so i’m in the laundromat just now, folding clothes out of the dryer, with the old asian man sitting near me behind his little front desk, reading his newspaper, and i hear this woman’s radio voice over lulling out the speakers overhead, and she’s speaking about turning around your worries, and to live with an attitude of gratitude. and as i’m standing there folding my clothes and staring out of the window, watching the cars drive past, having spent the day feeling sorry for myself, i first think, wow this is so very cheesy and such a scene out of a movie. but i began to laugh because as cheesy as it was it was true. is true. i shouldn’t harp on these feelings.
at least not for long. but i should allow myself to feel and come into these thoughts at times, rather than glazing them over in my mind, and thinking right past them. that is also probably just as damaging. but okay, so once im over feeling down and out and lonely as all hell, i can pick myself up, and tell myself i’m hot stuff and i’m awesome.
but i know in the back of my mind i’ll be saying i’d really rather be hearing this from someone else lol