#bpd fp vent

[hrtbrwkn]

otp w my bsf again bcz my fp is a little bitch and is otp with his bsf. i should be his bsf. i fucking hate him.

[hrtbrwkn]

i think a lot of people forget that people with bpd will idolise their fp then suddenly hate them. ?? ☠️ i don’t think it’s like this for everyone with bpd but it is for me. my fp is really annoying sometimes too bcz they’re also a bpd system 🙂 i hate them and love them a lot

[ravioloofi]

their evil gc of despair and agony that i feel highly threatened by to the point i cannot stop overthinking and going insane over so i come off super villain level of possessive and jealous without context

this gets to be on my MAIN this time bc i’m actually losing it why do we ALL think we’re fine after literally all we’ve done to them first and foremost and then all accused/done to ME??

i hate you all stop trying to steal someone im already attached toooo anyway im playing mining simulator on roblox pink font

[hrtbrwkn]

i hate that my fp is closer to his other friend rather than me. they’re literally matching names. i want to kill myself to badly and blame it on him. i hate him so fucking much.

[i-blame-reality]

I honestly can’t wait to die , what a pathetic waste of an existence

[bpd-0wn]

and just when i get used to your absence you enter my life once more

[carouselsys]

how do you genuinely manage having a fictional fp that has no way of confirming or denying my feelings i feel like im being blueballed emotionally

[hrtbrwkn]

II AHATE WHEN MY FP SEES ME LIEK THIS I DONT WNANA SPLI ON HIM I FEEL SO FUCKING FUILTY I DONT LIKE THSI i’m gonna cry.