Apr 14, 2023
usually i have to just wait things out but im impatient and i hate the fact my friends just have to deal with me being miserable when we could be having fun
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usually i have to just wait things out but im impatient and i hate the fact my friends just have to deal with me being miserable when we could be having fun
brain jumbled? solution: get leo here
except we have reasons as to y we dont when a problem like this happens. one reason: leo fronts A LOT. for some reason we fixate on that n try to minimize it (i think its so others get a chance to front). him fronting long also makes him VERY tired. ALSO leos sensitive to emotions and things may get worse if he were to front. these reasons r stupid but also sometimes we r stupid so...
im sad again
the cycle of talking feeling uunincluded stop talking bc of feeling unincluded feeling unincluded from not talking talking from feeling unincluded then feelign unincluded stop talking from feeling unincluded then feeling uninc
ill stop venting now no one deserves to be subjectedd to my breakdown rambles im just so upset for whatever reasons ive been cycling thru i dont even know what they r
i wish i was good at venting and articulating my thoughts
ohhh everything is going wrong why couldnt i have been able to leave this morning instead i just dissociated then got distracted for hours and i dont even know what i was doing and now i feel horrible for so many reasons but also for no reason
whatever whatever whatever its sena time so i cant be upset its too early in the morning to be this upset and to breakdown way too early at least let it be at nighttime