those brainwashed ass idiots, which just join any witchhunting. rot.

I've already written a final letter on this blog and you'll see for how long I've been preparing.

what's the takeaway of this useless life: hard work doesn't pay off. kindness doesn't pay off. fictional characters are worth more than real humans most of the time. fuck people. that's all I had to say.

[rumbleonthemill]

(wakes up at 3 am)

so there's this fun fact of Neighbor and Bluey having similar iconic colors. not sure what this means, other than great and immediately recognizable character design. but um. I have this image on my phone. lol.

[rumbleonthemill]

I'll be very real. I need a job badly. not advices. not cold backs, which I'm getting despite I'm begging to grown adults, despite certain people know exactly, what I'm capable of. I NEED A JOB.

I've been trying everything, comms, patreon, youtube, all fails, all that work isn't enough.

I'm physically unable to do some things, outside of those, I'd take anything. my country is HORRIBLE. it's a hellhole, I've been actively trying to find jobs locally and online for YEARS. nothing sticks for over two months and I'm not alone with this. so many are in my situation, but we have no savings. nothing to hold onto.

I'm officially a journalist degree owner. writing is my life. I'm a perfect translator and fluent English with a degree. if any of you have a dad whose friend would need a helping hand, boring paperwork, writing, communication with customers via mail, video editing, and seriously, anything...and can be done remote, then just say. Just say literally anything, I'll learn it. I'm in such pain, I'm in such fear. life or death situation, seriously it is.

I think my life is ending soon.

[loodgack]

thank you everyone, who gave me support in the past few days. it means a lot!

[pulsingsun-hn]

I love your Hello Neighbor content here and on YouTube!! I really enjoyed watching the Secret Neighbor skins ranking, and all your rankings are so valid 👌✨ I also enjoyed all your videos about Hello Neighbor 3. By the way, I hope you get well soon, I'm sorry you're sick and your throat hurts. I hope you recover very soon!

[rumbleonthemill]

thank you!!!!!!!!!

[leftfieldone]

Чисто теории о личности Гостя:

Theories about Guest personality be like:

it's time for a reveal

Theo: Why am I not surprised?

Nick: Ppfftt))

Я чем больше смотрю на новый дизайн Гостя, тем больше, блин, верю в то, что это Никки чисто приехал в Рэйвен Брукс и одичал от того, что не смог там норм работу найти 😂

[damnfandomproblems]

Fandom Problem #14,168:

I hate that kids dominate every fandom. Even stuff they shouldn't really be in. And of course they cry gr00mer and pdf at every adult who dare to draw/write nsfw or dark topics AND talks to them.

Also I don't understand their mentality that "everyone under 18 is an innocent little bebeh" and the moment you turn 18 "ew, disgusting grooming adult". I can bet they wouldn't recognize or dare to report an actual predator. How many innocent artists who made adult art (even if from "children's media") had their reputation destroyed because of some stupid kids who browse the net unattended. Or if they want some fame (in case the artist they call a gr00mer is mildly famous).

They also hurt the case of real victims.

[rumbleonthemill]

exactly this. exactly.

and then they just ignore actually dangerous people, who should be reported and blocked??! they're SO BUSY chasing fake enemies. holy fuck.

[rumbleonthemill]

round Bluey!

edit: round Bingo...

...they're round!!!

[starkieredix]

Happy Easter! 🐰🐣