#uxhi

[shackledxbond]

“I’m the one that ought to be punished.“

Wizard of oz. // ACCEPTING. 

@uxhi

“No!” Her voice hoarse, BROKEN && startled. Despite trying so hard, to keep herself under control, to sacrifice her own feelings for his safety. If only she could do that correctly then maybe she wouldn’t be such a waste. Isuzu couldn’t help the way the panicked emotion tangled into her words, a silent please rattled against her chest threatening to break free. 

“What the  HELL do you want from me? Don’t you dare pity me, don’t you dare say such foolish && unnecessary things.” Instead, the words that left her were cold, cruel, she’d never had an issue with coldness, being cold && unwelcoming came naturally to her after so many years of jarred words && painful cries. Being harsh was easier, it was easier to push everyone away before they could hurt her, before they could find out just how USELESS && burdensome she truly was. 

But THIS, this was the hardest thing she’d ever had to do. Hurting him was harder than going through this alone, but the fear still clung to her, just like the pain she felt after the accident. She had to protect him, she’d do anything, be anything if she could just keep him safe if she could just protect him. bearly above a whisper, she repeated those words, words that echoed her dreams, words she heard so long ago that had cut her so deeply. “I don’t need you anymore.” 

[sohma-ritsu]

@uxhi stopped by for a chat

“Hatsuharu-kun...” Bemused, his head tilted to the side a little as he observed the younger boy. “Um...” Gaze then drifting in the opposite direction of his cousin’s, as always clumsy and awkward and easily flustered, “N-not that I’m unhappy to see you, but I just...I’d wondered what prompted this visit?”

It’s more reasonable to believe Haru got lost instead of intentionally visiting Ritsu, right?

[cheshism]

“Pizza makes me think anything is possible.”

“I’m a little afraid to ask, but why?” 

[sohma-ritsu]

“You don’t have to apologize.”

Apologizing sentence starters

@uxhi

Knees pulled up to his chest, fingers digging into the denim clad leg of his pants, and face hidden in his lap, Ritsu is, for all intents and purposes, hiding. 

Situated against the wall, out of the way of passerby that could potentially trip over him, he is attempting to blend into the scenery, and unsuccessfully, wishing to disappear. 

‘I hate this, I hate this, I hate this. Why can I do anything right? I’m useless and clumsy. All I had to do was bring out the tea, and I tripped. How did I trip? Stupid, stupid, stupid–!’

Too embarrassed and ashamed to show his face to the guests, Ritsu had retreated to a relatively out of the way corner and had been lost in thought for awhile. 

Lost in his own world, he hadn’t noticed that someone was trying to get past right away. As he looked up, he realized that it was Hatsuharu. Ritsu licked his dry lips, about to apologize but his cousin cut him off before the apology could escape. 

“…Still, I’m sorry.” 

[sohma-ritsu]

“And I’m all outta fucks, I don’t care.”

CHANGED MY MIND

@uxhi

…eh. Eh? EH!?

“B-B-B-But-!” Flabbergasted, Ritsu stares at the younger boy in mild disbelief. “W-Why?” Genuinely confused, his eyebrows furrow and a small wrinkle appears. “D-Don’t…don’t say that…?”

[altarfated]

"You can’t keep doing this to yourself." (2 Kyo)

repulsive,  the cat’s unbridled rancour.  it’s wretched, lashing out at any foolish enough to provoke, to step too close. he loathes that part of himself hates that gnarled, fetid thing that’s buried deep inside of him.  ❝ shut up … ❞   the quiet snarl settles on his lips, narrowed gaze buried deep beneath the soft, damp earth, ruptured beneath his fist.  ❝ ya don’t gotta go tellin’ me stuff I already know, damn it .. ❞  he couldn’t just bare his fangs, couldn’t just raise his voice .. just like the other’s, there were rules in which he must abide … if only it were that damn easy.

[yearofcat-blog]

@uxhi   S.c

“Oh,  Hatsuharu! Did you come here to visit Yuki?  Unfortunately he’s not home at the moment,  but if you’d like you can stay and wait for him.  I’ll even make some tea!”

[yearofcat-blog]

"Me or Kyo."

Send two names to my muse,  they will have to pick who they favor between them.

Oh dear,  she was REALLY put on the spot, wasn’t she? Tohru already knew the answer but saying it out loud seemed MEAN.  ‘I well…  before I say anything,  I really do like you a lot!   But…. I’m closer to Kyo, so…  K-Kyo…   please don’t take it personally!”