#vaelylis

[lastoneout]

ok not to proselytize my favorite band in your dms but the loving people as they age post and the song i think you added at the bottom. Just reminded me of Marbles by The Amazing Devil. IDK!! even if you don't like the music i feel like you'd resonate with the lyrics based on that post :33

Oh I've been meaning to check that band out for a while, people keep recommending them since I like The Oh Hellos and The Crane Wives, I'll def give this a listen!!

[tiny-feral-arachnid-man]

hope you don't mind asks, just wanna say my friend Bis (bismuth-209) showed me your blog like. 2 year ago (didn't use tumblr for like a year tho) and i love your blog immensely. politics, whump, and the mechs posting is immensely appreciated (i fucking love the mechanisms. Gunpower Tim is my favorite mech I did a giant ass portrait of him one year in highschool) :3

Hi hello I love asks!!! Also thank you so much for telling me this

I also enjoy the mechanisms very much (you've noticed lmao) and Gunpowder Timothy is very cool. However. counterpoint. Jonny d'Ville :3

Anyways please take this olive and have a lovely evening/morning/afternoon (select all that apply)!

[lastoneout]

man im about to convert back to being religious just so i can pray for you. just like. a 2 month time span at LEAST where we don't see a post about you getting some new illness

(on a serious note, good luck. sounds like you're really having a rough go of it right now, I hope your health becomes more manageable in the near future)

Thank you, and yeah it's been a weird couple of months but at this point I'm just chalking it up to me being really stressed about a potential surgery I might need and that stress really fucking up my immune system. Like given that up until now I hadn't been sick with anything since 2019(yay masking everywhere and not having a job and being a disabled introvert who likes staying home) and these all being things that can Just Happen To You rather than stuff you catch from other people I figure this has to be the recent stress. Either that or I got asymptomatic covid somehow and it fucked me up, but idk, two infections and gastritis? Seems like a stress thing.

I think I'll be feeling a lot better once I can talk to my neruosurgeon and get some of my questions answered, I'm a big "nothing freaks me out like The Unknown" so I'm not good at just sitting around and waiting to get answers, actually having the answers will likely give my body the break it needs to really get it's shit back together.

Anyway sorry for the mini-vent/dump, I really appreciate the well wishes and I do think things are gonna turn around, just gotta keep on trucking until Thursday T_T