#vague update

[dungeonmalcontent]

And now I am off to my third evening of d&d in a row.

I am ready to sleep forever after this.

[theashofwkm]

Very vague pop in and update. I am not dead. I have added a few hundred words to a pre-WKM thing focused on Mark and Celine’s divorce. It is very sad and I feel for Mark in it. That version of him deserves better.

Probably will not see light soon, but. It’s a thing getting work done. As for the revenge thing… I don’t know when that will see light. The rewrites are more intensive than I thought they’d be.

[writingbyjillian]

me rn cause i have no clue how i’m going to transition gemini from Aiden + Selena to Jesper + Selena without ruining Aiden’s character:

[storytimewithcait]

I’m so glad I have a blog dedicated to writing alone. It’s almost a diary, if I’m being honest. I’m just happy I have an outlet.

I’ve been working on making my everyday social media presence much much smaller. I’ve realized how toxic it has become to me, and how toxic my own posts and comments have become to others. So, I’ve temporarily deactivated my Facebook, and have just made my Instagram a little more positive, with just selfies and small updates on myself.

I guess I can be accessed here and Instagram. I want to keep my blogs as positive as possible, but to be honest, questioning my physical and mental health. 

I have a general idea as to what MAY be going on with me, but self diagnosis is not healthy. Because you could be wrong. You could falsely treat your diagnosis. 

I’m working on gaining the confidence to call a new doctor, schedule an appointment, and then go to said appointment and talk with new doctor. It’s nerve racking, since my last doctor was a serious jerk and didn’t listen to me and only wanted to focus on my weight loss goals, rather than my other health problems. Like??? This is why people have body image issues?

[angryskitty]

G R I N D

[passthemelatonin]

Since its been a year...

I think I should seriously take a minute and talk about this... tho technically me talking to myself...

Firstly.. I quit my horrible job this time last year. A year later and I feel soooooo much better. I mean I'm still stressed. But it's not the same. Now I'm just a lazy ass. Before you literally couldn't get me up to do nothing cause I couldn't motivate myself to even get up to eat. I haven't found a good job yet so that I can get away from my family. I did explore some options aside from living in NYC. All were a bust. It was basically me leaving the stupidness of this house to go into another where I don't even have privacy. i still can't afford school. But it's all good. I feel more positive about getting life together tho. I'm ready to make stuff happen. Tomorrow I'm getting up to get stuff done. That and clean the bathroom. 

I hoping for big things in the next weeks... (pray for me if you're religious, wish if you aren't). 

[this-this-ismyurl]

*internal screaming from frustration*