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[ephronian]

quick everyone tell me ur favourite cheese

[jeahreading]

#SUPPORTMERLINSWRONGS

[swagmastermcflurry]

When Mccree says "howdy"

rb if you agree

[professorsparkletrash]

@ perc’ahlia fic writers: do you know what your historical romance fic is missing?

Vex flashing people her ankles. This is an important detail that needs to be included.

[trvstnobitch]

lovely members, please like this post if you HAVE NOT received a text from A yet. i think me & admin m have managed to send out all, but just in case, give this a like if you haven’t gotten one because the last thing we want to do is miss anyone out !!

[waxrxeit-archived]

I deserve and award, I did my replies :’)

[atlantisaurum]

Cut a few fresh layer in my hair and I'm feeling better abt my hair now

[monachopsis-s]

If you asked me to define life right now, my answer would be ‘a constant struggle between walking faster to avoid a speeding car on the road, or slowing down to let it run me over.’

An effortless death. No tricks with God. An accidental end. The perfection amuses me. Perhaps that is why I fire off a little prayer every time I’m crossing a road; let that car end it this time, please.

Most people tend to confuse this with being suicidal. No. If you, or someone you know is experiencing this, let me make it perfectly clear to you that this is not being suicidal. There are areas that overlap, like a greater chance of self-harm (something I never thought I’d do again) but for the most part, it’s different from a suicidal mentality. It is a lack of will to live. A solid, unchanging absence of motivation. A depression feasting on the very part of your mind that deals with self-confidence, self-esteem and self-motivation till all that’s left behind is a vague empty sense of uselessness. The worst part is that you don’t realize it as it’s happening.

It starts out with laziness. Let’s call this the What’s-The-Point stage, for lack of enthusiasm to think of a better name. You’ll find yourself embracing nihilism. Simply putting your faith in the fact that the universe is pointless and no matter what you do, everyone’s going to die off. So it doesn’t matter.

That next meal? Doesn’t matter.

That college you were supposed to apply to? Doesn’t matter.

That person you’re supposed to be talking to? Doesn’t matter.

That helping hand you wanted to lend to your mother? Doesn’t matter.

You promised yourself you’d start working out? It doesn’t matter.

And you attribute it all to laziness. “Oh, I just can’t get up and do this.”/”I’ll do it next time.”/”Someone else will probably do it for me.” In this stage, you rarely accept that you’re headed downhill. To you it’s just an “off day”. Something’s upset you. It’s okay. It’ll go away. Complete denial of the bigger picture. Denial of the mental instability that needs to be dealt with. You only begin to realize something is wrong when you have an “up day”. When you feel energetic and motivated. When you actually accomplish some tasks and feel happy for not being useless. And you wonder why you can’t be like this everyday. That’s your first hint. Your second hint is experiencing sharp pangs of overwhelming anxiety randomly throughout the day. Possibly sometimes accompanied by a physical disruption in your head. Not a migraine but a contracting pressure inside your skull. My suggestion is to text/call a friend or anyone at all when this happens. Distract yourself. Don’t start smoking. That just makes it worse.

By now, you’ve started accepting that you’re losing your mind. Here’s where fear sets in. The fear of your transition from perfectly normal to mentally ill. Co-occurring with that lack of will we talked about before. Most commonly wanting to be run over while crossing the street or wishing to go to sleep and not waking up.

- Sajaad Nebem