My muse is given a chance to go back in time and re-do one single event.
Not everyone is gifted with the blessing of foresight.
Is he awake? Is this a dream? ...You know, there have been a lot of nights where he wonders that. He doesn’t bother to sleep unless he lacks anything better to do, but when he does, he dreams in terrifying detail. Lucidity during a dream is a talent that many admire, but it’s far from admirable when your memories become an amalgamate of the things you hate the most. A private hell, a video reel just showing the dark parts of your past. Things you wish you’d done. Things you wish you could do over.
He finds himself on the doorstep of the Koide residence.
He knows what will happen next. The door will open, and Natsuno’s father-- that stupid, bumbling, worthless lunatic-- will stab him with a knife. He’ll twirl it and discard it before politely asking if he can enter, even though shiki have already been invited into this house. He’ll try strongarming some sense into Natsuno, and eventually leave, giving him the perfect opportunity to flee like a coward. Natsuno will go to Toshio. Natsuno will ruin everything.
Once upon a time, Tatsumi might have said that the plan failing would be fun, too. The problem with that is... It would only be fun if he wouldn’t be around for the aftermath. He was fine with a conclusion where they all died. Now that he’s standing in the tepid morning air, thinking about what will happen next, ...he’s certain of one thing.
Even if it still fails, he’s not going to let Natsuno Yuuki be the one to foil them.
He follows through. Up until he steps into the house, he lets everything go as it did years ago. Nostalgic, disgusting as it is-- and the feeling only grows once he sees that moody face. It’s a delicate balancing act to try and keep his grip on the knife nice and loose, casual. He’s just holding it, not wielding it. Fluid motions. They walk further into the house, away from Natsuno’s father, until those hideous bubble chairs are within sight.
Tatsumi doesn’t let Natsuno sit down. He grabs him by the shoulder and spins him around, plunging the knife as far as it’ll go in one deft strike. He can feel the crack, but his body is burning with a vicious rage and everything else but Natsuno’s face leaves his awareness.
You don’t know anything. Four words burned into his mind, each punctuated with a brutal stab to the chest. The amount of blood soaking himself and Natsuno’s shirt by now tells him that he probably hit the heart, and the boy’s sudden limpness only lends to the thought. Still, even though it’s overkill, he keeps stabbing until his rage is exhausted.
Only then does Natsuno’s father enter the room to witness the scene, and he shrieks. Tatsumi’s eyes burn as he lunges for the man next.
Nobody said there had to be responsibility to fall from Tatsumi’s favor, after all. Just dislike.