Guardian

"I don't want to become a mass murderer. There's no such thing as righteous justice when it comes to killing others, no matter what moral duty obliges you to. Allow me to tell you something, since you don't realize it yourself... people like you are...

[newnevermind-sanity]

                                                  When he told her not to die                                                         He didn’t mean do not die                                          What he meant was                                                        Don’t leave me behind.

[jinrousensei]

“ Maybe we’ve got more in common than I thought. ”

“Hm, it would seem so, now that I think about it.”

Really, the did share common interests. Even with the different interests the other was very inclined to listen. He didn’t know how Yoshie was able to put up with him ramble on about a book or some strange philosphy. Actually, if he thought about it, he was talking quite a bit more these days, wasn’t he?

[nihtwulf]

WESTWORLD SENTENCE MEME

“ Some people choose to see the ugliness in this world. The disarray. I choose to see the beauty. ”

“ Evolution forged the entirety of sentient life on this planet using only one tool: the mistake. ”

“ What is your itinerary? ”

“ And what do you want to say to your maker? ”

“ You don’t know where you are, do you? ”

“ You’re in a prison of your own sins. ”

“ You want to ask, so ask. ”

“ Are you real? ”

“ You can’t play God without being acquainted with the devil. ”

“ I know how that head of yours works. ”

“ We practice witchcraft. We speak the right words. Then we create life itself out of chaos. ”

“ He would have us burned at the stake. ”

“ That woman in charge is quite formidable. ”

“ You can just say ‘bitch.’ I hear it enough. ”

“ You’ve died at least a thousand times. ”

“  Maybe someday soon we’ll have the life we’ve both been dreaming of. ”

“ Has it never occurred to you to run off with her? ”

“ Everyone I cared about is gone and it hurts so badly. ”

“ The pain, their loss it’s all I have left of them. ”

“ I can feel spaces opening up inside of me, like a building with rooms I’ve never explored. ”

“ I may be losing my mind. ”

“ I think I want to be free. ”

“ You sound like a man who’s grown tired of wearing his guts on the inside. ”

“ I believe that only the truly brave can look at the world and understand that all of it gods, men, everything else will end badly. No one will be saved. ”

“ Maybe we’ve got more in common than I thought. ”

“ I imagined a story where I didn’t have to be the damsel. ”

“ Never start something you’re not willing to finish. “

“ If you’re getting fucked either way, go with the lucrative version…sweetheart. ”

“ I’ve been pretending my whole life. Pretending I don’t mind, pretending I belong. ”

“ All my life, I’ve prided myself on being a survivor. ”

“ It’d be a suicide mission. ”

“ At first, I thought you and the others were gods. Then I realized you’re just men. ”

“ You think I’m scared of death? I’ve done it a million times. I’m fucking great at it. ”

“ How many times have you died? Because if you don’t help me, I’ll kill you. ”

“ It’s the human beings who confuse me. ”

“ You’re a fucking monster. ”

“ Time to write my own fucking story. ”

“ At any point, I could blow up or collapse like some dark star or… ”

“ Did you hurt them, too? ”

“ You both keep assuming that I want out. ”

“ If it’s such a wonderful place out there, why are you all clamoring to get in here? ”

“ People like you keep spreading over it like a stain! ”

[jinrousensei]

1, 23, 26 (headcanon meme)

1: What does their bedroom look like?

There’s not much in it. It’s a simple room with a bed and dresser. There is a book shelf of books that were too good to simply rent out, and there a small china statue of a dragon on the dresser, just for a little something.

23: How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?

He’s very organized. His thoughts are usually in an orderly fashion as are his things. It certainly helps that there isn’t much they own, but the house is constantly looking clean. Not so much it’s odd, but more like a homely feel. The best way to tell if something’s wrong with Seishin is if this slips. He doesn’t like it when his thoughts are jumbled (like when he falls into slumps) and it shows as the house isn’t quite as neat.

26: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?

He has no idea really. Right now his goal is to keep the little family together ad try to find reasons to enjoy this long life he was given. As for the future, he’s rather aimless.

But with Yoshie around, well that might change.

[jinrousensei]

31: Most prized possession?

An old crinkled up photo of his family when he was just a little shy boy. As much as he wants to part with it, he can’t bring himself to.

[jinrousensei]

36: What makes them feel guilty?

Many things.  If he feels like he could’ve changed something (that most likely was out of his control) then he will most certainly feel guilty about it. The issue if of course, he doesn’t tell anyone about it, so it simply gets worse.

[jinrousensei]

47: How do they express love?

He’s a strange one in ways about showing something like that. he’s a very quiet and reserved kind of person. The first sign is a smile. He hardly ever smiles except for around his loved ones. Even then, he hardly ever smiled around just friends, but for family he did. He would go from nervous to recieving affection, to being comfortable. If he really likes a person, he’ll talk to them more, instead of the shortest answers he can give. 

You’re really on his favourite list if he feels comfortable enough to give affection. It’s always gentle things, like placing a hand on someone’s head, or holding them when they’re upset, depending on who it is.

