Grant hadn’t thought that he would grow so close to the team, and even when none of them knew about him yet, that he was with HYDRA, he still had a chance to make things right. He still had that chance to abandon Garrett and still be on the team. He knew that he would also have to tell them all the truth as well. He couldn’t just go back and pretend that he wasn’t planning on abandoning and betraying them all.
When Hand had offered for him to kill the real Clairvoyant, he took one look at Garrett and took his gun from it’s holster. He noticed as Garrett was watching him, expecting him to shoot Hand. Grant just couldn’t do it and turned the gun on Garrett, pulling the trigger and letting out a small sigh.
He sat back when his former S.O’s body went limp and he saw the blood, putting his head in his hands, and running a hand through his hair. The only thing that he wanted to do now was get back to the team, staying silent for the rest of the flight, even when Hand had tried to speak to him. He couldn’t speak to anyone in that moment, he just couldn’t.
Once he was back with the team, he kept his gaze to the floor and walked back over to them all. He was greeted with a very concerned FitzSimmons with Jemma who wanted to check all of his vital signs but, he just brushed her off and told her that he was fine. The only person that he really wanted to see was Skye, letting his eyes move across all of the faces before finding her. He let his feet carry him over to her and gave a small smile.