#vaderlegacy

[serratedlight-a]

*Shoves a roll of buffalo nickels into his mouth*

Shove something in my muse’s mouth ( accepting. )

Kylo Ren nearly choked, but he managed to spit the coins out. “ Now that was just unpleasant. ”

[rebellionstrength]

👤+ Kylo Ren

Send me 👤+ a character name for my muse’s opinion on that character || Accepting         @vaderlegacy

▌█ ∵   ✦   ∵ █ ▌She loves him    ,    her son will always be her son and nothing will change that     .     But a mother worries and a mother regrets so much   ,   as she does     .     She knows he is not all the dark he lets himself be consumed by she can feel it   ,    not through the force (although a factor) but through her soul   .    He has made bad choices   ,    gone down the wrong path   .    She doesn’t blame him for his actions   ,     for she knows the driving force behind it was her lack not to be there for him when she was needed   .    Ben is her son as he wears that silly mask or parades around in the sake of her father she knows deep down he is still the same boy she would cradle in her arms after nightmares    ,     the same boy she would give eskimo kisses to before going out to handle issues with the resistance     .       The same boy she swore to protect and keep with her at all times    .       Kylo Ren is who he was lead to think he was but she knows there is more than that    ,     she hopes there is more than that    .

Love can’t fix all   ,     she knows this because love broke their family  but she always hopes it can be enough to draw him closer to the edge of the light     .      She knows she can’t rescue him and he doesn’t want to rescue himself but she thinks he is trying even subconsciously   .    Her own failures at being a mother are reflected in him because she is the one who pushed him to training she is the one who put him at risk   .    His mistakes are only due to her and because of that she is more forgiving to his actions    ,   however   ,    that is only to certain ones in others she knows they were of his own accord  ones she could not even rationalize   .     She doesn’t and never will see Kylo Ren because he does not exist to her only Ben Solo    .    A boy she had accidentally lead into darkness   .     He this way because of her   .

She will admit she is unsure of his motivation   ,     why his grandfather means as much as he does   .    Asking the force to help her understand or to at least show him the way back because she knows that this isn’t what her family would have wanted she may not have met her mother but she remembers how she felt    .    Kind but sad   ,    she understands that feeling now she feels it    .     The truth is to her Kylo Ren is a mask of a boy who she has hurt he is in pain and looking for help but too far for his own mother to reach and she fears he is much too far gone for her to be able to change    .    She will not give up even if words spoken to her twin brother contradict that she knows her son isn’t gone   .    Luke was right no one is ever completely gone and she knows that the day he set foot to battle Luke she felt him     .     Not his presence as Kylo Ren but the presence of her son   .    She doesn’t care what war makes her do but how it effects him she knows it is her fault that it has damaged him but she is trying to fix it    .    He is her world still   ,    every thought consuming her as the resistance grows so does her worry for what will become of her son once they win    .     She will protect him   ,   even if it means she will met something worse than death    .       

Her son is still her son    .    A little damaged but that is her fault not his   .     Ben Solo still exists but    ,     underneath the blanket of comfort that is Kylo Ren     . 

[serratedlight-a]

"This is the ugliest sweater I've ever worn... I love it!"

It’s beginning to look a lot like fuck this sentences ; Accepting

He snorted and shook his head, “Surely. It’s–yes, it’s rather ugly.” He mused, nearly chuckling again as he sipped from his hot chocolate. “Who put you up to it this year? Mother?”

[serratedlight-a]

@vaderlegacy replied to your post: “@vaderlegacy replied to your post: “@vaderlegacy replied to your post:...”:

We should get matching mustaches and bandanas

Totes, haha.

[serratedlight-a]

@vaderlegacy replied to your post: “@vaderlegacy replied to your post: “when did you loose your virginity...”:

its okay brother. Don't worry about it brother /hulk hogan voice/

// omg, lol.

[serratedlight-a]

@vaderlegacy replied to your post: “when did you loose your virginity then?”:

I remember when I lost my virginity, it was dark, cold, I was alone..

Hes just like -_- why to take the fun out of it, brother lol. >.o

[stillsalvaging]

"Ben, don't do this."

try to break my muse’s heart in a single sentence  (i think)

“Ben, please!” she begged, lightsaber locked with his. “Don’t do this!”

[monstrousmade]

vaderlegacy

  //im so mAD i was gonna make a blog for canon...

This is the best thing I’ve ever read

//in the traditional naming convention his name would literally be ben bensolo i rAGE