[jinrousensei]

Read any good books lately?

“Many, though if you were to ask me for the tittles, I wouldn’t be able to remember them.”

[jinrousensei]

Dear Chief Replacement: I wanted to send you this friendly little letter to inform you of your imminent demise. If you're curious about the frequency of which I've sent these letters, it is merely to instill as much fear as I can. As if basting a turkey. Which I will then proceed to have sex with. THAT'S RIGHT. I'M GOING TO FUCK THE FEAR TURKEY. Follow me on Twitter @thecrimsonfuckr. Sincerely, Alucard. (The back of the letter shows that it was meant to be addressed to Vatican City.)

What did I just read?

[jinrousensei]

☛ GET INSIDE YOUR CHARACTER'S HEAD! aka The Excessively Detailed Headcanon Meme

Ask a question, any question! Because I have nothing better to do than to answer your questions. ... No, really. I don't. D:

1: What does their bedroom look like?

2: Do they have any daily rituals?

3: Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?

4: What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?

5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)

6: Eating habits and sample daily menu

7: Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time

8: Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging

9: Makeup?

10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?

11: Intellectual pursuits?

12: Favorite book genre?

13: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?

14: Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)

15: Biggest and smallest short term goal?

16: Biggest and smallest long term goal?

17: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress

18: Favorite beverage?

19: What do they think about before falling asleep at night?

20: Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?

21: Turn-ons? Turn-offs?

22: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?

23: How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?

24: Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?

25: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?

26: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?

27: What is their biggest regret?

28: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?

29: Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)

30: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)

31: Most prized possession?

32: Thoughts on material possessions in general?

33: Concept of home and family?

34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)

35: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?

36: What makes them feel guilty?

37: Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?

38: What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?

39: Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?

40: How misanthropic are they?

41: Hobbies?

42: How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?

43: Religion?

44: Superstitions or views on the occult?

45: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?

46: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?

47: How do they express love?

48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?

49: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?

[jinrousensei]

It's good to see you back, Seishin.

“Back?”

It’sgoodtobebackanon

[yourqueerblog]

Imagine that the world is made out of love. Now imagine that it isn’t. Imagine a story where everything goes wrong, where everyone has their back against the wall, where everyone is in pain and acting selfishly because if they don’t, they’ll die. Imagine a story, not of good against evil, but of need against need against need, where everyone is at cross-purposes and everyone is to blame.

Richard Siken (via yourqueerblog)

[okiagarii-blog]

vaguelyaperson:

Weakness: when a group of unrelated characters, of varying backgrounds, consider each other a family

[jinrousensei]

❛ they always trust me to be someone who i don’t even want to be. ❜

“And if you’re not who they wish you to be, god help you when they find out.”

That quote hit a little close to home for him. Though it was quite strange coming from Chizuru. He always deemed her more of the type to be open about things, but perhaps he was mislead?

“Is there...anything bothering you?”

[jinrousensei]

❛ we carry our own loneliness with us. ❜

“I suppose that is true, in a way. Yet I feel these days it’s not as much anymore...”

[draumers]

a softer world sentence starters.

❛ some people are so good at disappearing that you start to doubt your memories that they were ever there. ❜ 

❛ how do you say goodbye to someone who was never there? ❜

❛ i don’t want a world without pain, or loss. i just want them to mean something. ❜

❛ there are some people who believe a photo captures their soul. ❜

❛ if you love something let it go. ❜

❛ you were not the first, you will not be the last. ❜

❛ there are some secrets i will take to my grave, but i don’t want loving you to be one of them. ❜

❛ you can still back out before anyone gets hurt. ❜

❛ i said i’d love you forever, and really meant it at the time. i guess that’s my problem. ❜

❛ kindness won’t save anyone. ❜

❛ for a long time i thought i deserved better. but the truth is we both deserve better than this. ❜

❛ i wish there was a word that meant “goodbye” for someone who was already gone. ❜

❛ i never meant to hurt you. you have to believe me. ❜

❛ we’ll always have yesterday. ❜

❛ hope softens the rough edge of every promise. ❜

❛ love is stupid. happiness is admitting we aren’t better than stupid. ❜

❛ you can’t always want what you get. ❜

❛ i wish i had a dollar for every dollar’s worth of work i did. ❜

❛ we are empty inside and hollow. hoping something sweet will make its nest in us. ❜

❛ we’re too far from help. ❜

❛ monsters are even more scary when you see them afraid. ❜

❛ we carry our own loneliness with us. ❜ 

❛ fake happiness beats genuine misery. ❜

❛ they always trust me to be someone who i don’t even want to be. ❜

❛ i cannot see where i want to go, only that i want the going.❜

❛ you are never here. you are always almost there. ❜

❛ you and me will die the way we lived, telling ourselves stories to make it mean something. ❜

[jinrousensei]

i cant believe this fandom is still alive

We seem to have a habit of dying and then coming back to life, much like the shiki